trauma
Tremors and self-harm
마루내 작가
I'll say this in every episode, but this is a work based on the author's actual trauma. So, all the incidents and accidents that occur here are the author's own. So, please enjoy it.
The heroine always wakes up early in the morning to get ready, but today was unusual. She was sleeping later than usual, sweating profusely, and sleeping painfully.
08:00 AM
권여주 (청아)
Ugh... huh... h... a ji... ugh... m a...
So, when Yeo-ju was sleeping in a cold sweat, Sun-young knocked on Yeo-ju's room and went in because she thought it was strange that Yeo-ju slept so late today.
권순영 (호시)
Are you still sleeping, Unnie? Unnie?! Why are you sweating like water? What the hell is going on? Unnie!! Wake up!!
08:10 AM
Sunyoung was startled by Yeoju's cold sweat and woke her up by shaking her. The time she woke Yeoju was exactly 8:10.
권여주 (청아)
Huh...? Why? Sunyoung
권순영 (호시)
Ha... I was surprised when you woke up sweating! Something must be up. Let's go out for some fresh air.
권여주 (청아)
Yeah... Okay... Before that...
권순영 (호시)
!!!!Sister?!
The heroine hugged Sunyoung as soon as she woke up, wondering if something scary had happened before.
권순영 (호시)
what's the matter?!
권여주 (청아)
No... I'm getting ready and going out. Stay out.
권순영 (호시)
huh...
Yeoju released the arm that was holding Sunyoung, got up, washed, and changed clothes.
Source: Luho
권여주 (청아)
Are these clothes enough?
After changing all her clothes, Yeoju left the room and took Sunyoung's hand as they walked around the city.
권여주 (청아)
Sunyoung
권순영 (호시)
Yeah, sister
권여주 (청아)
There's nothing to eat at home, let's go grocery shopping.
권순영 (호시)
Yeah, I know, but you're still pretty today too
권여주 (청아)
Hey!
권순영 (호시)
Haha okay let's go quickly
So the two of them went to the mart holding hands.
The two of them walked around holding hands, so everyone mistook them for a couple. Every time that happened, Soonyoung and Yeoju would deny it and say they were siblings, and then go to the market.
권여주 (청아)
I need to buy this, this, that, this, and this too. I also need to buy this too.
권순영 (호시)
You bought a lot
권여주 (청아)
You eat a lot, don't you?
권순영 (호시)
Haha okay, now that we've picked everything up, let's quickly pay and go home.
권여주 (청아)
huh!
When the female protagonist put the items on the counter and tried to pay, Soonyoung stopped her and paid with her own card.
권여주 (청아)
Hey! Kwon Soon-young!
권순영 (호시)
Hey, look at me, sis. And I make a lot of money too, sis. So this time it's my turn to pay, so next time you can buy me food.
권여주 (청아)
Sigh... I can't live because of you...
권순영 (호시)
lol
After calculating like that, when the female lead tried to carry the luggage, Sunyoung carried all the heavy luggage and as the two of them left the mart, Sunyoung said
권순영 (호시)
This is something that men do, not women.
권여주 (청아)
Oh my gosh
권순영 (호시)
Hit
While Sunyoung and Yeoju were walking home laughing together, they ran into someone.
???
It's been a while since I've seen you, Eogu Kwon Yeo-ju
권여주 (청아)
!!...
권순영 (호시)
???? What are you?
The female protagonist was scared when she saw that ??? and hid behind Sunyoung, trembling.
권순영 (호시)
Sister...?!
권여주 (청아)
Sunyoung... I'm scared...
권순영 (호시)
What the f*ck! What the heck are you doing!!
???
Me? The one who used to love our Kwon Yeo-ju!
권여주 (청아)
No... That's a lie...
권순영 (호시)
Yeah... I know, I trust you, sister.
Sunyoung roundhouse kicked the guy who was shaking behind her back, probably because he was so nervous.
권순영 (호시)
You little shit, you're not telling the truth?!
???
Ugh! Shit... The truth? Okay, if I tell you that I'm a classmate of Kwon Yeo-ju's in elementary and middle school and that guy who used to play with her, you'll know? Right, Kwon Yeo-ju?
권여주 (청아)
...
권순영 (호시)
?!
The heroine was looking at that ??? and then she felt dizzy as memories from the past came back to her and she fell to the floor with a dull sound.
권순영 (호시)
Ah... shit! Just wait and see!
???
Haha, what's wrong? Kwon Yeo-ju's twin brother, Kwon Soon-young, isn't that Hoshi?
권순영 (호시)
What the fuck...
Sunyoung thought that Yeoju was more important than beating that guy, so she carried Yeoju on her back and ran home.
Sunyoung laid Yeoju down on the bed in her room, covered her with a blanket, and stared at her intently.
권순영 (호시)
... Sister, what the hell happened...
권여주 (청아)
...
Sunyoung watched Yeoju collapse and not wake up, and then, thinking that Yeoju needed to rest too, she left Yeoju's room and went back to her own room. A few minutes later, Yeoju woke up and, as if struggling with the memories from earlier, she searched for something diligently.
권여주 (청아)
Haha... Knife! Where's the knife!
As soon as she woke up, the female protagonist looked for a knife. She searched her room, found a box cutter, and when she saw her left arm, she started cutting her entire left arm with the box cutter. In short, she started to harm herself.
*Warning: mild gore
The female protagonist continued to cut her left arm, self-harming. When blood started dripping from her left arm, she finally seemed to calm down and put the cutter down. As she looked at her arm, memories of what had happened to her surfaced in her mind, and she closed her eyes and began to cry silently.
권여주 (청아)
Ha... ha... huh...
마루내 작가
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