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I was busy studying when a not so familiar Facebook user sent me a photo. I was like "Sh*t! Why would someone sent me a photo although we don't know each other?!". I panicked that time, my hands are trembling and I started to perspire. Just what the heck on earth is going on. My reaction is a bit over but I'm not just used to receiving such random photo. 
But—curiosity didn't let my mind be in peace! After staring at my phone for almost thirty minutes, I finally decided to open the message. 
The user name is kinda strange to me but I'm curious so just gave it a go. 

Jale sent you a photo, it says there. I waited for it to load and—alas!guess what I saw? A photo of.. seven gorgeous men. Their eyes are not big like mine, oh except the one. Okay, lol. So I zoomed it and holy crap! They're South Koreans! 

I replied to the person who sent it to me. "Hey, what is this for?" 

"Haha, they're handsome, right?" She just said. Okay, she didn't answer my question.

I ignored her not until I consecutively received a lot of music videos! And then she introduced herself as an ARMY. My forehead creased. ARMY? She's probably a soldier. But she looks young in her profile picture. Okay, I'm so confused here. 

We chatted until I wasn't able to answer my homeworks because I'm carried away by her hype! Oh my gosh, she's so enthusiastic asf. And ARMY means Adorable Representative M.C for Youth! It's the fanclub name of the group BTS! Who would have thought that such words and people exist? I was so innocent before and unfamiliar with many things. I lived in a luxurious house of my aunt but my family came from a far away province. I'm also an introvert person and I wasn't thinking of having this stranger as my friend! And she's also my classmate, she transferred from another school to my school. I wonder how she knew me. 

She's addicted to K-pop. Super, duper, ultra, mega addicted to kpop! No matter where she is, her iPhone and tablet are with her. She's updated with the news about kpop. Specifically about BTS or simply means Bulletproof Boy Scouts. Never in my life did I imagine of knowing such thing. I don't know there's a thing like Kpop. And there are many artists all around the globe. Tell me.. am I really a human? I'm too innocent! 


"Omg! Look at this, Jane! They just released a new music video! It's title is I NEED U! Their voices.. oh my goodness, I can't breathe." She dramatically held her chest and sips her shake. 

She's kicking her legs on the ground. Like.. is my bestfriend still fine? She's a kpop addict but still smart! Hope all. 



Days will not pass without me going with Jale to the internet café and stream BTS' music videos. Is she really fine? She's not even eating on time. 


I just go with her trip. Maybe she'll soon go back to normal. 



Not until one day, while doing again my homeworks, she sent me the music video of BTS which is the I NEED U. I'm not really interested. But maybe it's a mechanics from a giveaway tweet on twitter. Lmao. I checked it and played it.. and holy crap! My sister entered my room and found me smiling. She even thought I have a boyfriend! Hello? I'm still eleven, duh! 


I didn't expect because of the subjects of that strange photo sent by a stranger will become the cause of my euphoria. Will become the reason why I'm smiling. Will become my inspirations and motivations. 
Nobody would've thought! I was so grossed seeing my friend screaming over BTS' half naked photos but I became part of the ARMY after couple of days! Me, myself couldn't believe too! 

I couldn't believe it helps me to be exposed to the reality, to the world of entertainment, to the kpop world! photo