SELALU KAMU

KEKHAWATIRAN

continuition of y/n's pov

I started cooking while Jungkook helped with the vegetables

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JUNGKOOK

I think warm soup will help noona and the baby right?

Y/N

pretty much

02:15 PM

I said as I looked into the time it was noona's lunch time so I hurried

after 15 minutes we did the soup and packed it up to visit eonnie

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JUNGKOOK

is it done?

Y/N

yea , will you come to visit ri eonnie?

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JUNGKOOK

yep let's go then .

I nodded before something hit my mind

Y/N

by the way one minute , I will tell yoongles to pick up jeorum

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JUNGKOOK

hmm, I will wait in the car

I nodded as I went up to my room to get my phone

02:30 PM

I looked around to see my phone on the desk

I dialled yoons and hummed as he said he's on his way to jeorum's school

as I was about to go down the desk's last section opened revealing some medical files

I tried to open them but my phone notification popped up with my brother's message saying to hurry up

so I just left with some doubt to check it later

end of y/n's pov

02:43 PM

Y/N

I still reached on time sis

rimana laughed as y/n joked checking rimana's files

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SONG KI

did you cook this?

Y/N

of course !

y/n said trying to promote her cooking skills

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SONG KI

not at all bad , you surprised your elder brother

y/n scoffed it off as they fought a lot while rimana patted both of them to calm them down

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RIMANA

Jungkook are you not gonna eat?

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JUNGKOOK

don't worry noona I will eat later

rimana slowly nodded before she gave Jungkook some ramen

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JUNGKOOK

it's oka-

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RIMANA

it's not buddy , your looking strong but your weak so eat this

rimana said as song ki nodded towards Jungkook to take it

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RIMANA

your managing a lot for your little age so eat this

Jungkook nodded giving her a smile

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RIMANA

by the way , how's your sister Jungkook?

rimana asked as Jungkook was eating

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RIMANA

y/n talks a lot about beongseon

Jungkook smiled at y/n before answering

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JUNGKOOK

she's studying in London noona , she will be coming in two months

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RIMANA

that's good to know , how about you ? what did you do for your university?

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JUNGKOOK

I studied business and arts

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RIMANA

arts?

rimana asked while song ki fed her slowly listening to their convo

while y/n went out to check on jeorum

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JUNGKOOK

I loved painting and I paint the persons who are important to me

Rimana smiled

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RIMANA

that's a gifted talent dear , by the way may i know whom you painted till now?

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JUNGKOOK

I painted my mom, my sister , and y/-

Rimana looked at Jungkook urging him to continue before song ki raised from his seat to go out

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JUNGKOOK

no one else.

Jungkook finished clearly

Rimana sighed at Jungkook's statement

later Jungkook and y/n left .

Y/N

yep tae , I am okay you should take rest honey.

taehyung chuckled in the phone

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TAEHYUNG

me? come on, am used to these shoots and all. after all Jin hyung trained me baby

y/n hummed in response as she ate her dinner while jeorum was playing in the living room.

Y/N

so anything happening there?

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TAEHYUNG

Nothin more nothing less , Aaron trying to get along with hoseok hyung, Namjoon and Jin hyungs having their daily bickering

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TAEHYUNG

me and jimin are chillin our lives

Y/N

sochul then?

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TAEHYUNG

ah! she went out with yoongles to shop for your nephew

Y/N

hmm. tae I wanna say something.

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TAEHYUNG

go on

y/n sighed before talking

Y/N

I think Sochul has feelings on ju-

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TAEHYUNG

of course she does

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TAEHYUNG

she likes Yoongi hyung a lot!

taehyung confirmed before y/n choked

Y/N

WHAT?

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TAEHYUNG

yeah..she likes your brother .

taehyung said smirking through their call while y/n recollected what taehyung said.

Y/N

she doesn't like Jungkook?!

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TAEHYUNG

oh fuc! did you misunderstand?

taehyung asked chuckling

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TAEHYUNG

he's yours don't worry (͡°‿ ͡°)

Y/N

stop it ! I didn't mean that .

Y/N

I thought so...

taehyung laughed the hell while jeorum came to y/n

JEORUM

uncle hi!

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TAEHYUNG

hey buddy .

taehyung said as y/n switched their call to video call

JEORUM

why are you and mommy laughing?

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TAEHYUNG

well...Yoongi uncle and sochul aunt will get together-

Y/N

shut up Kim taehyung!

y/n holded taehyung before he spilled more.

JEORUM

what? Yoongi uncle and sochul aunt?:

Y/N

Nothin baby , uncle says yunki uncle is gonna buy Riki some new clothes with sochul aunt!

Y/N

right , Kim ?

taehyung burst out laughing and nodded

JEORUM

okay then uncle , good night!

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TAEHYUNG

yeah bud , love you !

jeorum gave a kiss to y/n and left .

Y/N

now taehyung

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TAEHYUNG

yep?

taehyung said before someone entered his room

it was Jimin who came in with his video games

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JIMIN

hey y/n baby .

Y/N

have a seat Jimin ssi .

y/n said as she and taehyung smirked

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JIMIN

now tell me , how can I help?

jimin asked joining in the fun .

Y/N

the single status in Min yoongi's profile should be removed

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JIMIN

well well well how ? who can do it?

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TAEHYUNG

who else ? our sochul

Y/N

what do you all say?

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JIMIN

joining in this game.

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TAEHYUNG

me too!

Y/N

the game starts now !

the three people laughed their asses off talking about sochul and Yoongi

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TAEHYUNG

okay honey take care .

Y/N

I will , all the best !

