Ready to get rid of it
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Hmm...
Eunbi quietly opened her eyes.
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.... Yerin...?
Yerin sleeping soundly, leaning on Eunbi's shoulder.
Eunbi looked around.
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..... You're all asleep..
Inside the quiet bus..
The bus was very quiet because everyone was asleep.
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.....
Eunbi looking out the window
The background outside the window flashed by quickly.
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.... I wish this matter, too... would just whiz by like this passing scenery... and disappear without a moment to think...
Eunbi leaned against the window.
And my gaze turned to Yerin.
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... Yerin-ah.. Jung Yerin....
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I... I'm really sorry...
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You are the one who sincerely reached out to me when I was going through such a hard time...
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I'm worried... that I might be doing something terrible to you...
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Later... it's okay if you... resent me.....
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Even if you insult me... it's okay...
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Because I feel like I'm going to... hurt you... that much...
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I'm sorry... in advance.....
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Let's... make lots of good memories... and take lots of pictures....
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It might sound selfish, but... please don't forgive me on a day like this....
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I'm really... a bad person...
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Ha... It's not like talking to someone who's sleeping will change anything... I'm so stupid...
Eunbi sighed and averted her gaze from Yerin.
Eunbi simply focused on the music flowing from her earphones.
♪Do I keep making you suffer again and again? Is your heart strangely becoming anxious?♪
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......
Eunbi felt
The fact that I felt an inexplicable lump in my throat after hearing those song lyrics...
In his own eyes
Tears welled up in my eyes in no time, and it felt like they were about to flow down...
♪On days when you feel sad, just try smiling once. Even the starlight shining in the dark night is all for you. On days like that♪
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.....
Thump-
Soon, in Eunbi's eyes
Tears for no apparent reason kept flowing.
What could it be?
What these tears flowing right now mean is,
What on earth could it be?
And why?
Why are these tears flowing down my cheeks?
Is it because the lyrics are too sad, unlike the exciting melody?
Is it because, unlike the exciting melody, the lyrics seem to comfort you?
Is it because that song playing from the earphones somehow feels like it understands your feelings well?
Eunbi, wouldn't only you know that?
Knowing the meaning of those tears that keep flowing is,
Because it really is only Eunbi herself....
But maybe.....
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.......
Hwang Eun-bi, it seems like even she might not know.
Those tears shedding right now
Even someone named Hwang Eun-bi didn't notice
It might be conveying Eunbi's feelings hidden inside on her behalf.
20 The end-