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continuition of y/n's pov
I started cooking while Jungkook helped with the vegetables
JUNGKOOK
I think warm soup will help noona and the baby right?
Y/N
pretty much
02:15 PM
I said as I looked into the time it was noona's lunch time so I hurried
after 15 minutes we did the soup and packed it up to visit eonnie
JUNGKOOK
is it done?
Y/N
yea , will you come to visit ri eonnie?
JUNGKOOK
yep let's go then .
I nodded before something hit my mind
Y/N
by the way one minute , I will tell yoongles to pick up jeorum
JUNGKOOK
hmm, I will wait in the car
I nodded as I went up to my room to get my phone
02:30 PM
I looked around to see my phone on the desk
I dialled yoons and hummed as he said he's on his way to jeorum's school
as I was about to go down the desk's last section opened revealing some medical files
I tried to open them but my phone notification popped up with my brother's message saying to hurry up
so I just left with some doubt to check it later
end of y/n's pov
02:43 PM
Y/N
I still reached on time sis
rimana laughed as y/n joked checking rimana's files
SONG KI
did you cook this?
Y/N
of course !
y/n said trying to promote her cooking skills
SONG KI
not at all bad , you surprised your elder brother
y/n scoffed it off as they fought a lot while rimana patted both of them to calm them down
RIMANA
Jungkook are you not gonna eat?
JUNGKOOK
don't worry noona I will eat later
rimana slowly nodded before she gave Jungkook some ramen
JUNGKOOK
it's oka-
RIMANA
it's not buddy , your looking strong but your weak so eat this
rimana said as song ki nodded towards Jungkook to take it
RIMANA
your managing a lot for your little age so eat this
Jungkook nodded giving her a smile
RIMANA
by the way , how's your sister Jungkook?
rimana asked as Jungkook was eating
RIMANA
y/n talks a lot about beongseon
Jungkook smiled at y/n before answering
JUNGKOOK
she's studying in London noona , she will be coming in two months
RIMANA
that's good to know , how about you ? what did you do for your university?
JUNGKOOK
I studied business and arts
RIMANA
arts?
rimana asked while song ki fed her slowly listening to their convo
while y/n went out to check on jeorum
JUNGKOOK
I loved painting and I paint the persons who are important to me
Rimana smiled
RIMANA
that's a gifted talent dear , by the way may i know whom you painted till now?
JUNGKOOK
I painted my mom, my sister , and y/-
Rimana looked at Jungkook urging him to continue before song ki raised from his seat to go out
JUNGKOOK
no one else.
Jungkook finished clearly
Rimana sighed at Jungkook's statement
later Jungkook and y/n left .
Y/N
yep tae , I am okay you should take rest honey.
taehyung chuckled in the phone
TAEHYUNG
me? come on, am used to these shoots and all. after all Jin hyung trained me baby
y/n hummed in response as she ate her dinner while jeorum was playing in the living room.
Y/N
so anything happening there?
TAEHYUNG
Nothin more nothing less , Aaron trying to get along with hoseok hyung, Namjoon and Jin hyungs having their daily bickering
TAEHYUNG
me and jimin are chillin our lives
Y/N
sochul then?
TAEHYUNG
ah! she went out with yoongles to shop for your nephew
Y/N
hmm. tae I wanna say something.
TAEHYUNG
go on
y/n sighed before talking
Y/N
I think Sochul has feelings on ju-
TAEHYUNG
of course she does
TAEHYUNG
she likes Yoongi hyung a lot!
taehyung confirmed before y/n choked
Y/N
WHAT?
TAEHYUNG
yeah..she likes your brother .
taehyung said smirking through their call while y/n recollected what taehyung said.
Y/N
she doesn't like Jungkook?!
TAEHYUNG
oh fuc! did you misunderstand?
taehyung asked chuckling
TAEHYUNG
he's yours don't worry (͡°‿ ͡°)
Y/N
stop it ! I didn't mean that .
Y/N
I thought so...
taehyung laughed the hell while jeorum came to y/n
JEORUM
uncle hi!
TAEHYUNG
hey buddy .
taehyung said as y/n switched their call to video call
JEORUM
why are you and mommy laughing?
TAEHYUNG
well...Yoongi uncle and sochul aunt will get together-
Y/N
shut up Kim taehyung!
y/n holded taehyung before he spilled more.
JEORUM
what? Yoongi uncle and sochul aunt?:
Y/N
Nothin baby , uncle says yunki uncle is gonna buy Riki some new clothes with sochul aunt!
Y/N
right , Kim ?
taehyung burst out laughing and nodded
JEORUM
okay then uncle , good night!
TAEHYUNG
yeah bud , love you !
jeorum gave a kiss to y/n and left .
Y/N
now taehyung
TAEHYUNG
yep?
taehyung said before someone entered his room
it was Jimin who came in with his video games
JIMIN
hey y/n baby .
Y/N
have a seat Jimin ssi .
y/n said as she and taehyung smirked
JIMIN
now tell me , how can I help?
jimin asked joining in the fun .
Y/N
the single status in Min yoongi's profile should be removed
JIMIN
well well well how ? who can do it?
TAEHYUNG
who else ? our sochul
Y/N
what do you all say?
JIMIN
joining in this game.
TAEHYUNG
me too!
Y/N
the game starts now !
the three people laughed their asses off talking about sochul and Yoongi
TAEHYUNG
okay honey take care .
Y/N
I will , all the best !
JIMIN
leave it to me , I can take care !
they all bid their byes and went off while y/n felt so badass after booking her brother
but she was happy for yoongi cause he deserves SOMEONE who takes care of him the best
and Sochul is the best y/n could see.
that night
Y/N
jeorum-ah it's 9:30 pm why your up?
jeorum cuddled his mom to feel her warmth while y/n ruffled his hair
JEORUM
I miss the song you always sang me , and I wanna sleep with you too.
