This would be dangerous
# 13
2 years later
I feel pain a lot these days, a lot
The doctor said he didn't have much time left to live.
I expected it, I expected it
Why am I so frustrated?
My brother always tells me that he likes me
As time goes by, I feel more and more guilty, I'm sorry
So I'm writing a letter without telling my brother.
김여주
"... I should put it in the book"
I put the letter in a book I often read.
It got more painful
I guess it's the limit now
Maybe tonight
I think this might be the last night
I'm just grateful to my brother who loved me without saying a word during this time.
Tillyrik -
민윤기
"Princess, hehe"
김여주
"Brother.. heh"
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"Wh...what are you crying about?"
김여주
" ..you know that i really love you oppa, right?"
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"Uh.. suddenly?"
김여주
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you, oppa. I'm really sorry."
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"What didn't you say?"
김여주
"Oh.. Dad, me, me.. "
김여주
"I'm going to die soon, Oppa."
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" .. "
김여주
"I have a heart disease, oppa, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
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".. no hehe"
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"Don't cry"
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"We have to live well for the rest of our time."
김여주
"... When I die, I'll have to clean the house a lot haha"
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"What are you talking about.. "
김여주
"Oh, listen to me, oppa!!"
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"ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ yeah"
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"Shall we go out to eat today?"
김여주
" .. good, heh "
Sorry, brother
I don't think I can get through tonight
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"Eat a lot of yeoju, you'll get malnutrition."
김여주
"Huh... Oppa..."
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"Why are you crying again.. "
I said I was going to die
I was saddened by his continued kindness.
김여주
"Brother,"
Slurp
Po-ok -
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" .. yeah why?"
김여주
"I wish my brother would be dyed in everything I do."
김여주
"But I guess my world was too small to include you."
김여주
"I like you, but I'm sorry I couldn't express it much."
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(Snickers) "What are you talking about, go to sleep, princess."
김여주
"... Oppa, I'm scared"
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"It's okay, everything will be okay when you open your eyes."
김여주
" ... huh.. "
It was you who came into my life, which wasn't very happy.
Thank you,
I loved, I love, and I will love
Forever.