Más dulce que los dulces

Jin's P/V:

- They must be crazy... who would be so stupid to shoot at night? - I heard the captain saying as the officials took a good look to the most recent picture I have from Baika, she is from overseas so to most of people is difficult to memorize her features from official documents.

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-  hear me well... don't correspond the fire, just capture them all, chase them day and night if necessary In the morning will send a new brigade to continue so you can return and restore energy  - The mayor informed and Lieutenant with his dog seems to not pay attention. 

- sir... I thought that you will send all the best men now, another soldier asked.

- Dogs can't work at night, the wild animals would attack them as they follow the track, the teams are made, so you will be rounding them, inform the situation and position every 15 minutes, we don't want anyone going hurt because of those criminals - the mayor answered  and The Commander  in charge of the center where I was getting my basic formation that was nearly to end... this five weeks passed so fast that almost couldn't believe she has been missing  that long.

- Jin, follow me for a moment - and I did as ordered. 

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- probably you would like to go and rescue by yourself,  but better let professionals do their job. I have seen your progress closely and can notice your value here we are used to find people  abandoned here, criminals hiding from the police or justice... would like to ask... how is possible they are so sure  that she is in DMZ?

- For that I should give you a little information... in her country she has several companies under her name, one of them it's related to internet and security services for her other business. She has all her devices connected to her own security. Just luckily her husband gifted her a pendant that works with her vitals so as long is in contact with her skin they can get her vitals and position and are constantly informing our security agents and the authorities... Even I asked for their services,  she was kidnapped before and could follow her but she didn't waited to be rescued, at the first opportunity to be free, I wouldn't doubt she would do it a second time... she is very intelligent and well prepared.

- those habilities... are just to run away or... - the commander asked 

- I would be scared if I was one of those criminals, not like she is agresive but can defend herself well in case of need, but she will prefer to scape than hurt anyone or start any fight. 

- good to know,  hopes she can be found alive... we found so many death corpses around the time they must have entered DMZ - the commander noted something on his notes.

- just let me see her if you find my friend, the ones worried about her knows that I am the closest person that can reconogize her if she is finally found. 

- I know... that's why you had the nasty task to examine the pictures of the dead women we have been founding around... hopes she is fine and not in the bad conditions we learned from the corpses - he talked to me more naturally and less as my superior. 

- I hope so, sir... she is a very nice person but men tend to get obsessed when she refuses them for... you know... sexual favors, some of the criminals ended his days as members of our agency blaming her and looking how to damage her and her relationship with my friend, their marriage it's interesting for those that like gossips.

- oh... the confidential information... mmm sorry I would like to say nothing would be leaked  but you know... you are an Idol,  everyone has their eyes on you.

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- We will find her... the place isn't that big, just a shame we don't have something with her odor... here my friend would have it easier, now we are following blood and sometimes it's not hers but we saved a few girls... they will tell us what happened after the doctors attend them - the lieutenant teased me, we have become somewhat friends.

- should I call my friend  and ask him to bring her laundry?- I laughed  even if it wasn't the moment to be joking. 

- aish do think so low of him? Or she was the typical housewife that wouldn't let him move the dust at home? When you talked about her she seemed like, the kind that would have him doing  chores.

- If I was the one married to her... maybe, I can be really lazy if nobody pushes me around... But she is really awesome, don't fall for her when, you find her ...Uh! - I teased him because he thinks he would never find a lover, but actually a lot of people  here would turn around to look at him.

- Go finish your  duties, so I can boss you around future assistant of instructor - he said

- That is not decided yet, but thanks for your cheers, will tell my friends to bring something extra for you and this new friend. 

- He really got accostumated to you and your visitors, can't say the same about that dude... he is quite shady.

- He has his own problems, his girlfriend is pregnant and they must not be that serious, looking how he behaves, also she must have lied to him... personal issues can make people improve or that - I moved my head and the man we where talking about was smoking and walking nervously with his phone on his ear.

