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Yeoju's Past (1) - Sunflower
5th grade elementary school...
I made a new friend...
@@@ and......Lee Yoon-jung, who have been close since kindergarten...
Originally, I was in the same class as @@ and we always hung out together, but I felt so bad for Lee Yoon-jung, who was always alone...
So I made a...irreversible mistake...
최여주
"@@Ah!! Do you want to hang out with Yunjeong?? Yunjeong is always alone...so..."
@@@
"??...okay!!"
So the three of us... became close...
but....
@@@
"Yoon-jung!! Yeo-ju!! Do you want to see a movie this Saturday?"
이윤정
"call!!"
@@@
"You, heroine??"
최여주
"Ah... sorry... I have school that day... sorry..."
@@@
"...No!! It's okay!!! Then just me and Yunjeong will go!! Haha"
이윤정
"okay!!"
Because my mom believed that studying was everything in life, starting in the 5th grade, I went to math academy from 4 to 10 PM on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, English for 3 hours on Tuesdays and Fridays, and science academy on Saturdays, and violin lessons on Sundays....
Because of this schedule, I haven't had a chance to really play...
So @@ and Yunjeong became close very quickly... and I always felt left out...
Every weekend, they would brag about where they went to play, and talk amongst themselves about where they were going and what they were going to do, without even giving me a glance...
3 is the most stable number? Oh, damn it... 3 is the most unstable and cruel number in the world...
Even when pairing up, the bus seats we sit in when going on field trips, and everything else are paired up...
In the end, one of the three falls and only two stick together...
I felt even more betrayed by @@@, who I had been close with since kindergarten, and so I started to hate @@ and to like Lee Yoon-jung... Even though I didn't like Lee Yoon-jung that much... In order to instill in @@ the thought "I only hate you"...
But that was just a silent conversation. To others, we were still three close friends. I couldn't just abandon them, my only friends. I was just like a 2+1 gift from a convenience store.
But that didn't last long either..,
At that time, in our classroom, there was a popular culture of writing notes and putting them in lockers to indirectly convey one's thoughts.
One morning... I entered the classroom just in time, 5 minutes before the bell rang as usual. As I was taking out my textbook from my locker, I found a scrap of paper.
It looks like the handwriting was roughly scribbled on a piece of paper that was given out as homework about a month ago, torn off at the corner...
It's a handwriting that's so familiar, even though it's written roughly.
It said this...
'To the female protagonist... I'm Yun-jeong... Let's break up... If you treat @@ like that, I won't be able to be close to you either... @@ I also try to treat you fairly, but you discriminate against people too much... This is a decision we reached after much deliberation, so I hope you just accept it.'
Ah... I had a feeling it wouldn't happen... I didn't know it would happen like this
최여주
'Us'??? @@@ and Lee Yoon-jung are 'us'??? And then you call me 'you and me'?
The way they talk like complete strangers... I knew it would turn out like this from the beginning, but...
It hurts, but it hurts...
I swallowed the tears that were about to spill out and sat down.
I barely finished the first period...I couldn't stand it any longer, so I went to the bathroom.
I was crying silently in the bathroom stall when I heard someone come in... (Oops!! I forgot to change the background!! ㅈㅅ ㅠㅜ)
???
"Ah, I feel so refreshed!!"
???
"I felt like a total loner lol. I feel so relieved."
???
"We used to play around a bit, but now we're real loner lol"
???
"That's why lol he didn't have any friends besides us"
???
"What should I say... sunflower?? It looks like that lol"
???
"Ah!!! Yeah!!! Just keep looking at one thing!!! Yeah!!!!"
???
"Huh?? Hey, I'm going to ring the bell!! Let's go now!!"
최여주
'Ha... no... what... it can't be...'
I want to believe it's not true, but those voices are too familiar...
I felt like I was going to vomit.
최여주
"Health teacher..."
쌤
"Huh? Why??"
최여주
"No...I'm dizzy and I feel like I'm going to throw up..."
쌤
"Oh, really? Okay, just lie down on the bed over there and when you feel better, go up to your class. I'll contact your homeroom teacher."
최여주
"thank you.."
쌤
"But your friends aren't here? You know, the ones who always stick around..."
최여주
"Ah... that... thing....."
쌤
"No!! Just take a quick rest^^"
최여주
"thank you.."
최여주
"Ha...heh...sigh...sigh..."
The ending I already knew... why is it so sad...
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Hello everyone!! The ugly writer, Jibjimtaekgukjinhopmon, is back!!!
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Seriously, this too in just one week....jsjs...
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So I wrote it!! (proud) I think I wrote about 2100 characters!!
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I've been busy this week!! I had an orchestra concert... (and started Twitter too...)
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Anyway, I feel sorry.
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Oh! There are over 1700 people!!! Oh yeah!!!
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Ahem..anyway..let's go to the comments!!
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(As always) Jeongkuga Borahae, I miss Suga, and even Geulgu Seolreum!!
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Seolleumnim, you left everything from the first episode, haha. Thank you(•ө•)♡
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Gurum Monnan is going to write about the seven princes (^_-)-☆
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Poof!!