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melancholia

This time...

I'm going to try to tell a dark story.

I saved it to upload a handwritten letter

I think I need to tell this story here..

sorry..

I feel like I'm depressed these days.

It's a bit cut off...but some of the ones here are correct.

It's hard to pretend to be cheerful in front of friends and parents (family).

This is all I have to say

These days, the support that helps me get through each day is

There's only you and Sebong ((male idol who sells as a side job))

If you and Sebong weren't here

I would have had no support

Thank you so much

School... I don't know about my real friend Serin either...

School is a disgustingly difficult place for me.

Our friendship has reached a point where I can't break it off.

Friends who are not close to me misunderstand and gossip about me.

Who doesn't find it difficult?

To the friends who are hanging out with me now

Smiling and acting tough to hide the hardships, pretending not to care about things like that

This isn't my original appearance...

Actually, I'm having a hard time and my heart is aching...

I think it came to this because I pressed hard.

(It's a darker story from now on. If you don't like it, please press and hold the back button.)

however

These days, there are times when I hate my parents too.

When I feel like I hate everything

I want to die but

Every time I decide to die

Passing by like a kaleidoscope

With family...and friends...

So I can't die

What should I do now?

I don't even want to live

I don't even want to die...

Serin... I'm sorry for hiding it...

And I deleted Twitter and Band...

sorry

The apps that remain now are

The basics

With photocard

I only have KakaoTalk

sorry

Bringing up such a depressing story

I'm really sorry..