The world of the nine-tailed fox and the world of humans

06 A pretty big fight

-Clang

"Hey, Kim Yeo-ju, come here."

"brother..."

"Brother, don't be angry, calm down..."

"Shut up. You know what I hate the most."

The atmosphere in the house was different. The friendly, warm air was gone, replaced by a strange, cold air. Honestly, it was scary. No matter how much we were foxes, and no matter how much I exercised, the strength of male and female foxes was quite different.

If I'm not careful, I could die here. I've already organized the hierarchy in my head. I know it all without anyone saying anything. But now, the number one landlord... no, Choi Seung-cheol is angry. I'm screwed... lol

"yes?"

"Did you strangle Jeonghan this morning?"

"!!!!!!"

"Ha... hahahahahaha I guess that's right."

"It was a mistake."

"A mistake? The bruise on my neck is too big to be a mistake? Haha ...

"It was a mistake, without any emotion at all."

"Really? Then let me make a mistake too."

-thud

"Huh...what are you doing...!!"

"Why? I made a mistake, just like you made a mistake with Jeonghan."

"Huh... are you kidding me?"

-bang

"Hoo... Are you trying hard?"

"Oh, this is annoying me lol"

"What? Annoying? LOL Are you?"

"Yeah, you annoying idiot. Are you deaf?"

"Did you just call me an idiot?"

"Yeah, I told you. Why? Are you annoyed? Even though I keep telling you it was a mistake, you still don't understand and keep whining. You're the one who's retarded. So what the hell are you, you piece of shit?"

"How many times do I have to tell you that it's too emotional to be a mistake, you fucking bitch?"

"You said you didn't have any feelings for her, you piece of shit, seriouslyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋThen go to the manager or are you a bitch who doesn't know anything and keeps talking nonsense?"

"Chief? Haha ...

"Don't you think I've known the boss since I was little, you idiot? Are you scared to go up there?"

"Are you scared? Are you done talking?"

"Fuck, I didn't do it allㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ It seems like that retard doesn't know anything and is just going ahead and doing it based on his/her own strength, so stop itㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I don't know how precious that person you care about so much, Jeonghan or whatever, is and I really said it without feeling any emotion, it was a mistakeㅋㅋㅋㅋ"

"사내새끼가 쫄리면 쫄린다고 말을하던가 아무것도 모르고 욕만 조지게하네 미친년이ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ"

"You met the chief? Okay, I'll go up. But what if it's not you?"

"Or kill me or eat me, whatever you want."

"You're so annoying lol"

"That's a coward."

"Hey, don't let that bitch go to Jeonghan until I get back."

"I'm not going because I'm dirty either, damn it"

-bang

I got so angry that I ended up fighting. I know it's a bad habit, but what can I do? He was the one who disobeyed me and acted like that. This isn't the first or second time this has happened. But... why am I upset? It's not my fault and it's not something I should be sad about, so why am I upset and annoyed?

This isn't the first time I've experienced something like this. I've been through this countless times, been through it countless times, and yet I'm crying. I didn't even cry when I found out my parents were dead.

-dripping

"Yeoju...?"

-Whew

"get out."

"You... are crying...?"

"Get out. And don't cry."

"Then what about the water that fell on the floor?"

"I spilled some water while drinking it. Why are you picking a fight with me?"

"Lies. Don't you know that I'm upset and want to cry right now?"

"...no."

"Why can't you take care of yourself? Why can't you be honest with yourself, so unforgiving and cold?"

"Because that's how I grew up."

"How old exactly have you been?"

"4 years old."

"...4 years old...?"

"Yeah. I couldn't have shown myself weak to anyone. If I had shown myself weak... I would have gotten hurt and my people would have been put in danger."

"But there's no one here?"

"Aren't you a fox?"

"I don't see you as weak."

"...How can I believe that?"

"There's no one among us who hasn't cursed at Seungcheol hyung at least once. But it only happened once during a conversation or a fight. That's because Seungcheol hyung was that strong and scary. But you weren't like that. Honestly, it was the first time I've seen him so discouraged."

"....."

"So, stop being honest with yourself and be generous. Stop trying to protect and look after others and instead protect and look after yourself. How much must your heart have been hurt? Okay?"

"Ugh...huh...huh..."

"You've had a hard time, my heroine."

"Ugh...ugh...ugh..."

"It's okay. Just close your eyes and ears for a moment and I'll hold you, so just cry comfortably."

After those words, I cried like a child seeing his mother for the first time in a long time. I had to be more careful than anyone else, not look weak, and always appear strong, but truly strong. So, tears were never allowed for me.

If anyone saw that, I was finished. That's why I couldn't be more forgiving to myself and couldn't take care of myself when I was hurt. When the leader was sick, I would go get some herbs to help him. But when I got a wound on my cheek or got hurt or hurt while practicing, I just left myself alone.

I thought it would get better eventually. But it got worse. So, it got better later when the headman treated it. So, even though I helped and cared for the others, I didn't take them seriously, so it might have exploded because it had been building up all this time.

I'm so grateful for you right now.

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I'm late... I'm so sorry... haha... Who is the friend who comforted and cared for the female lead! Guess it haha

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I changed the background, but is the original better? ㅠㅠㅠThe backgrounds are all hand-drawn and handwritten:) I wrote them. They're not very good, are they...? I'll have to ask my real friend...