Unfair time

I know that

You know what?

I toss and turn all day because of you, crying. No matter what I do, I can't stop thinking about you.

And then you get forgotten.

I told you I hate that.

But you know what?

I keep thinking about you, then forget about you. I don't know how many hundreds of times I've done that.

Then you became my partner more often, and we decided to pick you when forming the group, but it just kept happening. Why didn't you do that before?

Oh, right. You were passing by me and touched my jacket on my desk.

I guess I got angry without realizing it. I thought, "Now is the only time I can be upset with you."

I yelled and got angry. Don't touch me.

But you said you did it because you were afraid you would fall while panicking.

I feel ashamed of myself?

But you know what?

When you helped me when I was having a hard time and we talked happily together, that expression on your face was the same as when you held my jacket.

And I would have been muttering, "Why are you doing that?" like you did recently, but you didn't.

My heart was shaken.

I guess you're still keeping me tied down to where you are.