The man in my dream
He's not by my side right now
As I continued to gaze at the gloomy scenery outside the window, I was overcome with longing to see him. Tears welled up in my eyes.
이세하
"...Ugh...Ugh...I miss you...."
Tears flowed like crazy from the overwhelming longing. My heart ached so much. I just cried like that for about 20 minutes.
이세하
"Ha.. Seriously.. What the heck is this.. I don't remember his face.. or his voice.. Why.. do I miss that person so much.."
I looked at the clock, berating myself. Time, sadly, kept ticking by, and soon it was time to go to work. I slowly got up, went to the bathroom, washed up, and then came out, lightly getting ready. Then, wearing a hat and mask, I left the house.
As I continued walking down the street, I arrived at my workplace. I entered the cafe, briefly greeted my coworker, then went inside, changed into my uniform, and headed to the counter.
이세하
"What would you like to order?"
Now, it has become a habit to take orders by speaking and work, and before I knew it, it was time for the next person to arrive.
이세하
"Huh..? Time flies by so fast today."
김성아
"Seha! Are you going home now? Then take care and see you next time you work~"
이세하
"Ah... yes yes. You too, unnie. Then I'll be going now."
Today, Seong-ah's words, which were unusually energetic, made me feel like I was being compared to her. So, I hurried back home.
김성아
"....What's wrong with Seha...his expression..."
I crossed the street and headed home. It was only about a ten-minute walk, so I spent most of my time daydreaming and thinking about what I should do today. Today was no different.
이세하
"..When I get home, I'll change my clothes first..And..I might not be able to come out today.."
All my thoughts were occupied with him. Then I walked and walked until I reached my house, opened the door, went straight into my room, put my things down, took off my coat, hat, and mask, and sat down on the bed.
이세하
"....Really...What should I do...I...Really...Miss you so...much..."
I thought of him alone again, picturing his back. But even his back is now fading.
"I miss you...really..."