Regret and love

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전정국

under..

What he did to his only older sister was really crazy, and he shouldn't have done that, but he was so angry that he pushed her to the end.

In fact, the emotions Guk-yi felt were closer to betrayal and fear than anger. Guk-yi relied heavily on Yeo-ju emotionally. He often told her things he wouldn't even tell his parents, and it was his first time liking someone, wondering if he could love like this.

In a relationship with someone so precious to me, I didn't really know how to treat them, and those were the days when I was unconsciously obsessed with showing only my good side.

In times like this, I didn't even know what to do, so I vented my anger like a child, asking for help.

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I watched Yeoju sleep soundly, then trudged to the kitchen to make some porridge and hurried off to work. After Jeongguk left, a while later Yeoju opened her eyes, but unconsciously tried to get up, and she held onto her waist as if it was going to break, frowning.

김여주

Ugh...

Bruises appear all over my body, and vivid memories replay one by one in my head.

Tears are streaming down her face, and no one can comfort her. It must feel like even her last remaining refuge has been taken away. The female protagonist sits in a daze, completely submerged in the bathtub, without taking off her clothes, without a second thought.

At that moment, I washed up, packed my bags, and headed to Yeoju's house. We were going to re-do the puzzle we'd done together a long time ago. I chuckled at the expected reaction and headed to Yeoju's house.

Ding dong-

I rang the doorbell several times, but the door was firmly shut, and it didn't even bother to open. This had never happened before. Yoongi's eyes were filled with anxiety.

민윤기

(Knocking on the door) Lady!

I screamed and yelled, but the door wouldn't open. In the end, I entered the female protagonist's birthday and opened the door, but the female protagonist's shoes were still there at the entrance.

민윤기

(Are you still sleeping..)

With that thought in mind, Yeo-ju and Jung-kook open the bedroom, and suddenly a pungent smell hits their nose. Yoon-ki panics and looks for Yeo-ju, but is startled when he sees fresh blood stains and dried things on the bed. He wonders what is going on... Yoon-ki is so surprised.

민윤기

Kim Yeo-ju!! Yeo-ju!!!

As I was looking around, I felt a cold piece of metal on my foot. I wondered what it was and took a closer look.

민윤기

This is the necklace I gave you, right?

I have a feeling this is going to happen. This is Jeon Jungkook. That kid was so jealous that he tied him up and tormented him all night.

I fling open the bathroom door, which was still lit, and see the female protagonist, exhausted from crying, falling asleep in the already cold bathtub. Yoon-ki forgets that he's wearing his own clothes and splashes in.

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Heroine!

He said that and grabbed Yeoju's shoulder and shook her, but Yeoju stared at Yoongi with empty eyes and smiled.

김여주

(with lips) Mr. Yoon...ki?

Yoongi puts his hands on Yeoju's armpits and calves and lifts her up, and sees bruises and hickeys all over her body. Yeoju stares at the things on her body for a while and then turns her head away, but Yoongi hugs her tightly and comforts her.

민윤기

It's okay... everything is okay

But aren't these the things Yoon-gi himself did to Yeo-ju? He had sex with her while she trembled in pain, hitting her with his belt. If Yeo-ju did something even slightly wrong, he would say harsh things to her.

I feel like my heart is breaking as I look at the female protagonist staring blankly at the ceiling as if she has become a doll.

민윤기

(Sobbing) It must have been so hard back then too..

Yunki swallows his tears and catches his breath, and his tears fall down onto Yeoju's face. Yeoju reaches out and wipes his tears away.

김여주

(with lips) Why...why are you crying, Mr. Yukki?

He grins. Yoongi can't say anything and hugs Yeoju tightly, putting his body on top of hers. Yeoju laughs shyly and slowly strokes Yoongi's hair while ruffling it.