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SUGA'S P/V:

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My wife was washing her face and redoing a little her makeup as I cleaned my studio, I was feeling good because she felt like I could read her thoughts and gave her, the extra attention she  needed after so many inconvenient situations.

Being thanked for being a person that brings happiness to her life, of course Baika has told me she is happy with our relationship but knowing that something I wanted to do following my own interests and feelings was something Baika appreciated so much, that she loves my protective and attentive side as well as the cold and distant attitude that I mostly show. .. makes things easier for me.

I don't need flowers or something particular to get sex in exchange, what happened last night wasn't because I was drunk or saw my friends carefree doing whatever they wanted with those girls on the club... I didn't planned it,  just... thought she would arrive late and tired and wanted to be the one welcoming her and being sure she could rest peacefully until she has more energy to talk about anything with me as we just did today. 

Her phone dings and I curious opened the notification, my picture was the background of the chat application she uses with Suzy that asked her to convince me to go back to work and don't try to avoid doing pictures shirtless. I answered without asking that we will go back in a few minutes  but  someone else contacted her and she didn't payed attention to it, I opened the chat curious since the numbers didn't had a name from her agenda.

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I got jealous for no reason, but knowing she will see them again... I know... I shouldn't but answered both that
《 my hands are really busy with Min Yoongi of BTS until furter notice, my apologies.》
also registered Ten number under the label "10 kicks in the balls" and Kai just seemed presumably wanting to make things even because my wife helped him "♡ SUGA no peaches Kai", will suffice. 

Why was so irritating those Idols contacted her?, probably PD was the one giving her phone number carelessly not my wife... My blood boils just thinking she has to see them again. 

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- Mi amor? Why do you look angry? Something happened meanwhile I was in the bathroom? - she asked observing me in detail.

- nothing, got suddenly irritated... we have to go back - I said   pulling her against me and kissed her mercilessly until I moved to her neck marking it with my teeth. 

She didn't protestested or tried to stop me from leaving marks on her body, I ignited her desire for me... I knew how to do that, just before walking out of my studio and she followed me without thinking, leaving everything in her bag behind even her shoes. I noticed when I was about to lock the door, wearing the indoors sleepers I bought for her to use because, she would walk barefooted anywhere after visiting me here.

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People opened a corridor for me even if they didn't know the set I was using but the common areas where full some other artists has things to do too and afternoons or night hours are always the most productive times since most of the entertainment events, starts at those hours so mornings usually becomes our night time.

My group always cares about the people who help us,  is their work to adjust to our schedules but we wanted the best life possible for them so we always started early than any other Idol here and try to go home at a decent time as much as possible. 

We crossed the area to take a break because it was a sort cut  to where I was walking towards and saw one of the managers of our crew eating and told him to let anyone have food if they were hungry, he can order more food if needed because I will pay for it. He coughed when everyone started to take it until almost desapear, other Idols arrived at the same area with their crew telling  them to hurry... all that knows what dance is,  knows my wife for a reason or another, having her just a step behind me said a lot of things without words. 

My wife didn't made a thing to cover herself, ashamed or gives anyone the idea that she didn't wanted to be just there next to me.

- We don't have time, keep walking I'm watching - I said to her, the tone of my voice came out a little more demanding of what I really pretend. 

- don't miss anything Min - she jokes and walks happily,  jumping like a child, until I realized she was in charge of keeping my things earlier in the set so she has my money  and I hurried to get it from her pocket.

- Don't call me Min, I prefer....

- Gremlin! Stop already! trying to seduce the poor girl... bring your ass here so I can see you naked and tell if there is something to be proud of - said Suzy making laugh my crew.

- At this rate I will be able to seduce her into marriage by 2083... don't you see that I am here already? LADY! - I protestested like a big baby... everyone acknowledged that I said something about liking Baika and she also said having a crush for me but just a few knew that our relationship was completely real not a joke.

