what I will never be able to tell you

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It was very late, it was past 2 in the morning and I was still awake, hoping that Hoseok would update, I missed him so much.

I wiped away my tears and stared at that razor, which always stained the skin of my wrists red.

My phone lit up at that moment, and the notification I'd been waiting for arrived. Hoseok had updated.

His blue hat on his head made him look adorable; the knife took a backseat when a second notification arrived.

The message was from my mother, who was telling me to go to sleep. With a happy heart thanks to Hoseok, I went to sleep.