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JIMIN

leave it to me , I can take care !

they all bid their byes and went off while y/n felt so badass after booking her brother

but she was happy for yoongi cause he deserves SOMEONE who takes care of him the best

and Sochul is the best y/n could see.

that night

Y/N

jeorum-ah it's 9:30 pm why your up?

jeorum cuddled his mom to feel her warmth while y/n ruffled his hair

JEORUM

I miss the song you always sang me , and I wanna sleep with you too.

JEORUM

your not spending a lot of time with me momma

y/n looked at jeorum kissing his cheeks , she also feld bad as after this contract everything came back

and she couldn't spend a lot of time with jeorum , but how can she say to the little angel that all she's doing is for him

Y/N

baby our loved ones are back with us and they need help so let's try our best to help them

Y/N

then...we can go for a lot many picnics , trips and a lot!

JEORUM

really mama?

Y/N

yeah dear .

JEORUM

but that's not the case , I want to spend time with you and pa together!

jeorum beamed with smiles as he said that while y/n face went blank

JEORUM

pa is really good in helping me out

Y/N

hmm I understand baby that's great!

y/n said as the door opened to reveal Jimin

y/n eyes widened

JEORUM

uncle Jimin?

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JIMIN

hey buddy !

jimin said as taehyung came in with Jungkook

y/n sat up and went down the bed to hug taehyung with confusion

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JUNGKOOK

hyungs came to check on jeorum

Jungkook confirmed while y/n just nodded

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TAEHYUNG

Jeorum why don't we play outside with yeosun?

JEORUM

is she here ?

taehyung nodded as yeosun peeped through the door and ran to y/n

Y/N

hey baby

yeosun

hello aunt and hi jeorum!

JEORUM

hi!

Y/N

it's not time for playing though , you babies can sleep with m-

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TAEHYUNG

nah , Jimin will be staying with you guys to help you with helping rimana noona

jimin nodded as he played with the kids

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TAEHYUNG

I will take the kids to my house , sochul and Aaron are there

Y/N

okay...but where are the others?

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TAEHYUNG

with yoongles hyung.

y/n nodded smiling before sending jeorum and yeosun with taehyung

she gave a warm hugs to three of them and sent them

10:15 PM

Y/N

so why you guys are exactly here ?

y/n asked as she and jimin settled in the couch having some drinks

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JIMIN

you know it's because we couldn't stay at the camp and Rimana noona was here giving birth so we thought we could lend a hand

Y/N

that's good .

lie. jimin was lying. y/n was the best lying detector as she's a best liar

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JUNGKOOK

so where do you wanna sleep hyung

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JIMIN

well jeorum's bed is small for me kookie

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JIMIN

maybe sleep in your room?

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JUNGKOOK

yeah that's fine hyung . the bed's ready.

jimin nodded as he got up to clean the drinks

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JIMIN

no extra drinking y/n for today

Y/N

I know my drinking limits Mr.Drinkmate

y/n joked as she got up to clean the table

jimin left after chatting for a while as y/n settled on the chair near the couch

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JUNGKOOK

so I will sleep here

Jungkook said getting ready to sleep on the couch while y/n shaked her head

Y/N

you can sleep in ma room, I can sleep in jeorum's room

Jungkook didn't agree

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JIMIN

Yah! kids these days !! both sleep in one room ,stop chatting I am sleepy !!

jimin shouted from upstairs while the both younger ones sighed .

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JUNGKOOK

uhm.

Y/N

it's okay maybe uhm....we can ...sleep on

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JIMIN

SLEEP ON THE SAME BED ALREADY!

jimin completed y/n's sentence but truly y/n wanted to kick him

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JUNGKOOK

is it okay for you?

Jungkook asked

y/n observed Jungkook's red eyes he must be sleepy , so y/n agreed.

Y/N

yeah it's okay .

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JUNGKOOK

okay then , you can go up I will come up sooner .

Y/N

hmm.

but before they could go Jimin came down with his pillow

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JIMIN

that bed is too big , you guys can use that , I will go to y/n's room

Y/N

your wish , but park Jimin your done in my hands tomorrow

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JIMIN

all the best Min I mean JEON Y/N!!

jimin said before running away to their room while jungkook chuckled

y/n sighed as jimin closed the room door

Jungkook looked at y/n , confused and sleepy.

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JUNGKOOK

umm...is it okay for you if I sleep there?

Jungkook asked .

y/n nodded as she can't make people uncomfortable or either she's in a situation to sleep on the couch with her backbone being weak..

Y/N

let's go then.

Jungkook nodded smiling

the room looked cosy and warm .

y/n smiled before Jungkook placed a big pillow in between them so y/n feels okay.

Jungkook tucked in and turned around

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JUNGKOOK

you can sleep freely don't feel uncomfortable.

Jungkook said before sleeping

y/n nodded and tucked in

y/n's pov .

aish! it's so weird and cringey to sleep like this

what's happening with your life min y/n?

I laughed at myself being stuck in this forever past black hole.

I turned round to the pillow it was fluffy and cute .

but then ...doubts hit me suddenly

i noted down what seemed fishy in my stick notes which I carry everywhere

a room which is unfamiliar, Jungkook's changing moods and personalities, fishy business, the guns which were never seen since the past+

century? what's happening? is Jungkook okay? dangerous thoughts filled me up ....while I heard Jungkook rustle in his sleep

I sat up on the bed to see him sleep in pout...we all do have that inner child don't we?

even though the innocence is taken away that one who always struggles in the shadow without knowing what it is

that little kid is what I saw in Jungkook . his doe eyes could never lie ...

I shook my head as my feelings took over , this shouldn't happen.

I sighed as I settled back in the bed and the files that I saw today ...why are they about pregnancy?

my backbone shivered warning me to not take risks of course I can't , I gotta live for jeorum

I sighed as I went back to sleep and damn the bed was soft that I didn't know when I have fallen asleep..

end of y/n's pov.

to be continued.