(Updated) Wolf and Fox ಃ
#19. Java and the Star
I opened the medicine bottle.
Put two weeks' worth of medication into your mouth at once.
I fell into a deep sleep.
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정신과의사
"These days, even if you overdose on medication, it doesn't disappear or anything."
I could vaguely hear the doctor's words.
Hospitalization
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It was nothing.
I had a dizzying and thrilling fantasy about killing myself by cutting me in half.
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My head is dirty again
I am a bad boy.
I'm not confident I can do it well.
To Daniel, I am a bad person.
I looked around and saw a ballpoint pen.
It hit my artery. I fell down, still in the shape of a fox.
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The next day I was locked in solitary confinement.
Lady.
When I opened my eyes, Seongwoo, Jisung, and Jinyoung were standing there.
He said, closing his eyes again and hugging the blanket.
김여주
"Please go.."
윤지성
"Why, heroine? What happened?"
옹성우
"Speak up"
배진영
"..."
김여주
"I'm okay!!"
I smiled brightly at them.
옹성우
"..Are you okay??"
윤지성
"We bought some chocolate cake to cheer ourselves up..."
김여주
"I'll eat well!!"
I also brightened my voice.
김여주
"You must be busy with work... You should go quickly... I'm really fine! Thank you for coming ㅠㅠ"
윤지성
"Uh, uh... okay... I'll go first."
Squeak"
Again my expression turned rotten and my voice dropped low.
I stared at the chocolate cake for a while and then covered myself with the blanket up to my head.
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Squeak-
배진영
"Hey, Kim Yeo-ju"
김여주
"why.."
배진영
"What was so difficult?"
김여주
"Huh? I'm okay..!"
He smiled again.
배진영
"lol"
배진영
"Isn't it hard to pretend to be so happy?"
배진영
"Stop it. Do whatever you want."
배진영
"No harm done, we like you so much."
배진영
"Even if you're depressed, it's okay..."
I just clutched the blanket tightly because I was about to cry.
Jinyoung knew I was shaking, so he came over and handed me a bunch of tissues and said,
배진영
"When you cry, cry a lot. Will that make you feel better?"
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His low voice made me even sadder.
The second time, I cried out loud in the hospital room.
My emotions ride the waves.