After some jokes from  my staff and friendly Idols close enough to hear or see us, we started working normally but I didn't hesitate to express that I wasn't enjoying being touched. Although resisted the urge to verbally say anything or move away from the contact... I was insecure of myself so she would like still choose me over other Idols? in my company if they heard my name from her lips was a sign to leave her alone but out in the real world... nobody will care about her feelings to try and seduce her...

Our relationship is far from perfect or normal... we don't date, we hide and deny our status as a couple, women will do anything for the Suga they see on TV,  for my money or the kind of luxury live they think that I enjoy... Baika is sweet, sexy and polite to work with, so everyone thinks she's an easy girl trying to get a rich man, that sex for her is like a shower before sleeping at night or that she deserves another kind of rules because is not a woman from this country so she is less than them in most cases.

Baby's P/V: 

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- I don't know... he suddenly changed moods, Do have heard something like bad news? - I said to Carlo... he abandoned his project to come and do some jewelry for Yoongi, his real name isn't Carlo but he studied how to craft jewelry in Italy and the nickname suited his open personality better. 

- The opposite, Lee was being accompanied out when he arrived to the company building... so I thought we should be throwing a party right now - He said to me as he prepared carefully the cold porcelain that I will mold as he prepares the resine to complete the process.

- I don't know, Suzy heard about it in the morning meeting but as you can see anyone has said a word about it yet - I said borrowing a hair pin to keep his hair out of his eyes and Suga in front of the camera has a cold expression that the photographer was using on his favor because doesn't usually show any particular expression until he is told.

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- What is all this setting? Suga didn't planned any of this,  he is collaborating with someone?  - Jena came to touch the setting and have her nose in Yoongi's business.... Lee was out but Jena remains.

- Okay! You can put makeup on his body now, I will prepare the lighting we can do several takes with him peeling his clothes before passing to the water ones and the complete set-up after dinner - said the director  before  he showed the results to Yoongi that just noticed that I was looking at him... I blushed and returned to mix the ingredients Carlo used.

- His body! - she exclaimed 

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- Who let you in? I have been clear enough with the management team to not have to see you on my individual work and if possible leave you out of everything I have to do - Yoongi said and I saw the trembling hands of the ones that will apply makeup on his torso... he sounded really menacing. 

- why so vexed? I just came to see what was going on because there is much commotion towards this studio... can't I be aware of what my artist does? - she smiled calling him that way  but Yoongi was on his limit after finding that woman inside the room.

Jena walks happily towards Yoongi and the photographer was taking his operation to have some more raw feelings from my husband on camera.
I understand the atractive side when Yoongi is sinking into his dark side... he must have a lot on his thoughts to be so easily disturbed.

- sorry Carlo, I will rescue my cupcake - I hushed to the jewelry maker. 

- I will help you Carlo - said one of the girls that have been sewing flowers.

- thanks beautiful, but wear gloves this can ruin your manicure - Carlo flirted with the girl that didn't seemed against the bubbly personality he always had.

- Baby is jealous! Look how she won't let me go close... are you scared he will want me back? - But I walked pass her to dispose the dirty gloves in an appropriate place and stopped the photographer discretly, ignoring completely her presence. 

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- I understand what you see, but don't cross the line... you were satisfied a while ago - Yoongi has worked well with this team from a long time but he does what's will benefit him not the artist. The management team has to overlook te professionals around the group because we don't know when they will go out of their mind and use pictures we didn't noticed they took.

- okay you know that I love them like my own sons - the photographer said

- hurts harder when the people we respect and love the most does things without imaging what could go wrong with something inoffensive as a picture - I said.

- You may don't know but I started working on a entertainment magazine... my face is not so beautiful because sometimes people thought that I selled edited pictures... I understand their image got ruined somehow but anyone know those magazines are 99% fabrication about anything they published... sorry sometimes I can't stop myself when I see something good - the photographer said... not really mad because I stopped him.

- he is amazing even when something bothers him, you look great in those Min... come see this - I said when the photographer was reviewing the pictures he just took.

