다시

너무 깊이 생각하지 마

jin's narration: i finished eating the blueberry cheesecake and drinking my iced americano.

but even though i finished eating and drinking, i'm still sitting here..

like i'm stuck on that place for a long time now.

Jin

what should i do next?

Jin

hmm..

Jin

okay! i'll take a walk on a park or somewhere..

jin's narration: after deciding where to go next, i finally went outside and walked.

after a 30 minute walk, i finally arrived.

Jin

it feels healing to be here..

jin's narration: i just sat on a bench that i saw at the park and tried to think of some thoughts that kept bothering me.

i'm just staring at nowhere, on the verge of crying, not knowing what to do or say.

then suddenly, someone said to me..

taehyung

don't think too deep.

Jin

huh?

taehyung

i've been there. let it all out. cry, scream, eat or do something to lessen the difficulty.

taehyung

don't keep it to yourself.

taehyung

it'll only be painful in the end.

Jin

thank you..

taehyung

welcome.

jin's narration: it's the first time someone told me comforting words.

then suddenly, my tears just keeps on falling and it won't stop.

i guess these are too much to handle that myself couldn't keep up with it.