Jungkook convinced me to go home or I will kill myself overworking to not have a free moment, the sofa in my studio was starting to get the traces of my constant presence on it.
💬JN: hey a superior heard my concerns about Baika and the commander just got interested to search for her, meanwhile we do our duties... I will do whatever I can, if she is in DMZ al the soldiers will have to patrol the area.
I haven't seen the message of my friend in the moment it arrived, I was getting a shower and tried to not feel bad about myself having all, the most comfortable life meanwhile... I didn't even know what was hapeninig to her.
I thanked him and tried to be positive, that night I could sleep properly thanks to that small possibility and big help, just wanted to have her back where I could spoil her and see her smiling face again.
Jin's P/V :
I told Suga about the search in the area to find Baby, I was worried, because the weather was really cold. I tried to have an enjoyable experience with all the members of my unit but really wasn't appreciating meeting people... something was missing, she was missing in my life again.
- oh... handsome as ever - Hoseok said surprising me, I haven't noticed the hour
- and I see that wanted to look like a sheep today - I teased him.
- aish... I should turn back! - he protestested
- Hobi he is just kidding, you are wrapped in your cozy outfit that's all - Jimin calmed his character.
- I am traveling soon to the States, can't get the luxury to fall ill... now my agenda is calculated to make it before I join the service - Hoseok answered.
- That's just my feelings a few weeks ago, let's go, so we can talk about our things in amore private - I suggest
- you seriously don't have any shame ? Going out as we have to look for your girlfriend - the capitan said, she is so sarcastic that was irkinig me sometimes.
- yes, sir! - I saluted her and answered formally.
She has more to say and protest, my friends wanted to protest but I advertise them with my eyes so they just heard her as I was doing.
- so you want to be noticed as a woman by him ?- said the Major behind her.
- what !! - she exclaimed ready to retort but when she saw her superior in rank, she composed herself.
- Soldier, relax... so sorry guys for her behavior, I didn't knew in this basement would let someone so crazy go high in the ranks - the major said and she couldn't stand his comments, saying a few things back to him.
- so this is how you pretend to be the best to enter the special forces? You should be nicer to the ones with possibilities, or is your jealousy captain?- said the lieutenant coronel that was assigned from the special forces, because of special cases found lately in our area, everyone called him Doberman because he has a dog next to him almost every second of the day.
I just waited formally for them to finish their interactions until the major noticed I was being left without time to go out to eat with my friends and firmed the authorization to restore my time for visits. My friends stayed in silence observing and mimicking my silence.
- What was all that about? - Jimin asked me once we were able to talk.
- nothing, she loves to be on my back, some said she has a crush on me, others that she hates Idols and others... that she is jealous because my performances here are first class.
- performances? - asked Hoseok
- they are always evaluating us, mentally and physically, I am the top of my unit... being Idol it's convenient, we are well trained compared to others that are doing other things like studying or working in an office. I am not the most passionate about training or doing sports but I am getting the best marks easily , well not that easily... or my unit are so poorly on those ... maybe I am strong enough... would like to think is the latest - I laughed.
- then when they examine Jungkook are going to cry when his service ends... can visualize those commanders on his knees to have him longer at the basement - Hoseok says
- you too hyung... your performances on the sporty events for Idols made us win as a team says - Jimin.
- mmm... not sure but we will see soon enough, I planned to enlist after my birthday more or less... RM said that we will go qt the same time but he keeps his agenda fulfilled with new proyects - Hobi says.
- how are the others? They haven't visited me yet - I said
- Busy but fine... well Yoongi us not fine... but you know that he bottles up until the explosion occurs - Jimin says.
- The military is helping to revise all the area... hopes we can find her sooner.... I had to see pictures of girls that died there in the woods... she is alive... must be - I admited finishing my meal.
- you! return immediately! Another corpse is waiting for you to see if it's your girlfriend - The captain said, making a fuss in the restaurant where other people in the same situation was passing their free time with their own visitors.
- yes, sir ! - I said and my friends followed me quickly to march back to the main building of the basement.
Jungkook's P/V:
- Why are you here? - I asked to the woman that my brother likes.
- I need to talk to you, but you don't answer my messages - and that was for a reason, she didn't treated well my brother in my opinion but he is the only one with a final say about how his relationship should be.
Maybe because I have been living with Yoongi and his wife that I noticed how good is she for him, how they try to communicate without conflict, tried to accommodate to one another without forcing the situation... I don't know...
- I don't like you - I blurted without thinking.
- still... what if your brother would like to marry me? Would you pressure him to take a different decision? - she asked.
- I don't care, he is big enough to destroy his own life if he wants, now if you excuse me - I made a gesture with my hand for her to move from my door.
- don't even wanna hear me? - She asked in a flirty way that I didn't liked.
- talk then - I said waiting in the corridor, she isn't going to step in my apartment if my brother isn't present.
