Psychiatric Hospital Room 615
Episode 12


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작가 [ 옐초님 ]
Hello everyone.. I'm sorry for uploading the same picture twice before. I didn't know.

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권순영
...///..

I put the earphones I had thrown back into my ears.

This time it was a campfire

The melody and lyrics were bouncy and cute.


권순영
Phew..

I decided. I'm going to smile and try to live happily.


권순영
..Yeah..ㅎ Not everyone hates me

I decided to think positively. Even though there are people who hate me.

I decided to believe that there are many people who like me.

I thought that would make me happy.

I wanted to be happy too.

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From that day on, my life changed.

I laughed a lot and things seemed to be getting better. Hoshi didn't show up much either.

Everything seemed to be okay.

I thought everything was fixed.

So I decided to go back home.

To that beggarly house...


권순영
Home...


최승철
At first, you were going to go home, didn't you?


권순영
Yeah..no, I like it..

Should I say it was instinct? I lied.

I remember their words that if you talk, you will die

Now it's time to suffer again. I've been so happy lately.

I felt loved

As I got better, I started to become a little more friendly with the people at the hospital.


최승철
When do you want to go out?


권순영
...


최승철
Should I send it out as soon as possible?


권순영
Oh..yes


최승철
Okay, if you leave as quickly as possible, you should be able to leave by tomorrow.


최승철
You held on well, Sunyoung.


권순영
Thank you

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I cried after he left.

It changed again. Back to the old me

I felt sad and tears flowed.

I would rather die than go home.

But... I'm afraid he'll be worried again, I'm afraid he'll have a hard time because of me

Couldn't do it.

I didn't want to make it difficult for him any longer.

I wanted to protect him, too, so I decided to endure it and leave. I hope he doesn't have to suffer anymore because of me.

This may be my last wish.

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작가 [ 옐초님 ]
Sunyoung is having a hard time again..