Song & Story

#3-10 Untold Truth: I'm sorry, for being like this

The operating room is busy.

Jungkook lies in bed, surrounded by tweezers and scissors, for hours.

In it, the female protagonist waits for Jeong-guk while swallowing her tears.

A few hours later

The doctors leave one by one.

여주

Ugh...why are you like that..! I have to save you! Hurry up..hurry up..!

의사

Already, gone..

의사

I'm sorry I couldn't save you.

여주

No...I don't think so...

I ran quickly and grabbed your hand

It's cold, so cold

여주

Why, why did you go... leaving me behind...

I cried a lot, holding your hand

No matter how hard I hold on, you've already left

A week after I sent you away

I came to your house

In your house without you

Your house is full of loneliness without you

Even at home, I feel loneliness, desolation, and emptiness filling me.

Take a step

To your room

The desk is full of your traces.

Photos, diaries, letters

Most of it was me and Jeongguk, and there was a boy and a woman standing among them.

Open the diary and turn the pages

Why did I only realize your sincerity now?

I just found out

The starting point of your mask, that much pain

And the letter, written to me

전정국

Sister, it's me, Jungkook.

전정국

If you've read this, I'm not in this world.

전정국

I...take off my mask,

전정국

If I took off my mask and stood in front of my older sister in a shabby appearance

전정국

If I had gathered my courage and stood in front of my older sister, would everything be different now?

전정국

I was very scared

전정국

I'm afraid that eventually my sister will leave me too.

전정국

In the end, I met my sister wearing a mask.

전정국

I'm probably crying next to my sister right now.

전정국

In the end, you can't show me the me behind the mask, and only show me the broken mask.

전정국

sorry

전정국

And, I love you, sister

전정국

Sister, in the sky... no, next to you, I will breathe as the me you know.

전정국

Just...please understand my sincerity.

전정국

I love you and I'm sorry, for being in this country

전정국

Jungkook, who will look up to his older sister for the rest of his life

여주

Jeon Jungkook...I really hate you...

Finally crying, crying again

I can love you for the rest of my life even if you take off your mask

Even if you take off your foolish mask, you are not shabby, you are a cool person, you are Jungkook.

If only you had just been a little more patient, everything would have been different.

Crying, longing, and loneliness all come rushing in at once.

I'm so sad to have to let you go, my love. I deny reality, and deny it again.

But, all I see before my eyes is your broken mask

If this is reality, I will rebuild the broken sand castle

I will cherish your mask

Watch over me from the sky, by my side

Because I felt your sincerity