JEORUM
your not spending a lot of time with me momma
y/n looked at jeorum kissing his cheeks , she also feld bad as after this contract everything came back
and she couldn't spend a lot of time with jeorum , but how can she say to the little angel that all she's doing is for him
Y/N
baby our loved ones are back with us and they need help so let's try our best to help them
Y/N
then...we can go for a lot many picnics , trips and a lot!
JEORUM
really mama?
Y/N
yeah dear .
JEORUM
but that's not the case , I want to spend time with you and pa together!
jeorum beamed with smiles as he said that while y/n face went blank
JEORUM
pa is really good in helping me out
Y/N
hmm I understand baby that's great!
y/n said as the door opened to reveal Jimin
y/n eyes widened
JEORUM
uncle Jimin?
JIMIN
hey buddy !
jimin said as taehyung came in with Jungkook
y/n sat up and went down the bed to hug taehyung with confusion
JUNGKOOK
hyungs came to check on jeorum
Jungkook confirmed while y/n just nodded
TAEHYUNG
Jeorum why don't we play outside with yeosun?
JEORUM
is she here ?
taehyung nodded as yeosun peeped through the door and ran to y/n
Y/N
hey baby
yeosun
hello aunt and hi jeorum!
JEORUM
hi!
Y/N
it's not time for playing though , you babies can sleep with m-
TAEHYUNG
nah , Jimin will be staying with you guys to help you with helping rimana noona
jimin nodded as he played with the kids
TAEHYUNG
I will take the kids to my house , sochul and Aaron are there
Y/N
okay...but where are the others?
TAEHYUNG
with yoongles hyung.
y/n nodded smiling before sending jeorum and yeosun with taehyung
she gave a warm hugs to three of them and sent them
10:15 PM
Y/N
so why you guys are exactly here ?
y/n asked as she and jimin settled in the couch having some drinks
JIMIN
you know it's because we couldn't stay at the camp and Rimana noona was here giving birth so we thought we could lend a hand
Y/N
that's good .
lie. jimin was lying. y/n was the best lying detector as she's a best liar
JUNGKOOK
so where do you wanna sleep hyung
JIMIN
well jeorum's bed is small for me kookie
JIMIN
maybe sleep in your room?
JUNGKOOK
yeah that's fine hyung . the bed's ready.
jimin nodded as he got up to clean the drinks
JIMIN
no extra drinking y/n for today
Y/N
I know my drinking limits Mr.Drinkmate
y/n joked as she got up to clean the table
jimin left after chatting for a while as y/n settled on the chair near the couch
JUNGKOOK
so I will sleep here
Jungkook said getting ready to sleep on the couch while y/n shaked her head
Y/N
you can sleep in ma room, I can sleep in jeorum's room
Jungkook didn't agree
JIMIN
Yah! kids these days !! both sleep in one room ,stop chatting I am sleepy !!
jimin shouted from upstairs while the both younger ones sighed .
JUNGKOOK
uhm.
Y/N
it's okay maybe uhm....we can ...sleep on
JIMIN
SLEEP ON THE SAME BED ALREADY!
jimin completed y/n's sentence but truly y/n wanted to kick him
JUNGKOOK
is it okay for you?
Jungkook asked
y/n observed Jungkook's red eyes he must be sleepy , so y/n agreed.
Y/N
yeah it's okay .
JUNGKOOK
okay then , you can go up I will come up sooner .
Y/N
hmm.
but before they could go Jimin came down with his pillow
JIMIN
that bed is too big , you guys can use that , I will go to y/n's room
Y/N
your wish , but park Jimin your done in my hands tomorrow
JIMIN
all the best Min I mean JEON Y/N!!
jimin said before running away to their room while jungkook chuckled
y/n sighed as jimin closed the room door
Jungkook looked at y/n , confused and sleepy.
JUNGKOOK
umm...is it okay for you if I sleep there?
Jungkook asked .
y/n nodded as she can't make people uncomfortable or either she's in a situation to sleep on the couch with her backbone being weak..
Y/N
let's go then.
Jungkook nodded smiling
the room looked cosy and warm .
y/n smiled before Jungkook placed a big pillow in between them so y/n feels okay.
Jungkook tucked in and turned around
JUNGKOOK
you can sleep freely don't feel uncomfortable.
Jungkook said before sleeping
y/n nodded and tucked in
y/n's pov .
aish! it's so weird and cringey to sleep like this
what's happening with your life min y/n?
I laughed at myself being stuck in this forever past black hole.
I turned round to the pillow it was fluffy and cute .
but then ...doubts hit me suddenly
i noted down what seemed fishy in my stick notes which I carry everywhere
a room which is unfamiliar, Jungkook's changing moods and personalities, fishy business, the guns which were never seen since the past+
century? what's happening? is Jungkook okay? dangerous thoughts filled me up ....while I heard Jungkook rustle in his sleep
I sat up on the bed to see him sleep in pout...we all do have that inner child don't we?
even though the innocence is taken away that one who always struggles in the shadow without knowing what it is
that little kid is what I saw in Jungkook . his doe eyes could never lie ...
I shook my head as my feelings took over , this shouldn't happen.
I sighed as I settled back in the bed and the files that I saw today ...why are they about pregnancy?
my backbone shivered warning me to not take risks of course I can't , I gotta live for jeorum
I sighed as I went back to sleep and damn the bed was soft that I didn't know when I have fallen asleep..
end of y/n's pov.
to be continued.