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- Hey! Soldier! Aren't you going to die if you smoke that much  before the walk! - he just gave us the middle finger and threw his phone to somewhere before noticing he needed it.

- sorry, he never behaved that way in the agency but he was in Suga's team, maybe he does... And has been swapping in everyons face that can have any woman around - I laughed 

- I am not strict about behavior on the little free time you have... must be way he has problems at home, women notice even the smallest details, they are worse than the secret service. And you? Why so loyal? Someone is waiting for you? You are popular. 

- I'm shy and in love with a woman that isn't going to be mine... she is the most loyal I've seen, plus I didn't played well my cards, but at least could have a taste of her, but probably is what keeps me insanely behind her. 

- Uh-huh... don't remember me how handsome and popular you are dude, respect me a little, would you? - he laughed 

- should I tell you that I almost got married with my ex that was pregnant with another's man child to try to forget that special  girl? Wasn't my best moment - I was trying to play with the dog but he totally ignores me.

- My ex put fire on my clothes in my apartment... ah... can't tell I can do better than you with girls... they are like... Mo**erfu**er!!!

- don't scare me, what is it !! - I asked alarmed 

- Do you think that part of the bad guys can be soldiers? - he suddenly blurted 

- can be, it's not impossible... why ?

- That maybe she doesn't trust us and that is why we can't find her, she might be scared of them and us... you will say that she is good at survival skills?

- If she wasn't my friend, I should be scared to be the bad guy, she is half savage, specially if she can't spleep and eat.

- what if we guide her to us? - he asked 

- what should we do? mark the way? The searched areas has been marked already and she didn't came here...

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- what's your idea? If she thinks soldiers are also the badly ones  she would never dare to walk in this direction. 

- no... but maybe she would walk to you or she doesn't knows where you are? - he suggested. 

- she knows, but probably doesn't even knows where she is, she disappeared the day before my entrance and halfway of my formation she was located in DMZ, five days passed from the shooting that night and she is still missing, who knows why she is still missing or how many people it's still out there.

- well... let's lure her here... unless she is still under those criminals hands, she might be roaming around escared of us.

- But if we have bad people here... how are we going to be the ones to get her first, or protect her from being taken again with  the excuse of taking her to the hospital or home?

- I see, I have and Idea... let's talk with the commander... he is in charge here. The major and I are here to solve the issues about  the amount of corpses in the area... now we can connect those crimes to the ones kidnapped, your girlfriend, even saved a few girls already. We are on the right path to save her and get those  murderers in prison... and will have to respond  to us too for the crimes committed in DMZ. 

Jungkook's P/V:

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- Hyung  did you  arranged a meeting with me? Why you didn't called me directly? - I asked worried but he received me with a big smile 

- what is the motive of your outfit today? Are you going to find  the bunny by yourself? I will tell to Jin hyung that you don't trust his habilities anymore - he teased me

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- I see your concerns and priorities...

- hey... it was just a joke, of course I am expecting a call telling me they found her and to go there get my wife, come I will tell you why I made an appointment - he said.

- shouldn't joke with that, Jin hyung is worried what she must be surviving on, afterwards Jena was found almost dead - I said

- She didn't passed the night, her mother called me this morning  to tell me and to thank me again for paying the bills - Yoongi  didn't looked at me to say that. 

- I can't feel anything for her, she almost killed Bobby to have her revenge with Baika... I'm sorry hyung, must think that I'm the worse person ever. 

- it's fine, the little you experienced when Jena was around, was her worst version... nothing of the girl I fell for exists anymore - Yoongi says sadly 

- Are you going to assist to her funeral? - I asked 

- no, I think... I have done enough for her meanwhile I could, now her family is going to decide for her, but the person that I send to pay the bills, have instructions to pay a modest funeral, in case they also cannot assume that either - He admitted 

- Do you think Baika will be fine with the idea? Jena put her in this situation of danger, furthermore she is your ex lover - I commented but I noticed, that my words hurted him and he started to play with his microphone.

- I will discuss that with her in person...

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- hyung everything is going to be fine again with Baika when she returns, you will see, she loves you so much - I tried to arrange what I said.

