다시

후회하다

jin's narration: the classes ended and the three of us said goodbye to each other already.

Jin

i should go home already.

jin's narration: as i was walking, i looked at the sky and felt this regret.

the regret of not doing everything to go back to my 20's self.

why did i let myself stay in this age?

did i really hoped for a change in my life?

did i regret my 20's life that much?

many questions kept running on my mind, but none of them were answered.

Jin

i should be doing everything i can to go back..

Jin

but i felt stuck in this age because of the regret of having a not-so-good life..

jin's narration: i stopped looking at the sky, or the sunset that i saw.

but i saw..

yoongi

hey, you!

Jin

huh? me?

yoongi

yes, you! we need to talk.

Jin

oh, okay.

jin's narration: we went to the nearest park and talked.

yoongi

why..

yoongi

why did you lied to me, jin?

Jin

huh?

yoongi

i know that it's you. i kept myself quiet since i know you'll tell me, but i guess i was wrong..

Jin

i was planning to talk to you about it..

Jin

but i couldn't find the right timing.

yoongi

that's okay, now that i know about it.. what's your plan?

yoongi

are you gonna stay like that?

Jin

i don't know..

Jin

i want to stay like this, but i also don't want to be stuck like this.

jin's narration: confused. regrets. feeling stuck.

which word fits the best in my situation? truth be told, i don't know.

i tried finding the answer but, surprisingly, couldn't find it.

would i live a good life after all this?

why am i even doing this?

how much am i willing to go through to take away the regrets that i feel?

it seems that none can answer my question, even myself.