When you do the ice skating wrong

04| A past I didn't want to remember

When you do the ice trick wrong_by. Gongbyeori

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That day, the world that Seo Yeo-ju knew collapsed.

Everything that day was blurred by fear, but Seowon's face, hidden behind everyone and smiling brightly, was clearly engraved.

서여주

"It's not me, please believe me..!!"

I clung to him, no, I begged so desperately that there was no bottom left to see, but all I got in return was a look of contempt and an uncontrollable surge of distrust.

장원영

"We believed it wasn't true either. There's no way you could do that."

lie,

이현서

"I trusted you, so how could you do this?"

lie,

최수빈

"You're really the worst, Seo Yeo-ju."

It was all a lie. I had to realize that I had never been their friend, that I was just this light-hearted.

They didn't know what kind of face Han Seo-won was hiding behind that pretty smile, and I didn't know why or for what reason she was trying to gnaw at me.

서여주

" ....I'm sorry."

He was just a pathetic, pathetic beggar begging for my peace.

한서원

"Huh...Hey, don't do this..."

장원영

"Hey, Seo Yeo-ju, are you really crazy?"

이현서

"I told you we've been so nice to you lately."

최수빈

"That X-year-old"

The peace so begged for didn't last long.

You cornered me with a blank expression, as if you were determined to take away all my happiness, and I became a bad kid who tormented you for no reason.

최수빈

"You apologize to Seowon right now."

이현서

"If you don't apologize now, we'll never see you again."

You know,

최연준

" .......... "

서여주

" !!..kite, "

You know how low the despair that comes when the world falls apart can bring a person?

I knew it when I saw you. Pretending not to know even after seeing you is impossible. That didn't work out well, so that day, at that moment, my heart became hell, Yeonjun.

서여주

" ....Sorry. "

한서원

"Huh...?"

최수빈

"Can you hear my voice like that?"

서여주

"I'm sorry, Seowon, it was my fault."

I hate you so much.

The early morning cold wind brushed my hair. I didn't realize it was quite high up here and it was very cold. I wonder if it's cold under the sky too.

My body was covered in wounds, my school uniform was torn to shreds, and there were shoe prints on it, and the pleasant smell of sewage was running down my body. My body and mind were both in shambles.

서여주

"Phew- Are you crying so hard, Seo Yeo-ju?"

I wanted nothing more. I had forgotten why I had to live, and I didn't know why I had to suffer so much. The hell I was thrown into without knowing anything was too much for an eighteen-year-old to handle.

서여주

"Just once..."

It was a pointless foolishness. That thin, thin strand of foolishness passed me by like that.

한서원

" ...... "

Without even knowing that your happiness is overflowing in the space left behind by me.