Why has it changed so much?
Ep. 22
아빠
I did better than Kang Daniel on this test.
배진영
N...yes...
아빠
Do that from now on.
배진영
...yes....
When I first beat him, Bae Jin-young still kept harassing me.
But I kept losing to Bae Jin-young,
Bae Jin-young stopped bothering me.
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- Jinyeong's perspective -
Bae Jin-young 16/167
Kang Daniel 29/167
배진영
'I won... finally..! '
강다니엘
..........
Kang Daniel's expression after checking his class ranking probably didn't look good. "Fuck, I've worked so hard to see that expression. Haha."
I was excited at the thought of not getting scolded by my father and getting praised.
아빠
I did better than Kang Daniel on this test.
배진영
N...yes...
아빠
I'll do that from now on
배진영
...yes....
My father never praised me.
아빠
Go out.
Bang -
배진영
F*ck...
If this is how it's going to be, why did I study so hard?
Are you ignoring all my efforts?
All of this was annoying.
I wanted to become independent from my father as soon as possible.
- Winter break of 2nd year of high school -
아빠
.....So you're saying you want to go to Korea now?
배진영
Yes, father
엄마
Are you following Kang Daniel?
배진영
Mom, why do you always think I copy Kang Daniel?
아빠
Lower your voice, it's true that you're less inferior to Kang Daniel.
배진영
.......Father,
배진영
You're cool-headed to the end
배진영
Still, as your only son, aren't you worried about going to Korea and becoming independent?
Pair -
It was my first time rebelling,
As soon as I spoke, my father slapped me across the face.
아빠
You rotten bastard... In that case, get out and get yourself together. You're not worth living.
엄마
honey!
아빠
......Do whatever you want with Korea. It's none of my business.
배진영
............
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If,
If there is a god in this world,
That god seems to be playing with me.
What a twist of fate, I was assigned to the school that Kang Daniel attends.
배진영
F*ck, F*ck!!
Knowing how much I've suffered because of Kang Daniel,
Even if no one knows, Heaven knows.
Do you really have to do this to me?
How long are you going to harass me, you fucking idiot?
All I could do was look at the sky and complain.
Tears streamed down my cheeks.
배진영
......Bae Jin-young, come to your senses.
배진영
The person you would most like to see collapse is Kang Daniel.
배진영
Wake up, Bae Jin-young.
As expected, school life was a mess.
The educational system is even more unsatisfactory than that of the United States,
Children's way of thinking.
I just didn't like anything about it.
But then, one girl caught my eye.
It seemed like the girl was hanging out with Kang Daniel, but it turned out that she was Kang Daniel's childhood friend.
I didn't want to lose that girl.
I wanted to make it mine somehow.
To you, Kang Daniel, who took everything and made me lose it all,
I didn't want to lose that girl named Kim Yeo-ju.
But, but
Even you, Kim Yeo-ju,
You're standing up for Kang Daniel.
Why is my life so miserable? Since when did it become so miserable?
From the moment Kang Daniel started interfering with my life?
Of course, that's what I've been thinking so far.
however,
I understand because it gets more miserable.
Why Kang Daniel,
I can't
배진영
Black... Black...
After getting off the phone with Kang Daniel, the first time I swore, and the second time I had a shitty flashback.
And lastly,
About losing my first love, 'Kim Yeo-ju', who made me smile,
As a human being, I was sad.
배진영
Have I ever been this sad because of someone?
I thought about it while wiping away my flowing tears with a tissue.
But, it seems like there isn't any.
Kim Yeo-ju, everything was new to me.
That's why it was better,
Even if the person I lost to wasn't Kang Daniel,
It would have been miserable.
Well, what good would it do for me to just swear all the time?
Anyway, the cause is
Bae Jin-young, you provided everything.
How long are you going to run away and be scared?
You know you did something wrong, Bae Jin-young.
배진영
Heh heh... ugh...
Again, a fucking flashback of the past came to my mind.
From the moment Kang Daniel arrived in the first year of middle school
until now,
Not once did I ever think that I did anything wrong.
Now, I think I've realized it.
You brought this on yourself, Bae Jin-young.
Why are you blaming others?
A gentleman is like a small person
This is my favorite saying.
I happened to learn it in a Chinese class and it was so impressive that I've kept it engraved in my mind.
Those who have seen one of my works, 'Kim Jae-hwan, the Fisherman of All Schools X Kim Yeo-ju, the Fox of All Schools', will know! I mentioned this in that work too, haha
Well, this basically means "don't blame others"
A gentleman is a person of character, and a petty person is a person without character :)
Haha... It's just like that... haha
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