That's the loner you knew
Middle school days
박여주
"I guess I should go to school..."
박여주
"Why am I so anxious today.."
박여주
"mom "
박여주
"Mom! Where are you!!"
I was scared.
But you were always by my side
Mom
Because I can't see it
박여주
"You must have gone to work early... Let's get ready..."
08:22 PM
박여주
"Did you come a little early...?"
As time passed, one or two people entered the class.
안희연
"Hello ㅋㅋㅋ Good morning, country girl"
박여주
"....."
유아
"Is chewing on greetings your hobby?"
박여주
"Sorry...bye..."
예리
"Can I call you maid now?"
예리
"You can do it? Okay, maid."
안희연
"Let's play together during break time later."
Ding dong dang dong
I was anxious.
More than morning
학생부 선생님
"Who are those three empty seats?"
반 아이들
"Heeyeon, Yeri, and YooA..."
학생부 선생님
"..Alright, class will start."
It seemed like the teacher had given up too.
Ding dong dang dong
학생부 선생님
"I'm done with my homework and that's it for today."
When I didn't come to class
안희연
"Hey, I got one of them lol"
유아
"It's gonna be so much fun lol"
예리
"That kid is so timid that he looks like he'll do anything we tell him to do."
안희연
"I'm looking forward to this fun year."
안희연
"Hey, when does class end?"
예리
"It was 5 minutes ago, Heeyeon Ahn haha"
유아
"What's your tone lol"
유아
"Let's go now, Heeyeon Ahn haha"
안희연
"F*ck, lol, let's do that"
It's break time.
I was so scared
bang
안희연
"We're here, maid."
박여주
"...."
예리
"Shall we have some fun now?"
As soon as I finished saying this, someone grabbed my head and pulled it.
My head was caught and I lifted my head
An Hee-yeon was right in front of me.
He was looking at my face and smiling as if he found it funny.
안희연
"Is this your first time seeing our maid, Waku?"
유아
"Ah, it shouldn't be fun already lol"
And someone pounded my desk with all their might
He struck with his fist.
예리
"Oh my, are you surprised? Was it that loud?"
안희연
"This expression is worth seeing"
That's when I remembered.
"Seoul kids can be a bit prickly and sensitive."
"So, our heroine needs to approach you well, okay?"
My mother's words that I said
So I held it in.
안희연
"Hey, why aren't you talking? It's because you're not sick yet."
예리
"Hey, Ahn Hee-yeon, let's go there."
I was dragged somewhere with my head held.
I put my head down.
I fell over immediately, as if my legs had given out.
유아
"It's so frustrating, we haven't even started yet."
Ding dong dang dong
예리
"Oh shit, this is going to be a mess"
안희연
"I'm not going to go in anyway, so what's the big deal?"
Puck puck puck
안희연
"Ah, I feel less stressed now."
박여주
"Ha.......uh....uh....."
It hurt so much.
kept hitting
Countless times
유아
"it hurts? "
박여주
"......."
유아
"Are you sick, you son of a bitch?"
Puck thump thump
Blood came out of my mouth.
예리
"Ah, what the f*ck, why did you ask me everything while I was doing the pee?"
예리
"This is so annoying"
안희연
"Oh, it's dirty, you clean it up and go, you fucking bitch."
Went out.
now
I get it .
I'm being bullied right now
And then I realized something else.
This is not about being prickly or sensitive
That you hate me
I pictured my future self.
It was terrible.
It was there until school ended.
After cleaning everything up, I went into the classroom and left the school.
Tillyrik
My mother was there. Tears came out of her eyes.
But my mother's expression was serious.
I wiped my tears and went to my mom.
박여주
"Why did you leave so early today.. hehe"
엄마
"Hey, Mom, I'm going to get a divorce."
엄마
"Actually, it was really hard because of Mom and Dad. Are you okay, Yeoju?
It's not okay.
Today is the worst day ever.
at last
I couldn't hold it in anymore and lost my temper.
박여주
"Then I"
박여주
"What do I do!!!!! This is so annoying"
박여주
"Did I expect too much?? Like other couples"
박여주
"Please just live a normal life..."
박여주
"Why doesn't anyone think about how hard I'm going through?"
박여주
"Am I the kind of kid who doesn't need a father and can be ignored?"
박여주
"Look at me!!!!!!!!!!"
박여주
"I'm already tired, are you okay? No, I'm not okay."
박여주
"Why is there no one by my side??"
박여주
"Why are you doing this to me??"
박여주
"Why, why is there no happiness for me!!!!"
I ran into the room.
I was moved to tears.
Now, things like today have become a daily occurrence.
I didn't like it
I was depressed and it was coming tomorrow
I thought it was unfortunate.
I have too many thoughts in my head.
Tears continued to fall one drop at a time.
no one
I didn't want to see anyone.
I fell asleep with tears streaming down my face.
Hello, this is A-Ryong!!!!
I will try to finish middle school as quickly as possible!!!
Did you have fun?????? I'm still a beginner so there are many things I'm not good at ㅠㅠ
Please love this work a lot!!!!!
Then I'll come back next time!!!
Poof!