Yoongi came behind me and looked over my shoulder concerned on what was more important to me that the presence of his ex girlfriend. I made contact with him since he was situated so closely and Yoongi actually put his hands on my shoulders, I stopped trying to call his attention furter than that but his editorial makeup left a white patch on my cheek.

- One of the first times I crossed paths with you.... you were the one changing the color of your skin for a job... if I would do that would look like someone who doesn't takes showers often - Yoongi laughs trying to blur the stain but just made it more noticeable.

- I remember she was so different, we all scared asking her to undress to paint her entire body and she just....- the make-up artist said imitating someone taking their clothes without any struggle 

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- What I remember is Yoongi pulling the almost naked girl inside the elevator and a few seconds later the door opened and she was completely painted - said Namjoon 

- I was being nice giving a hand, didn't thought I was touching anything just... spreading the makeup - Yoongi retorted 

- a large hand, he did like....[moving my hand left and right, then up and down]... and I was done, thinking to myself why anyone else would do just that for me before he saw me struggling to get it done quickly.

- thanks to that, we got it done in record time but it's difficult to work on someone new out of the blue, furthermore you are a girl - He said defending his own struggles to do an unexpected job and not what he is hired for (do male Idols makeup).

- thanks to that now you carry this anywhere - I said taking a rolling sponge that seemed just like a painting tool for walls  more than makeup related items. 
- oh it's so soft - I said rolling it on my leg as I took a seat, I was starting to get tired because even if I slept well tonight my stress has been successfully taking all my energy and today that everything seemed perfect, suddenly changed because Yoongi was bottling up the thing that made him so irritated. 


SUGA'S P/V:

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That's what I wanted, her attention trying to sneak my touch in front of everyone to see... Baika wanted to be mine, to be close to me without care of who was looking, also did it with elegance (I know she moved on propose when I tried to get closer to evade Jena's intentions to focus all the situation around her presence) the "casual" contact our cheeks made was enough to take control over the situation and not follow my previous  idea of kicking Jena out of here literally. 

- really? Aren't you going to return the favor? What have to do a dude to get paid back from you? - I said distracting myself from all the things that were running my mind into insanity ideas.

- I thought you would be more pleased with the professional thing, with this diminute tool to spread the makeup... I think a few would regret wanting to see the outcome of this unexpected project - she said comparing her hand with the tool, she has small hands and feet even for someone as tall as her.

- you remind me of Jimin, see? Such small hands, are you same size as him? - I asked straddling her legs and put our palms together, obviously mine was funnily bigger. 

- I think, mine are smaller but we haven't measured them, probably because he doesn't wants to find out, he doesn't even walks by my side if I wear heels.

Everyone resumed working and talking as well ignoring Jena's presence as much as possible, until she noticed we were doing that intentionally... yeah she didn't suspected my favorite terrorist's moves to get her out of the fun.

I was explaining to RM what I was planning to do and that Baika was drawing it and everyone liked to see that concept on me since I haven't tried anything like this before. 

- I am not dehumanizing him as if he was a mythical creature but is the best I can show how much much I appreciate him, yesterday he bought me flowers... out of the blue,  there was a bucket waiting for me afterwards a very long day - obviously didn't said anything about what was actually waiting for her at home.

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- anyone knows he didn't wasted a cent on you, he probably asked for one bucket fans leaves here every day  - Jena said 

- wow... so jealous Jena? I don't think you should talk about those things when you accepted everything Lee gave you,  why do you keep pestering Yoongi? He clearly said he can't work properly with you and be thankful he didn't said anything to get you fired instantly no matter how many times you tried to give the impression that you are in some personal issue with my hyungMin - Hoseok said behind her

- Close your mouth, nobody asked you, he worked all day yesterday until late and  the youngest also wanted to get him for drinks... probably asumed he was the one leaving flowers at her door - Jena retorted 

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- why you are always trying to get Yoongi's attention? Why don't you go to molest Lee? any of you actually have the intention to work anymore...just irritate others - said Hoseok 

- Lee? What are you talking about? - asked Namjoon 

- Haven't you noticed anything? Lee was publishing garbage on the official accounts of the company,  specially animated our haters to leave nasty comments... the company has asked us to not publish anything new until they can shutdown his permissions to manage our accounts or anything remotely sensitive to damage our image... he really is crazy, how is risking his job and position this way? - Hobi said a lot off people came to their phones to check on that.