- here? - she exclaimed
- what... need special arrangement to talk? Just say your things and leave me alone - I answered
- what if someone else hears? - she tried to touch me and I moved away and took the opportunity that my phone ding to text my brother to take her asap.
- would take the risk - I said
- ah... a girlfriend Kook? - Taehyung says when he arrived to my apartment.
- goodness no... just came to molest... go away and pester my brother - I said
- I don't have anything formal with anyone, but I am here... do you understand? We have to talk.
- you don't have anything formal? Then my brother is a what... an elf from your imagination? He doesn't exist? - I said irritated
- look... I need you so he leaves me... I... the one I want to date is you but he has been... the lies have gone too further... I always loved you. Look at me Jungkook... I am a top model... don't you wanna get the best girlfriend...
- hey... open the door, the entire vicinity is calling the press to sell the notice - Suga came.
- I don't wanna have her inside - I clearly said.
- I know... I but you aren't alone... call your brother, she is his problem doesn't it? And you... don't think you winned something because I asked him to let you in, just don't want scandals that will basically ruin your career because he is more famous than you, and our fans are amazing so careful with what you do and say, dear.
I have never heard him say "dear" that way... it gave chills through my spine and would like to do something to get the soft and sweet Yoongi that I am accostumated to see.
Even if it was my apartment, I was the youngest one present so I opened the door and waited in a side as they walked in. Taehyung was first then, the problematic woman, Suga and finally was my turn.
I sighed because Taehyung just threw his shoes and socks right in the middle, I was about to put some order but Suga told me to leave the disaster and to be the host, it was my apartment after all. He pulled Taehyung's ear until he cleaned after himself until Suga was satisfied with the result.
Suga got seated and when our eyes meet, I noticed... he was trying to control that criminal character that he doesn't really shows around. Baika was the one teasing him further, that would drive him crazy and do a lot of stuff to surprise her, he was busy and happy having his mind full of new things to do that made him happy and proyd of himself.
Because she knows how to pump up his perception of himself without fawning things like how much he has, how expensive are his possessions, just a facade to give her status or other things... material things.
- you guys are in some kind of style for a project ? Why anyone wears a proper masculine haircut? - she asked
- no... actually our fans do a lot of editing to o us with longer hairstyles but is up to us, as long as it doesn't happen to be inconvenient to work with - Taehyung says, as I insisted on the phone to have an answer from my older brother.
- mmm... you almost look like women - she said to my hyungs that also ignored her.
- you almost look like a bitch but that is just me having stereotypes, my bad - Suga blurted without thinking.
Uh... all that she answered to that... I just recorded it and sent it to my brother who called immediately to know where we are. Unbelievable to see him being so out of himself and enjoy how she burned herself... it was like giving freedom to his evilness.
- looks like you don't like the sun when it burns... or the only thing you wanna try to have hot is your bed? - he said peacefully with that fake smile.
She slapped him, insulted his existence and well made an scene as he signed us to stay away... to tell the truth, just wanted to grab her hair and kick her button out of my property.
When my brother arrived, my hyung opened his mouth again and she turned to say her real thoughts, but he would never be interested on her... that was the most offensive to her... he was out of her league to battle with his worse, the worse I ever seen or imagined possible. My brother that didn't seemed phased by her nature, didn't made a sound either, maybe he wanted to discover what she wanted actually.
- you're an horrible man! Hopefully you will die alone in a painful manner.
- sorry, I still have certain angel that loves me and trust me.
- Must be revolting on someone's bed to forget your small dick.
- mmmh maybe... but doubt it, has a taste for the smallest details of life. Even pays me a rent to not kill her and be the heir of her fortune that is the biggest I have seen so far - he said.
- she what?- asked my brother
- she gives me everything, pleasure and joy.... for a little of my time without conditions... just one, when I get tired of her should say it straight forward, because she doesn't seems a reason for me to lie to her when she isn't going to make a fuss, has enough respect for herself to stay with a man that doesn't have interest on her.
- there's no woman on planet that would accept such a thing Yoongi - my brother said.
- mmmh? Don't you think she would call you husband if she would have a black credit card like this one? Or a limitless on any bank here or overseas for free... only have to say yes when I ask to have her in my bed? I am not very passionate, would be once in a blue moon - he dropped all his plastic money out of his wallet for everyone to see.
- I... I am not that materialistic... I... I am... a woman that.... I... - she couldn't talk when Taehyung started to pair up his cards to see if he has more than Yoongi, it was a game for him... not like he actually cared who has more money.
- who's Honey Brown? - Taehyung asked.
- ah... she made that for me so nobody would discover us dating, is the nick name she choosed for me long time ago, there is only pocket money to go around the city together.
- but why that name? - he insisted
- Brown is her surname, and honey... She thinks that I'm a sweetie, she is crazy - Suga laughed taking the card with tangerines printed on it.
- You must have one Tae-tae, you have gone out with her sometimes.
