regret

Regret 8.

찬열

Chanyeol, perhaps because of that, has been incredibly curious about Baekhyun's well-being lately. Is he eating well? Is he just crying because of me? Is he sleeping? What are he doing these days? He's curious about everything.

찬열

"You really started liking Baekhyun..? No, that won't do.. You liked him before too. It was enough to hurt him once..

찬열

The day Baekhyun told me we should break up, I felt a twinge of elation. For some reason, it felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. But as that weight lifted, a part of my heart felt like it had been torn apart. I guess I liked him a little too...

찬열

Actually, I said I was expressing myself, but whenever I fought with Baekhyun, I always fought for that reason. Baekhyun would tell me to speak softly and smile more at him, but at that time, I thought I liked him only because he was a guy, so I didn't do anything about it.

찬열

I didn't listen. Come to think of it, it was only natural that Baekhyun would get tired of me. I don't really understand why I didn't grant his request back then.

찬열

Now, I think I've fallen in love with Baekhyun again. It's only after so many months have passed that I've realized how precious he is. I miss the day Baekhyun confessed his love to me so much.

백현

"Chanyeol... Actually, I like Chanyeol a lot."

찬열

I wanted to see those little lips that moved shyly.

찬열

I missed Baekhyun, who always smiled and cried whenever he saw me. But I didn't want to bother Baekhyun, who was probably struggling to sort out his feelings by now. The room I was in, drinking alone, was so quiet it was suffocating.