When you go there

Bonus 1

I have to hold your funeral.

Come to think of it, you were by my side without a single friend.

There are fewer people coming to the funeral home than you might think, taking up your time.

Your mother cried all day, saying she felt sorry for you, and your younger siblings kept crying too.

Even the father you hated so much finally shed tears...

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...Did you have a good time..?

This person also cries a lot..

I nodded when asked if I saw you off well... but I saw you smiling when I saw you off.

Are you watching..?

It's Somi's words... I was wondering what to say... and as soon as I said it, she came running.

I cried so much that I felt bad for myself.. I know you'd be upset if you saw this, but... I also... couldn't stop crying..

I can't come to my senses...

Whether I open my eyes or close them...

Tears keep flowing and time passes by without me knowing what I'm doing.

I couldn't stay sane for even a single minute or second, so I drank alcohol every day... I even had bad thoughts.

The day I went to clean up your house...

When you arrive at my house with your luggage... it really... only then does it hit you.

Your belongings have become ownerless objects... and my room where I used to spend time with you.

I opened the closet where your clothes were...

Your scent still lingers like this...

You weren't there...

He cried and cried, then grabbed the hem of her clothes and hugged her.

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...Yeoju..

Calling your name now hurts so much it kills me.

...thud-

A piece of paper fell from my clothes at that moment.

I unfolded the paper that looked like a letter.

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My honey, my love... Woojin...

As soon as I saw the first post, I cried like a weeper.

Even so, he held the letter tightly in his arms, afraid that the writing might smudge due to tears.

Woojin reads the letter again after calming down a bit.

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Those difficult days for us... I'll miss them now... I guess that's why they say to do well when you have the chance...

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What if I cry? I'm worried.

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I hope the days without me weren't too hard for you... if only it had been a little more painful and a little more difficult...

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If possible, I hope you can live with a smile.

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If there is a next life... Woojin...

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I will grow up in a happy family and become a person who can give you beautiful love.

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If I think about it, you gave me so much... I'm sorry that all I did was complain and fight.

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Woojin... I'm sorry for leaving you like this... and I really... love you.

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If there's an afterlife, I'll wait for you. You know I'm good at waiting, right? Do everything you want to do... I'll watch over you.

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Come slowly.. Let's meet again then.. And look at your phone. I took a lot of pictures.

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Sometimes, Woojin, forget about me and live... That would be nice...

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I was so happy to receive so much love. I really love you.. Park Woojin

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They told me not to cry... but after seeing this... how can I not cry...

And then I looked at my phone and it was full of your pictures.

My love...my person...there are many things I'm sorry for...there are so many things I'm sorry for to you...

Life without you already feels like a dead life.

The time I spent wandering... As you said... I have to live for you.

I'll go before it's too late.

A song written while thinking of you. I, who had been away from singing for a while, started working again.

Everyone knows about your stories.

I still love you and remember you.

Still couldn't fill the seat next to me

Now I cry sometimes.

My life was still filled with you, I missed you so much...

As time goes by... I think I can finally end this boring life.

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If I go there... will I be happy..?

I'll go see you... not too early, not too late...