Someone take me... [Seventeen]

#41 Someone take me...

At that time, Sunyoung -

So, is it right for me to just leave?

Or should I just say sorry and apologize out of the blue?

But will those people welcome me back?

I guess I was just a burden...

Ah, I've been worrying so much by myself lately that my head really hurts

Oh, but what else should I be sorry about?

I don't even know why he suddenly did that, but is it right for me to be sad and apologize by myself?

My ego is two now, it's so inflexible

Hmm, I guess I'll try searching on Naver.

How to make up with a friend..?

Well, I don't think we fought..

Or when you grow apart from your friends..?

While doing this, I kept writing and deleting in the Naver search bar.

no ..!!

mind

mind

Heart

Clear your mind

Clear your mind

Organizing your mind

A room to organize your mind

How to clear your mind

I typed it like this...

Just trying to get away... just trying to leave...

There are many different methods.

But almost all of them are when you break up from a relationship..? I was about to give up because that's all there was to it.

To be honest, we're not lovers, but I'm just bored with the situation right now..

So I just started looking for a way

Something like, "Please don't just leave and wait for me"

They say to look for that person's flaws or something.

I don't want to have a bad relationship with these people, right..?

It's not like we'll just hate each other and never see each other again...

Of course, if these people hate me, there's nothing I can do about it...

So I just thought, oh, Naver is really useless.

There was something that caught my eye

They say that if you organize your thoughts while writing a letter, things will go well.

If I write things like I did this, I did that, and why, etc.

It means that you can organize your mind in one go..

So I started writing

I think this is the only way I can let those people go...

TO. To my brothers whom I am truly grateful to

Um, hi guys.. I don't know what to say when I actually try to write.

I hope you'll read it even if the writing is a mess or the handwriting is crooked.

First of all, thank you

Thank you for taking good care of me, teaching me, and giving me strength when I had nothing.

Thank you so much, really

I will never forget every moment I spent with my brothers.

And I'm sorry

Actually, I was genuinely curious as to what I had done wrong.

On the one hand, I hated my brothers

But I guess I was just an ordinary Kwon Soon-young

My brothers were too much for me...

I couldn't stand it

It's not your fault at all, I understand everything

But that little bit was too hard for me..

Now live comfortably without me.. please

I hope my brothers forget about me and live well.

It felt like a kid like me was blocking the path of my brothers who were as good as gold.

I'm really sorry

And I was really, really grateful

- Kwon Soon-young -

After writing this letter in such a quiet manner, I began to look around the empty room.

Old photos of my brothers, the frying pan that burned every day while cooking, the threshold that hurt my toe every day

All the really insignificant things start to become visible

I was really sad when I thought about leaving

But what can I do when I've already made up my mind...

But there was nowhere to go and nowhere to lean on..

But I packed my bags without thinking about it

I can't go back home... where should I go?

But I put that thought aside for a moment and just came out without thinking.

Bbit Bbit Bbit Tirori

Oh right, I left the letter on the living room table.

Even if my brothers laugh it off after reading it, I'm okay with it...

Yeah, it's okay..

But my tears are falling like crazy...

I have to leave now.

Really goodbye

(It's definitely not the end!! The ending is definitely happy)

There's bound to be trouble at least once... Hehe