suicide note

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Today I left home earlier than usual and just did my workbook at school.

If your mom finds out that you fell asleep yesterday and couldn't do your homework

Because it is certain that it will happen,

I worked hard at school and finished one,

I'm going home,

The children blocked my path.

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Hey, Jeong Ye-rin, are you just going to leave?

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...then what,

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Is there anything more I can bother you with?

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Oh, there are a lot lol

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Come quickly,

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no

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Follow me!!

The hand of the child in the center of the group goes up,

It quickly headed towards my cheek.

There is a clap of hands,

My face became cold.

I'm so sick and tired,

I have to go home quickly,

I was so annoyed by the kids who kept bothering me and holding me back.

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..who are you guys,

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Who are you to hold me back and tell me what to do?

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Younghyun ordered it,

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....

My heart wavered for a moment at the word Yeong-hyeon.

The expectation that maybe the kids will be nice to me when they're not looking

I wonder if we can ever go back to how we were before.

The anticipation that made me more miserable

Where they took me,

As expected, the computer room

Seeing that Younghyun wasn't there,

My originally stiff expression,

Frowned.

Moon Young-hyun is a different person now...

Not,

Now I frown at the fact that those guys tricked me.

They came towards me.

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... huh,

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Aaaah!!!

I spat in the eyes of the child at the center of the group approaching me.

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Don't come

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You guys are really ugly,

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Why are you so upset?

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Close your eyes

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Don't you understand the situation right now?

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We are higher than you...

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You are disabled!!

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..stop talking nonsense

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What are you better at than me?

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What do those guys think is so great about beating up a disabled person to vent their anger because not a single man came over?

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this..!

I grabbed the hand of the child who was trying to hit me.

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Don't touch it, it's dirty

After that, he finally knocked over the chair and left the place.

Tutoring again,

I feel like I could collapse if you hit me, I'm so listless

Those people who look at me with concern,

I looked at him with contempt.

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..stop looking at me like that,

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I can't concentrate..

bang,

At that moment, I felt dizzy and banged my head on the desk.

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.. sorry

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I'm a little dizzy...

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Is it true that it's just dizzying?

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You look very sick

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I know..

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Do you want to rest for a bit? Yerin

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... no

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Just rest..

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..I'll take care of it

After cutting off the conversation,

My mom called me.

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Jeong Ye-rin!!

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ha..

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Yes.. okay..

Holding my aching head,

Heading to the kitchen

Stop, I fainted.