Something that is not possible.

{#1 Sending out a wind that cannot reach you.}

*This fanfic is told from the female protagonist's perspective.

There are many different types of people in the world. And each person has different experiences, feelings, and even luck. But very rarely, there are cases where it's the same.

..and even the unforgettable memories are different.

My unforgettable memory is the moment I first fell in love with my coworker. It's a memory I want to forget and erase, but can't erase.

Besides... I really need to erase it now, but sadly, this feeling won't erase. Why is it so selfish?

It felt like something suffocating was blocking my chest. I really, really wanted this feeling to go away, but I kept asking myself why I couldn't control it, why tears were falling from my eyes again, why I was in so much pain, and why I couldn't be with him.

I was thrown again and again. I was so stupid for doing this even though I knew it would be more painful anyway.

Ha.. Am I really an idiot for crying during a fun weekend?

A tear-filled weekend has passed, and Monday has arrived. He's a classmate of mine, so we're very close. So, today, I need to greet him and talk to him casually, but it's difficult. It's hard to control my uncontrollable emotions.

The workplace I work for is an organization. You know, the world of guns, swords, and fighting.

Of course, I only do the menial tasks. I'm a full-time employee, but I came here because of financial problems.

I'm still working here because I haven't found another job yet, and I'm also someone who has no connection to this world, so even if I find out important information, there's nothing I can do about it. That's why, even if the organization I work for were to invade, they wouldn't look for people like me or bother me as much as their other members.

So, although it is not as safe as other jobs, the salary is high and the retirement age is very long, so unless something happens, it seems likely that I will continue working here.

여주은

"..cold."

After thinking about this and that, I went outside and it was colder than I thought. It was also raining cats and dogs.

I don't know if it's my heart or my body that's cold.

옹성우

"Why did Ju-eun come early?"

I asked, exchanging greetings. "Oh, I better watch my heart so I don't get caught. What's the point of even saying hello when it's so cool?"

여주은

"I just woke up early...so."

I made a good excuse.

옹성우

"Oh, well, that happens sometimes."

Fortunately, I'm easily fooled. Really, I'm so glad. I can't let it show like this. Our distance isn't too far, not too close. If we keep running into each other like this, I'll forget. I guess so.

Today, I tried to blow the wind that would never blow again into the sky.

여주은

"Now, let's go in."

He nodded as if he agreed with what I said and stepped into the building.

I also take a step forward and pray to the clouds for a wind that will never reach me, hoping that I will no longer have a hard time.