These days, I'm used to getting hurt, but I still want to avoid it.

self-harm

Hold the cutter knife tightly and slowly create a line.

The red blood that appears when you draw a line.

The more you self-harm, the more indelible scars you will have on your heart and arms.

At the same time, I am losing my will to live.

Can someone please stop me?

I don't have the confidence to live like this anymore...