- I hope so... Namjoonie made me promise that I should  talk to you, I didn't hurried to do it, but that's why you are here - I  suppose he wants to change matters but I can see how sad he is.

- Nam? Why he would make you promise such a thing? - I'm confuse, since he haven't contacted me lately. 

- He told me to forbidden you about loving my wife, something stupid that I don't wanna do, and would never do, but promised  to have a conversation with you about it since I don't know how you really feel on that matter. 

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- Are you serious? Because if it is another joke...

- no... he was totally serious, but he commented something that worried me a little - he says 

- what a thing? - I asked a little irritated 

- That you aren't progressing with your music, it's that true? - I relaxed when he wanted to talk about my work and not my feelings. 

- I don't know what I want... I mean the objective of my album... I had a lot of ideas at the beginning but now, I really don't want to continue with any of those ideas. 

- then forget about it, or just publish the song you like the most. 

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- hyung... how can you tell me that?

- because that's the truth, also if you don't feel like you should release something at the moment,  just say something before they start to pressure you to do something special. Look my album would go out anyway, like I did with my previous mixtapes... that now... closed up a part of my life, because I made them using my feelings and telling them to the world. I put a big amount of myself into this and until now a lot of people found that it resonate with them or just like how it sounds without understanding anything. 

- ... why are you looking at me?

- are you going to let me talk alone?... so pretty is my voice? I will start to believe my wife, and shouldn't stop talking all day - he laughed.

- what?

- what's distracting you so much? I'm trying to be of help. 

- nothing... I haven't been sleeping well lately. 

- okay... I see you're not interested on what I said... go then... I am not going to say anything else, you clearly don't are interested on talking to me, go ahead continue with your life - he basically kicked me out of his studio. 

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- hyung... when Jin said out loud that he wanted to be with your wife... what happened?

- mmm... I felt really guilty at first... she turned him down but since they were so close... I felt many things, did things that I am not proud about... still do things that can cause a disaster in my marriage but until now... Baika doesn't have any interest on leaving our relationship, I feel like she carefully thinks on what she does and what she says to communicate with me so it works... nowadays my insecurities are different, not like I consider myself the best thing for her... just that the place made for me, can't be the mold for a new lover... Jin has his place, you have your place... and so on with anyone she has on her life.

- I don't understand hyung... 

- that I have my place and the only one that can destroy that it's me and her... I almost did, several times not just when someone else comes and tries to have her. My insecurities my low confidence in myself is there still... I  thought that Yoongi the famous and popular Suga... already was in the position  to be proudly  but in front of her that clean soul that passed her days  cultivating her mind, knowing herself so well... giving herself the opportunity to be free, confident, natural... I... demonstrated to myself that I am scared of not being enough for her, but I don't wanna lose her... so I decided ... anything that would make her happy...

- but hyung... that's not.... why would you marry her and permit...

-  Because I don't now what else I should do... I don't believe those promises she makes because someone else before her made them and was a lie... I  was a good boy and believed on anyone and something broke here inside... has been like that my entire life... and she ... she loves this thing...

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He just disappeared from my sight before I could do anything... so... he is here but his heart.... is with her... hopes she comes back in one piece...

TAEHYUNG'S P/V:

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- hey, Jungkook... I am transparent or what?... first Yoongi and now you... there's something wrong?

- sorry... Tae-tae... I think that I made a question to Yoongi that I shouldn't, hopes he can control the emotions that I disturbed.

- what the heck you asked? He ignored me... that's quite disturbing but if he is not feeling well, then I understand. 

- I asked him why he asked her in marriage, and got another answers  that I didn't imagined. 

- He loves her.

- mmmh... I  have work to do... bye-bye 

- hey ... Jungkook!! Wait!!! Aren't you going  to tell me?! Ah!!

Sometimes I hate this about going solo, feels like I missing  something important  because sometimes I can't be around  when I wanted to be there for them... hopes this time separated  domakes me lose my connection with them, they are very important to me.