The moment arrived but I couldn't feel that everything would be as planned, I mean. My friends came, my family was happy that finally I will do something normal, serving was something anyone has to do in a way or another.
- It's so cold.... - Taehyung says, he just arrived from a place that is practically tropical and had been enjoying things like bathing in the swimming pool or the lake.
Nobody wanted to talk about Baika's situation, Jungkook was a crying mess in the agency and Yoongi was the only one with the right words to make him sober from his sorrow to get in the car.
Yoongi was a little distant a cold... would look everywhere but our membres. He knows we were worried about him.
- I love you and can't reach you easily now... please, please... take care after yourself... someone has to wait for Baika when she returns... if you have to take care of what she became... please.
I took the only opportunity I got to talk alone with him and he just nodded... I don't know if that will work but I have to put more responsibilities on his mind or he will start to think and lost perception of reality. The depressing thoughts are always around waiting an opportunity to make a toll on him.
Meanwhile the rest of the members almost took my head off of place to rub their hands, Yoongi carresed carefully the back of my head... is what she does to him?
Goodness can't stop thinking about her even on the weirdest moments. I took some individual pictures with each of them and had to pull him closer. Once at home he will crumble...
At first I was really nervous because I was here with so many people, and have to live and work with them as I used to do on my training period.
* Don't lower your habilities, just do your best with time they will realize your true nature... when we meet you didn't knew how to talk with me but always smiled to me so I tried harder to say something to you, something you would understand... time later we could talk for hours* Baika had suggested me that and I was doing my best but was weird to be the oldest and be the strongest... that explains why Jungkook doesn't likes to do things that will show off his strengths.
Sometimes people will get surprised to have me so close and was a little commotion to do chores around the basement. The noise of the practice from other units or basements in the area would startle me. We were told that criminals tend to come here for hiding since the place was difficult to search.
After a few weeks here, Yoongi left a message for me, sometimes I have so many messages and such a little time to use it that was difficult for me to notice it.
Baika was in DMZ, where? Just, Good knows.... here nothing works, even internet so I didn't wanted to imagine how have been her days... if I did will die... I couldn't imagine it.
- Hey... so scared if dogs? You will see they are a blessing... - and officer said.
- no sir... just bad news... I have a friend, she...
- a girlfriend... some can't endure a long distance relationship - He says.
- no... I don't have a girlfriend... I meant to say that a friend that happens to be a girl was kidnapped a few hours before my enlistment... her husband and the police have done everything to follow the track after the criminals.
- oh sorry to heard that... she is not well? They found something bad?
- yes Sir... she is in DMZ, the border closest to Seoul is the latest trace they got... her husband gifted her jewelry that seves to find her and determine her vitals. She was kidnapped like a year ago so when a crazy bastard got obsessed about having her on his bed he decided to order such a thing... she disappeared the day he gifted the jewelry... At first was hard to trust the device since registered diferent vital reports but lately they determined she is wearing it and the GPS stopped being able to locate her as soon as she disappeared in the goods of the area.
- come with me, let's talk with the commander... maybe we can't do much but we are the only ones authorized to round the frontier. Maybe can't start a protocol to search for her but can extend the notice and rescue her if we can identify her.
- she just married a friend of mine but she is not Korean... she is from overseas but can talk fluently several languages including ours - I showed him a picture.
- a dancer? Well you are an artist so your friend is also famous? - he asked.
- her husband is, but I prefer to not leak that information, it's not my right...
- Yes, we can do that... I will talk with the police to make a report and sent the information to all the basements - The commander says before asking me to stay to take all the data he needed.
- why are you always getting your nose in trouble Sargent? Don't we have our hands full already? - one female officer asked I could hear their conversation before turning the corner in the corridor.
- I don't have the heart to hear about it and leave those criminals roaming around us, maybe they are related to the death corpses that have been abandoned in the forest... for once I would like to bring home someone alive.
- I just know hope you aren't interested because it's a girl.
The dog noticed my presence so I walked normally faking that I heard her comments.
Day after day we explored the area designed and couldn't find anything.
Baika's P/V:
- Don't eat that, doesn't even looks edible - I said to one of the girls that have been stumbling around with us... I suppose the cannot leave them free or alive.
