short story collection

Mistakes and relationships.

You know what?

Anyone can make mistakes.

But there is a limit to what can be called a mistake.

I thought it was a mistake, no, it wasn't even a mistake, it was just nothing.

Am I being selfish?

Am I just thinking too much about myself?

I regret it so much now.

What I did then

I regret it so much.

I thought nothing of it.

But from the perspective of the person receiving it, it wasn't like that.

I just thought it would just pass like that.

But I guess that's not it.

I think it'll last a long time this time.

Just a little different.

I guess it might have been a little awkward because it felt new to me.

But that could have been easily fixed.

Actually, I thought those people were weird because I would fight with other people when I saw them.

'Why on earth are you fighting?'

But I wasn't thinking like that either.

I was falling apart too.

At some point, I just became so numb.

If we fight and apologize, they accept it and fight again.

That was repeated quite a bit.

That must have been hard.

You and me.

You must have been very tired.

That's what relationships are like.

It's hard to tie, but it's very light and easy to untie. Like a ribbon.

Maybe that's why I was tired without even realizing it.

So that's why I avoided it.

At some point, we were far apart.

At some point we were apart.

I.

That person.

Now I stand alone.

No, it doesn't have to be that way.

That person, of course.

But I'm grateful and sorry to that person, but I haven't been able to express it yet, and we're already apart.

What do I do? Now? What do I do now?

Time just passes by without a trace.

Even if I think I'm being selfish.

I had a hard time too, so that doesn't work out well.

Even if I try to approach first, I'm also very tired, so that won't work.

I keep missing it and missing it again just thinking about it.

I'm going crazy.

Yeah, that's all true. I was wrong and I'm a bad guy, so what else can I do?

A sincere apology?

I already did. I couldn't meet your face in person, but I expressed my feelings.

Should I come closer and take a closer look?

It's scary, what should I do?

I decided to take my time, so what should I do?

I'm thinking about it.

I suggested we do that, but it's scary and difficult for me to go. I don't have the courage to do that.

What do you want me to do?

I'm so tired, I can't help but feel tired.

I don't think either of them wants much.

But that little thing felt bigger and more difficult to me.

You don't think that's my personality?

No. How well do you know my personality?

I can't say anything, absolutely not.

No matter what happens, I can never say anything.

I'll just think about it and let it rot away.

I'm timid. Very timid. It's all just my personal opinion that I don't think I'd be timid. I'm not like that.

Among the countless tags that follow me

activity.

I think this is it.

Actually, that's not true.

So I can't say anything right now.

I'm just regretting it so much right now.

Once it collapses, there is no end, but now.

Ha... Just sighing loudly again.

And I just keep getting stressed out.

I don't think I can do this anymore.

It's not just my fault.

These days, both I and that person have been sensitive.

I try to think like that and hope that tomorrow never comes.

It seems like it's ironic, to put it bluntly.

I think I should apologize. I should hurry and try to get things back to normal tomorrow.

My actions now. My words. My outward appearance. They're not like that at all.

If it ends here.

If this is the last time.

Then I.

Should I catch that person..?

Or should I let it go...

Stress gathers everything, whether it's there or not, and takes it all in.

If you don't catch it here, it will be nothing.

I can't catch it...

For various reasons. And excuses. I can't do that.

What should I do...

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Until now it was the protagonist's point of view, but from now on it's the reader's point of view!

Anyone can make mistakes.

Also, everyone makes mistakes in life.

The benefits of making that mistake vary greatly.

Some people lose something because of that mistake.

Some people get hurt by making mistakes.

If the mistake has to do with people.

If it has to do with friendship or love.

If you think the intensity is a little strong.

You should apologize without hesitation.

Because that could turn out to be a mistake.

Because later on, you'll be madly resenting that one little mistake.

And you have to catch it.

If it's for that person, letting go would be the answer

If you feel like you're really going to die, you have to catch it.

Because you'll regret it later and it'll only hurt you.

It won't be erased. It won't be forgotten. It'll just create more scars.

Both you and the other person.

Once a relationship is damaged, it takes a long time to mend it.

Relationships are as fragile as glass and as easy to unravel as a simple ribbon.

And many people have concerns about that.

But there are not many people who can solve it well.

Because I'm scared.

Because I'm scared.

I don't have the courage.

In the end, you end up missing that opportunity.

Now, we are filled with selfish things.

We must think of others and think of ourselves and find the answer to that question.

If you can't do that

At some point when I opened my eyes

In front of me

There will be nothing.

There will be no one left.

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Hello! My name is Zaka!

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I'm seriously going crazy! I came home from school thinking I should write something, and it was already 5 o'clock?

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So I was lying in bed trying to write, but my eyes kept closing. I guess I fell asleep. But when I opened my eyes, it was midnight...

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7 hours of deep sleep...so I do my homework at 12 and write at 1:30...is it like day and night have been reversed..? Huge!

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And... I feel like I've been feeling glum lately... I can't think of any material and I just feel like it's hard to write. Why...

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Glump... I'll try my best to write, but it'll probably be one of three things: either the cycle will be a bit late, the posts will be short, or the content will be strange...

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I'm sorry for being irresponsibleㅠㅠ Bye then!