You can never run away
lack of affection



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The person who said my mother abandoned me with 1 billion won. I thought that if I went to that person, I would be loved.


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But it was a big mistake. That person made me study like a puppet, and my older brother bullied me.


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So when I was 20, I killed my father and my older brother and gained wealth and fame.


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But my life was meaningless. There was no reason to live. At first, I thought I could find a new love. The years that came to me were all about my money and fame. They didn't love me.


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When she was about to commit suicide because she felt that living with such a lack of affection was meaningless, the person who stopped her until the very end was the female protagonist.


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The heroine was different from me. Unlike me, who survived in the darkness in a dirty, mean, or cunning way, she lived happily and purely in the light.


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At first, I knew that the female lead was too much for me.


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But the more I did that, the more I wanted it, and the more I wanted to make it completely mine.


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Unlike me, who lived a mean, dirty, and filthy life, I wanted to make the female protagonist happy.


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I thought it would be okay if the female lead was happy, but I really hated the fact that the female lead was with a man.


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I wanted my own happiness, not the heroine's. No, the heroine's love was only for me.


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It doesn't matter whether the heroine's love for me is forced or not.


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I don't know at what point, but I no longer need the female protagonist's doctor. Is this what love is? It feels good and thrilling.


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It's said somewhere


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That's not love


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I don't care, your opinion doesn't matter.


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You belong to me