Psychiatric Hospital Room 615

Episode 13

And the next day

I left the hospital and my parents were in front of the hospital.

권순영

....

최승철

They're your parents, go quickly

권순영

Yes.. haha

I forced a smile

I was dragged into the car by my parents' hands.

엄마

Why did this kid come out?

엄마

I should have just died there - tsk tsk

After hearing that, all I can do is

There wasn't any.

I just had to let my anger out on my own.

All I could do was cover my ears and listen to the music.

-

(I didn't change it on purpose because there weren't any particularly good pictures of me riding in the car!)

Finally, we entered the house, and the moment we entered, our parents' attitude changed.

When I got out of the car in front of the entrance, he opened the door and held my hand.

As soon as I entered the house, he threw me away

권순영

..

That was all I could do if I was thrown.

Stay still

Enduring pain

Not making a sound

권순영

...

And I looked at my sister who was just looking at me with resentment

-

I have an older sister.

Watching my younger sibling suffer domestic violence

권서영

...

I guess there's nothing you can do about it, sister

Because I'm scared

-

I was dragged into the room with my hair tightly grabbed.

It was a room I hadn't seen in a long time.

The room was full of blood.

It was stained with my blood.

It was created because it was right

There were also many marks from self-harm.

엄마

Okay, I'll give you a knife, so kill yourself until you die.

엄마

No, just die!!

엄마

I don't need a kid like you, I just need Seoyoung

My mother, who had left the knife in my hand, went out and locked the door.

I started crying as soon as my mom left.

quietly

As quietly as possible

I cried quietly.

권순영

.Uh..ugh..

At that moment, the laughter of my sister and parents echoed outside.

The voices of parents who are only affectionate to their older sister

권순영

Uh...uh...

I tried to ignore the voice and cut my wrist.

The blood kept coming out and it was painful.

But I didn't stop. Because I never wanted to hear that voice again.

As I kept drawing

When I thought that it would be better to die than to continue to be in pain, I held the knife high and tried to strike it hard at the wrist.

Tiring-

A text message to me

최승철

- Did you get in okay?

When I saw the contents of the message, tears started flowing and I dropped the knife.

The knife fell to the floor and I picked up the phone with my bloody hands.

And then I sent a text message.

권순영

- I... I'm in so much pain...

After that message, I turned off my phone

I decided to die after speaking up at least once.

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작가 [ 옐초님 ]

You guys are fucking fans on Silt lol

작가 [ 옐초님 ]

What did our Sunyoung do wrong?

작가 [ 옐초님 ]

What the hell is a heart, they're swearing at each other so much

작가 [ 옐초님 ]

The heart shapes are different, why is everyone making a fuss? Just accept each other and move on. Why the hell would you call other people's fans fucking fans?

작가 [ 옐초님 ]

If you're a fucking idiot fan, then you're saying that the kids are fucking idiots. If you're going to curse, don't treat idols like fucking idiots. Curse at me, the person who fights with you.

작가 [ 옐초님 ]

Yes, I'm really excited right now because my favorite idol's favorite person got caught up in this kind of incident.

작가 [ 옐초님 ]

Everyone... please help Sunyoung.

작가 [ 옐초님 ]

If something like this were to float around, I would feel like I would be in pain alone.