Somehow a sad ending
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I don't know why
Why is this hot, dark red blood from my heart colder than my tears?
Why do I, who have decided to live a cold life, shed tears that are hot and transparent, like my life?
My heart hurts like it's being ripped out
Why do other parts near the heart hurt more?
I wonder if even death is beautiful-
There was no explanation
I just resented all of that
Why did I have to die today?
Why do I hate my existence even at this very moment?
All of that
I hated it because it was me
Every moment of mine was me
Because all the days were all me
This beggarly me...
---chin
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..
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Hey, over there..?
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...
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Over there...
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flower..
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yes yes!
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go away.
I didn't want to deal with anyone
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yes..?
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It's really dangerous right now...
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I feel like I'm going to die...
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I don't know.
This man took me somewhere
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Ugh...ugh...
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Oh... I'm sorry....
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Who, who... kekeke
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Stay still.
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Disinfect the wound and bandage it....
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yes yes?
Just a moment, just a moment, just a moment-
I'm a girl and he's a guy?
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I, I will... do... cool
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Ah..yes
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Here, there's medicine, bandages, disinfectant, another medicine, another medicine, and cotton...
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Ah, this medicine is the last medicine to relieve the anesthesia.
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The anesthetic is so strong that something could happen, so please take this medicine.
This is a bandage that comes into direct contact with a separately disinfected wound.
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This is extra
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Find the rest here
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N, yes
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Then I'll go out
-I'm leaving-
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under...
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sick..
-After all treatment-
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...uh?
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What is this?
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...acute...cardiac attack?
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...When you're done, leave.
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Get out.