We were in love

The night of separation was long

When I woke up, it was night. Perhaps because I'd been crying, my eyes wouldn't open easily. When I came to, I felt the cold, and my body trembled. As I looked around the room, memories of Min Yoongi I'd briefly forgotten came to mind.

It's nighttime, but today is a day I don't want to sleep. Don't you ever have those days... when you can sleep, but you're trapped in the darkness, curled up and thinking about this and that? That's what happens to me whenever my heart aches.

Staying up all night when my heart aches has become a habit for me. A habit I'd forgotten.

When I stood up and turned on the light in the room, the traces of you became even clearer. In the drawers, in the closet, and everywhere else... there was no place you hadn't sneaked in.

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"I like it dark when I think..."

He turned off the lights again. Tomorrow morning, I might scream when I look in the mirror. My eyes will be swollen...

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"he..."

I let out a hollow laugh. I tried to tell myself not to cry, but the tears that came out without warning were so annoying.

I'm crying more as I think about the day you confessed to me...

"Hey, come out with me."

Do you know how happy I was when you sent me this text? Do you even know how grateful I was that you were the first to speak to me, a person who lacked courage?

Was it because he was afraid of the gazes of those around him? Was it because those pitiful looks were too much to bear?

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"Everyone else is having a great time in relationships... but why am I being stopped, saying it can't be right now... why..."

Some people complain to me that their moms nag them about dating, and others say their moms ask them when they're going to get married... My mom says it's never too late to date, and tells me to focus on work. Yoongi's is the same...

Every day, I'm exhausted, and the only shelter that keeps me from that is Yoongi... Is it because they don't even allow me a shelter?

I buried my face in my knees. As I buried my face to the side, tears flowed past my eyes and down my sides. As expected, the spot where the tears flowed was cold, and they flowed down my side without pause.

After mulling over this and that, I looked out the window again at the sky. It was as if nothing had changed, to the point where I wondered if the night had ever been this long. The only thing that had changed was the shedding of more tears...

I picked up a doll that was on the bed, and sure enough, it was the one you gave me, Min Yoongi.

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"It's a teddy bear... a bear... Min Yoongi is a teddy bear... so stupid..."

When I stare at the teddy bear, I think of you again.

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"You really loved Min Yoongi? Hehe... But not me? I didn't love... Min Yoongi... like you. I did, but my heart feels so heavy..."

He only hit innocent dolls.

After beating him like that for a while, he would laugh like a madman and then stare blankly as if possessed. His unfocused eyes would tremble and tears would well up in his eyes.

I looked out the window again, and nothing had changed. Why did time pass so slowly today?

The breakup was more painful than I expected. My heart was so heavy I couldn't tell if it was the pain or the separation itself.

And the night of separation was even more painful, more unpleasant, more suffocating, and longer...

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