When a gangster falls in love

A letter to those of you who have invested a lot of time in me.

Hello. I can't believe it's been months since I've written to you. I'm sure no one expected me to return so unexpectedly. I'm writing this to express my apologies and gratitude.

It was when I was really into writing. I loved reading novels and writing novels. So, naturally, I ended up writing about my favorite celebrities.

The first piece was written with the thought of just giving it a try, and the second piece was written with the thought of 'let's write it in a way that makes the readers really curious about the next episode.' That's how I ended up writing one piece, two pieces...

Just when I was thinking that I was having so much fun, the school year was wrapping up, and it was time to prepare for the new one. At the time, I was going to be moving up to high school, so I was under a lot of pressure, and I had a huge fight with a friend, so I didn't have time to worry about fanfics.

So, I didn't really get in. But seeing so many people cheering me on and waiting for me, I was deeply moved and started to think a lot. I was losing interest and not having any ideas, so I wondered if I could live up to their expectations.

But I wanted to try my best, so I posted. I still get visits sometimes. But now my grades are a problem. My parents are complaining about my grades and my attitude at school. So, once again, I've given up on writing.

As time passed, it finally occurred to me. Now, I've gradually gained some free time, so I've finally given up and come back. But then, looking back at my writing, I saw a comment from about three months ago.

That comment was a grateful one, a comment that I was waiting for. I was deeply moved again. I've already replied to that comment, and I'm not sure if you saw it. Thank you so much.

I've given you a rough explanation of the situation. I'm sorry it's only now that I've come to you and formally apologized. I'm sure many of you were disappointed, but I think I was too focused on myself back then. I'm sorry.

I told you in that grateful comment earlier that I probably wouldn't be able to post anymore, but honestly, I don't know what to do. There are four articles I've burned in the past that never got finished. After looking back at them, I think I can roughly sketch out a story.

So, I'm having a hard time contemplating this, and I'd like to actively reflect your opinions. I know you're disappointed, but would you consider it a dupe and give it another chance, or would you be okay with not finishing it? I'll be sure to hear your thoughts.

Now, I must conclude this post. The conclusion is, thank you so much for all the interest you've shown me, and I feel so ashamed that I haven't been able to live up to your expectations. I feel so sorry for you all. I never knew I was such an irresponsible person. ㅠㅠ

Thank you so much to everyone who read this post♡.