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#38 Past 2


Continues from the previous part

It's raining

Tracking tracking


김태형
Haaak...haa...sob...mother...

An unknown fear consumes me


김태형
Ugh...ugh...I'm...scared...Mom, ugh...


김태형
Phew... haa... ha...

It becomes difficult to breathe

Yeah, that was the beginning of a phobia.

Bang bang bang!


김태형
Mother? Mother... Mother...!

Suddenly


김태형
Ugh... Mother... Mother...


전정국
Kim Tae? You...


박지민
crazy....

Jimin and Jungkook could tell right away

That Taehyung was abandoned


박지민
Taehyung, don't cry, it'll be okay.


전정국
Sigh... What should I do? We have training starting tomorrow...


김태형
Ugh...I, I'm so scared...sob...

In the end, Taehyung couldn't even go to school.

All I could do was cry alone in the room I was left in.

The phobia got worse, and sometimes I couldn't even breathe.

Especially on rainy days

Thump thump... thump.


김태형
Ugh... please... save me... sob...

I can still hear it even if I close the window and block it.

In the end, I cried in the room dozens of times

I collapsed and gasped for breath thousands of times.


김태형
I want to die...just...suck it...

ran out

Out, to die


김태형
Huh...gasp...haa...haa...

I can't breathe again

dump

I ended up sitting down on the street corner.


김태형
Ouch..! Ouch! Gulp..ugh...

Repeated nausea and vomiting

Then my eyes gradually closed

This is what it means to die

at that time


강슬기
Hey, Kim Taehyung? Hey!


김태형
Ugh...


강슬기
I finally woke up...


강슬기
I'm Kang Seul-gi, from the same school as you.


김태형
Oh..hello..ugh..ugh!


강슬기
Uh...the bathroom is over there!


김태형
Cough! Ugh! Ugh...haa...ha...


김태형
Ugh...huh...mother...huh...

Seolgi patted Taehyung's back without saying a word.


강슬기
Don't cry, okay?


김태형
Ugh...I'm scared, I...Please save me... Ugh...Ugh...


강슬기
Wow... I'm going crazy... What should I do...)


강슬기
Lie down and sleep, you'll feel better with rest.


김태형
Are you going to throw me away?

Taehyung continued to cry and speak.


강슬기
Don't throw it away, never


김태형
Phew,...huh..


강슬기
It keeps raining...

Taehyung closed his eyes tightly.

I'm crying again, again


김태형
Ugh... Ugh... Why did you throw me away... Ugh...


강슬기
ha...


김태형
I'm scared, I just want to die...

Tears flow from between tightly closed eyes

The only thing that came out of my mouth was that I wanted to die.


강슬기
I....

Seolgi continued to panic and held my hand.


김태형
(shudder)


강슬기
Don't be afraid, I won't abandon you.


김태형
Phew...huh...

Taehyung, exhausted from crying, fell asleep holding my hand tightly.

Perhaps the hand that held him was Taehyung's last hope.

After that, Taehyung stayed at Seulgi's house.

Thanks to that, many things have improved, but

I wasn't good at socializing.

All Taehyung has left are Jimin, Jungkook, and Seulgi

The person I was most grateful to among them was Seolgi.

Because he is the one who saved my life

After Taehyung brightened up a lot, Seulgi left for a while.

Taehyung is also currently attending school.


박지민
This is how it happened

김여주
Why didn't you tell me sooner?


박지민
...Taehyung cried and yelled at me to stop him


박지민
Who would like a child without parents?


박지민
He said he liked you so much that he would keep it a secret

김여주
....


박지민
And the reason I was so nice to Seolgi is because we met after a long time.

김여주
Sigh... I didn't even know that...

Suddenly, bang!


강슬기
Kim Yeo-ju!

김여주
Kang..Seulgi..?


강슬기
Go to Kim Taehyung, quickly

김여주
Uh..suddenly..?


강슬기
You can hate me, but please don't abandon Kim Taehyung, okay?


강슬기
And now it's raining, you can't leave him alone when it rains

김여주
F*ck...what have I done...

Taehyung ran home

Running in the rain

The teacher stopped me, but I didn't care.

Bang! Bang!

김여주
Kim Taehyung! It's me, open the door!

김여주
I was wrong, I

김여주
Open the door!

No matter how many times I knock on the door, there is no answer.

김여주
Kim Taehyung? Kim Taehyung!

It was an ominous moment

Taehyung's past that Jimin told me about

I was clearly afraid of rainy days and thought it would kill me...

I knocked on the door faster

Bang bang bang!

김여주
Please, open the door, please..

I cut it off in a strange place...

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