Revenge starts now

05. Past [5] (Conclusion)

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Do I just... run?

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I'm scared

It's so close that it's just one step away.

Because it was scarier than death, simply... because I wanted to avoid the cold stares of others...

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Tightly

Tears fell drop by drop.

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Ah... what's wrong with me?

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Why... why do I miss Kim Taehyung even at a moment like this...!

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H-h-h-h... You bastard...

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I... I don't want to die... I'm going to become pretty and show Kim Taehyung that I'm doing well..!

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The revenge starts now..

A month has passed.

I... ate just enough not to die, and

I exercised until I was dead.

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But... why! Won't it come off?!

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Sigh... This isn't weight that should be lost this easily...

Three more months passed like that.

I felt like I was going to throw up just by looking at the food.

Even though I had the body others wanted, I was not satisfied.

Because if I get fat again, I’ll suffer that kind of thing.

I shouldn't be thinking like this...

This shouldn't be happening, but it's getting harder and harder.

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He collapsed from malnutrition.

The hospital tells me to eat it, but

How could that be an easy task?

I'm already exhausted beyond measure.

What else can I do here?

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I have to at least get revenge... no, I have to see Kim Taehyung's face before I die... I can't give up now..!

I don't understand why I have to conform to the beauty standards that society expects.

Whether fat or skinny, it is all me.

Why am I aligning myself with the way people look at me?

A long, long time has passed, and it has been 5 months since I dropped out.

I became pretty.

No. I became pretty because of the way people looked at me.

I also changed my name.

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As Kim Yeo-ju.

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A year passed, and I turned 18 and transferred back to Bangtan High School.