- But isn't that cute, just gave me one that had my friend's face on it and says sweet night, you know for that drama he made and I made the OST... actually I begged to have it, was so cool made.
- don't even ask - I pulled an Iron man one that says "Ian Best-selling"... she made that one for me in a convenience store because I was hungry and didn't remembered to take my wallet out of the car on our way to the gym.
- she gave you money?... for what reason? - my brother asked.
- because I am an idiot that forgot to bring his wallet to buy Ramen in a convenience store! - I said when he was about to damage it, I liked the Iron man design, also was the first time someone teached me how to do something so cool without having to reveal my identity.
- and what else! - he said not believing me
- nothing else! She never asked me for anything, ever! - I used my strength to have it back and checked it was in perfect condition.
- You are so nasty, only like women because she gives you money - the girl said
- believe whatever you want, I don't care... you saw her once and treated her like shit, I don't think you would understand that there is someone that would be so doting with us because she feels safe and nice around us - I defended her.
- just want to be in your pants to see who would be so stupid to get her pregnant - she dropped that words and my eyes flayed to Yoongi.
- Absolutely no, actually... I don't want to give you reasons to keep talking about her... what do you want? Why you came uninvited looking for me? - I asked
- we need to talk in private, they don't have anything to get their noses into - she says
- Tae, let's go buy dinner... - Yoongi says signing him to collect the cards
I stopped him to say that I would never act so lowly on his back.
- whatever makes her happy Jungkook, even if you can't understand me - Yoongi patted my head carefully before desapearing with Tae-tae running after his long strides.
- something that I don't know? - asked my brother, he saw his face when Suga said that to me.
- mmmh... nothing that I should be sharing around, just take your girlfriend out of my sight - I admited, I was sad and missed Baby too. Has been the longest without notice of her well-being... at least when she traveled to her country, she was the taking that decision on her own and wanted to be with us as soon as possible.
I missed her visits to see us in the agency, bringing something she made at home.
- I have some to say, it's important - she said.
- hurry I don't have the time, as you saw I had something else planned - I said, and my brother wanted to kill me for being so rude with her. She was the woman he wanted, not me she doesn't have to be my cup of tea.
- getting drunk with your companion is nothing you should be doing - she said getting very comfortable on my sofa.
- she is still here - said Suga on his return.
- apparently my parents came to visit my brother and they were sharing his apartment this weekend... she is going to stay here instead... he went to collect her luggage from her car.
- should be other solutions, never will let my girlfriend on someone's apartment to spendthe weekend to hide our relationship - suggested Taehyung
- I know, sometimes family is just...- I didn't finished my sentence because she would use my words on her favor with my brother.
- Why he would push his girlfriend on you? They are dating doesn't it?- Taehyung asked
- they are not officially dating, that's why they are hiding it from my parents... I just don't want scandals, I am too tired for that .. have enough problems with my own life.
- as long as your parents don't find her here and she would say is living with you, or that is your girlfriend... - Suga said and my brother heard that when he arrived.
- she would never dare, she is not that kind of liar, why don't you better go practice decency with your foreign girl or you dropped the relationship when she fuck...- I stopped my brother's mouth
- don't even dare! Watch your mouth! - I advised him
- why? Like she was so magnificent! Have you fall for her? I saw how you look at her ! - he said.
- she is, and it is not a crime that I would defend someone that only have done good for me, or anyone around her, don't remember? When she did something wrong ? Here in front of us, tell me, she tried to be unloyal? You have any doubt about what person she is in love with? And you... that almost knocked a table over with the hard on because she was wearing a nice dress last year when we did the special diners to celebrate together, like a family - I said. I was so angry why he has to say anything about me and her in front of Suga?
- Look what's hidden here!- she moved my things and pulled out the picture that I printed in secret, was the last party, someone captured her image walking around... she was stunning with that little makeup on, and that dress.
- oh... what are you, a teenager? You really think about her... what would be next to call her bunny and push her down on your bed? - my brother knew how to make me feel miserable, small and ashamed... always humiliate me in front of girls that he wanted but would pester me.
- out! You and your bitch ! - I roared, taking the picture from her hands to hide it on the first book I saw big enough to protect the image.
- what... are you embarrassed because the husband is here? Aren't you going to explain why you have that picture? That how you forget the lonely nights or maybe the one you like... - he flicked Yoongi's long hair and mine.
- you are gay? I heard the /
- open that dirty hole again to ofend my youngest and I will have to write and apology to your parents, he is your brother have some decency... came here to ask his favors and now... I don't even have words to describe what you did. He can fall in love with anyone of his choice, I don't care if is my wife, the president of Turkmenistan or myself... Jungkook doesn't have anything to feel ashamed of, do you understand? Or I have to put your brain to work with other methods - Yoongi lifted his hands on a combative stand.
On stage or behind, he would never let me feel bad about my feelings even if sometimes they teased me a little, they learned to respect my limits and now I don't mind if they say something to get answers from me and my personal affairs.