Today I Want to Die. Season 2
20-Jimin (2)



석진
"Why are you speaking so directly?"


석진
"Before, hyung~~ That's what happened~~~ No!! He kept saying this"


지민
"Eww, don't do that~~!!!"


석진
"Woah~~ What's wrong~~"


지민
"Don't do it"


지민
"..."


석진
Jimin's expression, as he quietly dips his hands in the water, strangely reveals loneliness and guilt.


석진
"What's... happening...?"


지민
"..."


석진
"Jimin-ah,"


지민
"brother"


지민
"You know that...?"


석진
"huh..?"

A few years ago, April 6, 2011

This day was Jimin's field trip day for young elementary school student.

It was supposed to be a picnic with his parents, but Jimin's parents were busy, so Jimin ended up going alone.

After the picnic...

선생님
"Guys, don't go anywhere and just wait here."

It is a wildflower arboretum.

But young Jimin does not listen to his teacher and walks alone.

-Thump thump thump...


지민
"....It's...raining.."

Jimin continues walking with his backpack on his head until he finds a side door to the wildflower arboretum and enters the warehouse through it.


지민
"...."


지민
"..teacher...!"

•••

•••••••

'today'


지민
"Brother. My parents were always busy, so the person who was always by my side was my teacher."


지민
"I trusted that person so much..."


지민
"..how..."


석진
"....."


석진
"..It's not your fault."


석진
"No matter how young you were at the time, that person... that person who sexually assaulted you is the problem."


석진
"Isn't that so?"


지민
" ..."


석진
"Jimin?"


석진
"jimin park"


석진
This is a big deal.


석진
I'm unconscious.

-analysis-

Jimin, who entered the warehouse, was sexually assaulted by a child.

-Jimin thinks it's his fault

-After that, if you come into contact with the opposite sex, you will have to wash.

- In Love Yourself, there is a scene where Jimin washes himself like crazy after bumping into a girl he was practicing with.

-Jimin's fear is not water, but reason.

(Refer to the interpretation by Chatty Jun (Regarding Jimin's fear))