- Lee got fired this morning? He robbed? Really what's all this?- said one assistant that haven't been working long in the company to know how highly ranked employees reports comes when they fo something to be punished or in this case fired.

This case was being particularly different from previous ones since the person would notice the company was doing things to leave him without access, he would have notified his position was at risk or he has done something that can't pass as a simple mistake.

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- It's all that bitch's doing! You will see how one by would en fired because of her! She hates me! I will be the next one getting fired! - started to say Jena... doing a big commotion about it. 

To help me with the setting a lot of people from everywhere in the building that was taking a break close here noticed we were so busy and offered their hands when they finished their tasks. So most didn't received as much information as other people, most didn't even knew much about my wife unless they had to be in contact with her before... telling things like that carelessly was a huge deal, thas why she was been avoiding to come for work.

Seemed likely some would side Jena and other will support my wife mostly because they know her gentle nature. All the anger growing inside me, because of my insecurities to have a long term relationship with Baika turned into the will to protect her and make Jena desapear. 

My wife ignored her, didn't even turned around to look at her... I tried to read on her eyes why she wasn't doing anything about it. Namjoon and Hoseok also waited to see any response from my wife  but she was just cleaning the patches of white makeup from her face as I was comfortably borrowing her lap.

- see? She doesn't says what she has done...  every single move are on other backs  - her eyebrow twiched but she controls her facial expression... meanwhile Jena  continues talking and talking throwing dirt on my wife's reputation just in front of her and us that know she is one step out of the company because of Lee and Jena.

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- what is telling this psycho bitch now? - came Jimin into the set

- Park, I thought you have forgotten that poor vocabulary as you grew up... Good Afternoon by the way, handsome as ever - my wife turned us a little to be able for her to look at him.

- Good afternoon... sorry, I couldn't help myself... I can hear her horrible voice from the entrance to find out she is spreading lies, why is she here anyway? Didn't Suga clearly announced that he doesn't wants her around? Furthermore anyone that had ever worked with Baby would known for sure that she is a very good person - Jimin said and Jena slammed her hand against my friend's cheek. 

I felt movement underneath me, even with my weight on her legs she managed to tap one of her heels... wah! She has so much strength in her slim body to lift me easily. 

- Are you crazy? Do you realize who are you hitting so carelessly? - said Hoseok  pulling Jimin behind him, my friend couldn't believe she dared to slap him, Jimin himself didn't know how to react to the sudden situation. 

We aren't saints, we had received some damage along the years but there has to be a big deal actually for a woman to be so offended to slap one of us and usually we know we did something wrong to get ourselves in that position. Furthermore this time was something between Jena and me asking her to leave... nobody treated her badly enough to receive any of her actions or ill intentioned comments. 

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- of course... you too will defend the brownie? I heard you wanted to live in her apartment when the dorm wasn't available and the entire group could just go to their own apartments meanwhile,  what did you wanted? Take turns with her? Or maybe sharing her at the same time like perverted people?

A bodyguard grabbed Suzy just in time to evite she would kill Jena, most our crew loves us like members of our family already, we spend so many hours together to know well each other that this offense would bring consequences. RM was gritting his teeth so strongly that I wouldn't be surprised if he ended in pain because of it.

Jena laughed happily since she managed to get a lot of people out of the previous situation where they easily ignored her presence and returned to work on my new project.
Made things worse throwing water over Suzy, the water was being prepared for my pictures but she drenched our dressing director, the bodyguard and everything or everyone close to them.... she really had lost her mind.