To my beloved
Chanbaek Past 01


I first met Chanyeol in high school. I fell in love with him because of his face and deep voice.

I stood from afar, had a crush on him, and just watched him.

Actually, I used to get beaten up by the kids in my class. Sometimes for no reason. My only friends were Jongdae and Kyungsoo.

When I became a third-year student, my final year, I wasn't in the same class as Jongdae and Kyungsoo. However, I was happy to be in the same class as Chanyeol.

As always, I was beaten by the kids.

There was a day when I was getting beaten up by a boy in my class for no reason. Chanyeol ran over and helped me.

A few days after Chanyeol helped me, he confessed that he liked me.

After dating for 5 years, I married Chanyeol when I was 24.

I was happy at that time.

I thought our love would last a long time, but our love didn't last that long.

Park Chanyeol finally cheated.

bang-

Chanyeol came home late every day, and whenever I asked why he was late, he just ignored me.


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"Why are you so late?"


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"What does it matter to you whether I'm late or not?"

It was like this every day. A day after my fight with Chanyeol, I was on my way to the market to buy groceries for dinner when I saw Chanyeol and another man entering a bar across the street.


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"You were cheating.....?"

After seeing that sight, I burst into tears as soon as I got home.

Chanyeol came in again today, smelling like alcohol. He ignored me and went into his room.

Then, by chance, I heard Chanyeol calling from his room.


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"Hey, I really hate Byun Baekhyun. I don't know why I married him. I regret helping him back then-"

After about five minutes, Chanyeol finished his call and came out of the living room. I locked eyes with him.


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"Were you listening to everything?"


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" ....... "


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"Hey, let's break up. Get out of my house right now-"

In an instant, I broke up with Chanyeol and became a stranger. I was kicked out and ended up staying at Jongdae's house.

The next day, I suddenly felt a chill, and every time I ate, I felt nauseous. The internet said it was an early pregnancy symptom.

I remembered the last time I had sex with Chanyeol.

I bought a pregnancy test at the pharmacy just in case I was pregnant, and when I took the test, exactly two lines came out.

Still, I went to the gynecologist to confirm and got a thorough examination.


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"Ms. Baekhyun Byun is 3 weeks pregnant."

I was indeed pregnant. I was amazed that my baby was in this boat. Still, I thought it was okay to not tell Chanyeol, the baby's father, so I contacted him first and asked to meet.


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"What's the main point?"


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"I'm pregnant... I'm 3 weeks pregnant..."


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"Pregnant? Haha, you can raise it on your own. You broke up with me anyway."

Chanyeol said something hurtful to me and then left the cafe first.

A few months later-

So I gave birth to the child alone and only Jongdae, Gyeongsu and Lee Sing-hyung came to visit me.

A baby boy was born who resembled Chanyeol in eyes, nose, and mouth. He was named 'Park Chan-eun'.

While raising Chan-eun, she asked her brother, Ising-hyung, to help her earn money, and ended up working at a cafe where Ising-hyung was the owner.

Chan-eun is already five years old and is gradually learning to speak.


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"Chan-eun, shall we eat now?"


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" yes! "

The doorbell rang just as I was getting ready to eat.

I opened the front door without thinking.

Chan-eun was standing next to me.

The person who came to our house was none other than Chanyeol.


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" ....You are my son.. "


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"He's not your son. He's my son, born when I was sick. And how dare you come here?"


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"Baekhyun..."


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"Don't call my name. If you're here, just get to the point."


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"Baekhyun, I'm sorry... I'm sorry for leaving you..."


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"What's the point of saying sorry now! You're sorry after throwing me away so mercilessly? Go back, I don't want to see your face."

I slammed the front door shut and took Chan-eun back to the kitchen.

Tears that I thought wouldn't fall started to flow from my eyes.


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"Mom... are you crying?"


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"No haha โโlet's go eat."

She tried to hold back her tears and smiled brightly at Chan-eun.

The next day-

Today, as usual, I dropped Chan-eun off at daycare and went to work at the cafe.

I finished work quickly and went to the daycare to pick up Chan-eun.


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"Chan-eun, mom is here."


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"Chan-eun's mother - Today, Chan-eun, Chan-eun's father took her."


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"Oh.. thank you."

After briefly greeting the class teacher, Chan-eun went out to look for Chan-eun.


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Hello, this is Shuiyu99!


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This time I'm back with a new work.


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I've started writing in my notebook on FanPlus! It's still not perfect, but please give me stars and comments.๐ค


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Then see you next time in Part 2 of the Past!