ROSE EYE [BL]

36. The only one

이대휘

Park Woojin, you're really going too far!! Do you think I did it because I wanted to? You didn't listen to a single word I said...

As soon as he entered the room, he sat down on the bed and burst into tears. He was upset, resentful, angry—a variety of emotions.

이대휘

I will never see Park Woojin's face again... I hate it!!

Park Woojin, Park Woojin, cried for hours, hugging the blanket. Rose's attempts to stop him were useless, and he showed no signs of stopping crying as time passed.

박우진

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Woojin, who was outside the room, felt a pang of pain in his chest. He imagined Daehwi crying inside, and the thought of not being able to hug him right away bothered him. So he stood in front of the door, waiting for Daehwi to come out.

It was 7 a.m., time for Woojin to leave. It was a lingering feeling of emptiness without Daehwi, who always woke up early to kiss Woojin and bid him farewell.

I knocked on the door just in case, but when there was no response, I tried to communicate by saying something random.

박우진

Hey...Dae-hwi? I'm going out...now come out and eat!

.....

박우진

Bird, what happened at dawn was all my fault... Can't you let go of your anger..?

이대휘

...Ugh...I'm gonna be fine...

박우진

...! Huh? Then get some rest! I'll be back.

이대휘

.....

When I heard the front door close, I quietly opened it and stepped out. After looking around to make sure Woojin was really gone, I sat down on the sofa with a sigh of relief.

이대휘

I don't want to talk...what should I do...

ROSE: Hey, he's your boyfriend. Why don't you want to talk to him? Oh my... Couples really fight.

이대휘

Don't you realize how serious this is? Why didn't you help me? Why didn't you stop me when I was going out in the middle of the night!

ROSE: I told you! But that Blue Rose couldn't hear me.

이대휘

...Haa, what is this because of that Blue guy...

ROSE: I should definitely be happier, but I feel like I've become unhappy.

이대휘

That's what I'm saying. But I still don't want to talk to Woojin hyung. I'm really upset...

ROSE: Yeah... but don't swear at me just because you're angry.

이대휘

...If you talk to me, I'll swear at you. Ah, I really hate Park Woojin!!!

ROSE : .....

ROSE: ...Hey. What are you doing?

이대휘

What. I'm not waiting for Park Woojin. I'm going for a walk.

ROSE: Yes, yes...um, I'll be there soon.

I flinched at the words "He'll be back soon." I looked up and saw that Woojin wasn't coming alone, but with another woman walking beside him.

이대휘

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이대휘

Shit I'm going to kill Park Woojin today.

ROSE: Hey, calm down! We could be working together...

이대휘

Hey Park Woojin!!! Are you crazy?

Naturally, I ignored Rose's words and confidently walked towards Woojin. I'm already upset about what happened yesterday, and now you're with another woman?

박우진

Uh, uh..? What is that...

이대휘

Huh... This is ridiculous. Why are you doing this to me? You made me cry yesterday, and now...

I held back the tears that threatened to burst forth and continued speaking. "If you cry here, you're not Lee Dae-hwi. Don't cry. Please..."

이대휘

And, you don't trust me that much? Not just anyone else, but your brother's lover?

박우진

I think I misunderstood back then... I'm sorry. And next to me is my coworker...

이대휘

I'm going to go to Jihoon's house. Let's not know each other for a while.

박우진

What, what? Who...? Why Park Ji-hoon of all people? Dae-hwi, please...

이대휘

Brother... please...

이대휘

Could you please tell me why I am doing this?

이대휘

Excuse me...is Jihoon hyung here..?

박지훈

...Huh? Why are you here... Oh, did you fight with Woojin?

이대휘

Somehow... I really don't think Woojin-hyung trusts me. He always...

박지훈

What are you talking about...Woojin wouldn't do that. He must have been a little excited. Okay, let's hear what happened first.

이대휘

When I got home at dawn...

As Dae-hwi spoke, sobbing, I patted his back. I also offered words of comfort here and there. Of all the words, these are the ones I remember most.

이대휘

It seems like everyone hates me... No one has ever liked me from beginning to end...

박지훈

That's your opinion, and I don't think you'll mind.

‘You hate everything, but I like you?’

이대휘(5살)

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이대휘(5살)

...I'm an abandoned child, bad and strange.

"No, that's all a lie. You're not like that."

박지훈

You didn't do it... Don't believe what people say, it's all lies.

이대휘

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이대휘

Brother Jihoon...

박지훈

Yeah? Oh, so don't be like that...

이대휘

You're right, hyung. You were there for me when I was little... the only one who ever told me I was precious...

박지훈

...Huh..? Th, that's...

I hugged Jihoon tightly in silence. I felt so ashamed and sorry for hating and being jealous of someone who had treated me so well. I buried my face in his shoulder and cried silently.

박지훈

What, I thought I'd never know... but you remembered?

이대휘

Of course..! I wanted to see you so badly... Why didn't you tell me from the beginning...

박지훈

Well... I can't say it was me now, and you might not remember me, right?

이대휘

...I'm sorry...I love you...

박지훈

Hey, hey, you should do that to your boyfriend. What if you do that to me?

이대휘

Chi... That guy doesn't like me. He was bad.

박지훈

Ugh...! That won't do. Where's the delphinium? I have to lift the curse.

이대휘

Brother, won't you lift the curse? Delphinium... how do I find it?

박지훈

I gave up a long time ago. I was just going to live like this... As you said, I can't find it anymore.

이대휘

Ah... that's right. But hyung...

Dae-hwi sat on Ji-hoon's leg, acting cute. He seemed to have a desperate request.

박지훈

Hey, aren't you coming down? I won't listen! Don't talk!

이대휘

Ahhh... Can I just sleep for a day? It'd be nice to be with my cute little sister~

박지훈

Who said you were cute? Huh... No way. You should go home quickly.

이대휘

No! I won't go out even if I die. I don't want to go home!

박지훈

Huh..? Hey, I understand, so come down.

이대휘

Heh...then I'm going to sleep tonight! Here's my room~

박지훈

Huh? No, that's my room..! Hey, don't touch that!!

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Wing-Hwi is good too... Cham-Hwi is good too...

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Oh right lol I haven't uploaded this in over a week... I'm so sorry😭🙏🏻

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I have to finish this and MIRROR during the vacation... (new work❌)

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Hmm, then everyone, please send me a message! Have a nice day everyone👋🏻❤️