What will be the end of 5 years of unrequited love?
Episode 3 [Pathetic Me]


Hello hello๐

Long time no seeใ

I thought I'd be taking a break now that my midterms were over, but then my performance evaluations came rushing in and I was so busy with my current life that I'm only just getting here now...

As you can see, the last place I wrote about was the place where Taehyung asked me if I had a boyfriend!!

Some people might be curious about the backstory, so let's get to it quickly.


Thinking back, I was really flustered by Taehyung's question.

Because I wondered, what on earth did he see in my face to ask such a question?

I used to wear makeup, but after I turned 19, I decided to focus more on my studies rather than dressing up, so I stopped wearing makeup and just did the basics.

So even back then, I just put on basic makeup and colored lip balm, and I was wearing glasses instead of contact lenses!!

But I didn't want to repeat the same mistake again, so I answered right away this time even though I was still curious.


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"No, there isn't any."

Taehyung's reaction to my answer was


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"thank god"

I'm saying that I'm glad with a smile

At his actions, of course my heart started beating faster and I also felt my ears burning.

At that time, I was wondering if Taehyung had feelings for me as well.


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"That's because I think a friend of mine has feelings for you."

Taehyung's one word crushed my heart in an instant.

Just now, the thought that Taehyung had feelings for me made me feel pathetic.

I felt like crying and it hurt like crazy....

Taehyung saw my frozen face, as if he couldn't control his expression, and spoke to me again while looking at my expression.


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"Well, we're in our third year of high school, so we won't date, right?"


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"...Oh, that's right."

So, we stopped talking and the first period began.


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It's really short. I'll bring as much as I can next time.


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Sorry for being lateใ