The probability that he loves me

18. The courage to give up

한 달

Hello! My name is Han Moon.

이동욱

This is a new employee who recently joined our team.

이동욱

Hello everyone.

"Oh, it's Han Dal-ssi. Nice to meet you."

"hello~"

While everyone was greeting me and saying a word or two, only one person was working without looking at me.

I thought he was so busy working that he didn't even notice I was there.

Because they really treated me like I was a nobody.

이동욱

Manager Kim. Don't ignore me. Say hello.

이동욱

It's a new month.

김태형

......

The first thought that came to mind as soon as our eyes met was,

He's so handsome.

It was a thought that any woman would naturally have. And then there were the absurd situations behind his good looks.

The manager clearly said "ignored" earlier. Was it not that he was so absorbed in his work that he didn't even notice me, or that he was deliberately ignoring me?

Anyway, my first impression of the agent was so bad that I even referred to him as that person to others.

Well, the agent probably ignored me because his first impression of me was not that good.

김태형

Hey, can't you even send an email properly?

김태형

Are you sending it without even checking the email address?

Shortly after joining the company, I had an accident: I sent an email to the wrong person.

The deputy manager who broke up with the manager because of me got angry and yelled at me, and all I could say was

한 달

I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

All he said was, 'I'm sorry.'

That day, I couldn't leave work early because I felt so sorry.

It was past 8pm and it was already dark outside, so I went out for a bit of fresh air.

As I was enjoying a cup of coffee in the cool breeze, I saw the manager who had just left work heading back into the office.

한 달

The agent clearly went into the office earlier...

한 달

uh?...

I hurried into the office to see if there was anything I could do to help the agent, but he wasn't there and there was something on my desk.

"I'm sorry I got so angry earlier. Go home now."

Next to the note, which seemed to have been written in a hurry, was a bottle of Bacchus. A smile naturally formed on my face.

I was sure that if I got to know the agent, he would be a good person.

And that conviction was right on target.

김태형

Run.

김태형

Find someone who likes you.

It wasn't an answer like, "No, I don't like you, I don't want to date you," etc.

It couldn't be this miserable. I like you, and yet I find someone who likes me back.

I felt ashamed of my past, when I had mistakenly thought that maybe the agent had some feelings for me.

Before I knew it, my eyes turned red and tears flowed down my face.

I liked the 8 months.

We spent ten months together.

During that time, I realized that the agent was a good person.

The agent approached me as a person of the opposite sex who was quite attractive.

I guess ten months wasn't enough time for me to be that kind of person to you.

Crying after confessing and getting rejected. There's nothing more pathetic than that.

As luck would have it, the bus stopped at the stop, so I nodded and quickly jumped out of the bus.

I thought about many things as I walked aimlessly without a destination.

If you don't see me as rational even after I've made it this obvious, then I'm hopeless.

This is a fact, and there is no such thing as a fateful change of emotions.

So I,

This man I've been madly in love with for 8 months

I decided to give up today.