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Hyunjin
y/n please wake up I'm sorry
Hyunjin
I put a drug on you I'm sorry
Hyunjin
please wake up
I carried her and ran back inside
Doctor
she's breathing
Doctor
turns out that drug you put affected her breathing
Doctor
but everything else is fine
Hyunjin
hey um I have one more question
Hyunjin
is she actually pregnant
Doctor
well according to the stuff we have there might me a 10% chance she's actually pregnant
Doctor
it's not possible she has a child
Doctor
and it might be Seungmins
Doctor
but it's not possible for her to even be pregnant unless she's actually tried
Hyunjin
o-oh but is there a slight chance it's mine?...
Doctor
that's 20% it's not proven yet but she probably isn't pregnant
Hyunjin
oh okay
what if that child wasn't even mine or Seungmins
what if it's Felix's child
I mean they have hooked up
maybe it turned into something else and they took it too far
no , that's not the y/n I know if she did she would say it by now she would feel too guilty
I was laying next to her
she finally woke up
You
w-whats going on?
Hyunjin
y/n calm down
Hyunjin
I have something to tell you
You
what
Hyunjin
I talked to the doctor and he said that there was a 10% of you having a child
You
and
Hyunjin
but it's impossible
You
and
Hyunjin
it could be Seungmins but there's a 20% that its mine...
Hyunjin
but you could never get pregnant
Hyunjin
like it's impossible that your pregnant your not technically but there is a slight really small chance you are
You
okay and
Hyunjin
I need you to answer me something
You
mhm
Hyunjin
what really happened while I was gone
Hyunjin
I don't care anymore since we're not together I don't need to protect you either way
You
you really won't like this I'm just telling you
Hyunjin
just say it
You
I knew about Taeyong a long time ago
You
he was the guy in the car he called me I thought he was Jae and he came here
Hyunjin
what
You
after a while I promised him
You
something you don't wanna know but I did
You
went to his house it happened I didn't want to see him again
You
I met his friends
You
while crying
You
that's why I said I would stay at a friend's house that's why I never let you drop me off there
Hyunjin
and
one day the day you guys left
You
he entered my house my brother knows his friends and him
You
he was drunk
Hyunjin
and let me guess
Hyunjin
you hooked up
You
uh no
Hyunjin
wait what
You
there's more to the story
You
I went to get water
You
and heard doors closing and opening
You
I got scared and grabbed a knife
Hyunjin
YOU STABBED HIM?!
You
NO
You
and hid
You
he came in
You
and told me if I wanted to play hide and seek with him
You
but the twist was
Hyunjin
a dirty one let me guess
•y/n's POV•
l uh yeah...
You
if he found me
Hyunjin
you guys hooked up or had s####
You
uh yeah technically like that
You
and I hid but I think you called me or my brother
I put it on the floor and it buzzed he
You
found me...
You
and we'll you guessed it
Hyunjin
oh my gosh y/n you got to be kidding me
You
and we'll since my brother was home he uh
You
heard us
Hyunjin
hmmm yikes I wonder how that felt
You
HYUNJIN!
he laughed
You
and his friend Jaemin was there so he caught us....
and yeah
I was getting sick either way I always get cramps
You
but not like this
Hyunjin
get well soon I guess
Hyunjin
even if that kid uhh...
Hyunjin
we're to be uhh...
Hyunjin
mine...
Hyunjin
I will take care of him/her for my life
Hyunjin
I would never leave you with a child alone
Hyunjin
and I just do have to say it
Hyunjin
there's still more to come
You
and if it's Seungmin please let me have a family with him
Hyunjin
ummmm
Hyunjin
no
Hyunjin
look what I'm trying to say
you have to be uh...
Hyunjin
careful with who you sleep with
You
what
Hyunjin
if it really were to happen at this point would you even know who's it is
You
it could either be mine , Taeyong's , Felix's , or Seungmins
You
I know but
You
I've... really never liked that
You
I feel used
You
and it's like im just a toy in everyone's eye's
I hugged him
Hyunjin
what
You
I don't even wanna have a child yet I still have so much to go through I don't wanna get married have a child
You
it's hard for me
Hyunjin
I can tell you I feel the same I don't wanna get married be a mafia kill people at such a young age
Hyunjin
y/n I'm sorry putting you through all of this but I can't help it
You
I understand
You
it's fine
Hyunjin
I
Hyunjin
I have to be honest with you
Hyunjin
I actually love Somi
You
I don't have a problem with that
You
I mean I have to be honest I've always loved Seungmin
You
hope the best for me
Hyunjin
so do you plan on having a child
You
I'll try it with Seungmin
I winked
Hyunjin
oh my
You
I'm just kidding
You
when time comes I'll see
Hyunjin
hm okay
Hyunjin
where's Somi
Somi
I heard my name-
Somi
what is she doing here
Hyunjin
oh she got sick
Somi
hyunjinnie
Somi
I was going to see if you were available to cuddle with
Hyunjin
oh uh y/n you can walk home right
Hyunjin
I don't wanna be mea-
You
it's fine Hyunjin
You
it was just a drug
You
I'll walk myself home you scaredy cat
Hyunjin
you sure
You
yeah I'm a grown person with somewhat I'm not pregnant
Somi
oh really congrats
Somi
well sort off
You
nah don't worry this kid is out of it
Somi
Hyunjin wouldn't it be cute for Y/n and Seungmin to have baby's
Hyunjin
yes....I guess
You
I'll start heading home either way
You
Seungmin made me food in the morning and told me he would be busy he's probably waiting for me
You
I'll get going bye
Hyunjin
uh...i
Hyunjin
y/n wait
I didn't hear him and kept walking
Hyunjin
I uh
Hyunjin
wanna walk you back home
Hyunjin
I don't like it when girls walk around home alone especially at night
Hyunjin
there's perverts that can rape you
You
come on let me
Hyunjin
hmmm...no no no no
Hyunjin
please this one walk
You
fine but be nice to your girlfriend too you have to treat her
You
pleaaasseee
Hyunjin
no y/n
You
I wanna walk you home okay okay
You
n-
Hyunjin
yes
You
no-
Hyunjin
YES
You
you win but fine
Hyunjin
that's why you hate that room
You
yup
Seungmin
y/n!
You
ugh I missed you so much
he kissed me and Hyunjin akwardly stood there
Seungmin
so are we having kids?!
You
about that
Hyunjin
it's a 10%
Seungmin
I'm fine with that I mean I don't think I'm even ready
You
I know
Seungmin
I don't wanna see you in pain
Hyunjin
uhh hello im still here
You
oh sorry thanks Hyunjin also
You
I still hate you
Hyunjin
bye....I hate you too....
•Hyunjins POV•
seeing my long time crush and girlfriend with someone else I've trusted breaks me
she brings me rage
I'm not over you y/n i
still love you with all my heart and I want her back
if she has a family I will break that apart
just how I want to break their relationship apart
I still want her I want her forever I wanna keep her to myself
she's my true love
I'm not ready
Somi isn't the same
y/n your smile I want you please
I need her
she is the only joy
if it has to be kidnapping her I'll do it
kill her ill do it
anything I'll do it for you
I still love you y/n
I want her back
....