- I am hungry ! - she screams, Seo hit her and threw the suspicious fruit.
- if you wanna die sooner go ahead and eat to the fullest - he says to Jena, she dropped a better looking fruit from the same tree.
- It's easy for you that aren't hungry - protestested Lee.
- shut up Imbecile, we are in this situation because you killed the one leaving food for us - one of the men in charge to guide us without being detected says.
- Do you think I should eat the trash from the military? - Lee spited.
- Eh! silence....- another one tried to hear the communication between him and the soldiers on his gang.
- Dammit! where are you? - I understood, wow something urgent must be happening
- Hopes tonight we can arrive Gojanha-ri, we need to cross the river - he answered
- shit! you are too slow... that crazy bastard is in Yeoncheon, doberman is hereand now is looking for a foreign girl - the person on the other side said.
- we have so many cows... certainly prefer to found dead that alive if the doberman gotten a reason to look for us - the one bossing us for days says
- wait for orders and be careful - that how they ended the conversation.
I didn't liked the tone of alarm and urgency, conversation between criminals to keep me captive... was so tired that really didn't even though about the well being of enyone but myself. I was so hungry that anything looked edible but I was still able to control myself.
- who's the doberman? - Lee asked
- a bastard whit a dangerous doberman dog that chases people around the border. That sadistic dude doesn't even sleep if he get's the smallest trace to follow you.
In this cold, with trained people keeping the group together and moving was difficult for me to scape, specially when the firsts to try running away ended killed... and anyone that tried didn't had also the same end in the middle of the frozen area.
At least now I have a notion of where I was, the military training center of Yeoncheon must be close and that means... with some luck Jin was around... he knows me he can tell who I am... I don't know if he will admit that we know each other... but that was better than anything even if I get him in trouble.
- move! We have to hurry no more stops! - the man ordered us and tired I tried to stand on my own... not sleeping and not eating enough was difficult for me.
- Seo love...- Jena said in a seductive voice when he helped me and Gian was looking for something on his bag.
She and Lee made me carry their stuff, Seo has been piggybacking her half day everyday and Lee just dedicated his time to abuse anyone else he could handle... he knows that I will kill him if he dared to try anything so used me as mule to carry whatever was so important for him. But nothing useful since when something was needed he never searched for any item inside.
- How are your feet? - asked Gi to me.
- frozen, from so many days out without a way to warm up, part of my toes feel mumbled - I admited.
- no good... this eat slowly its hard, he gave me a ball that smells like honey and seeds and I couldn't bite just put in my mouth... he gave everyone one and sighed when noticed his bag almost empty.
- what shit....- Lee spited the ball and I hurried to get it... I didn't minded how dirty it was now... if we are to cross a river I can wash the dirt away... Yeoncheon was varely an hour away from Seoul so in a day or two I should reach the the frontier or a living area we surely are crossing the country.
I put the ball in my pocket and everyone looked at me, it was something dirty to pick up something someone just spited but I have my reasons...
- You are nasty - said Jena, spitting her portion and I didn't doubted to collect it... I didn't minded if they laughed or that others would to throw the dry food to see me collect it.
My goal was set, I needed energy to scape and fight one or two of this bastards that helped Jena and Seo, because Lee wanted to kidnap me, but he was scared to try something on me. Lee was a coward and that is why he blame others for his bad decisions in life.
Gian wanted something else for the sake of his organization but I was just keeping him close to take his things... seems isn't his firt time here. Seo was just an animal, remorseless killed anyone that was a problem on his opinion and Jena celebrated his cruelty.
Their episodes of sex was what made the others excited and I felt bad but have to see so many abusive behaviors... I was always attached to Gian, some even started to say things to him... Lee has called dibs on me but I defended myself and he usually doesn't try to touch me,maybe another is also aware because I knocked him in one hit... I didn't have the energy to play games.
I tried to not think on Yoongi, must be so worried and lonely because I invaded any space he gave me in his life, maybe on others eyes nothing changed but we knew that many things evolved. I want to remember him smiling shyly, comfortable around me, his lips turning up when he sees me and his jokes to seduce me... how much I missed him.
We walked and walked in this place and I couldn't feel like we reached anywhere, days passed, hours, minutes.... walking and following this people, some haven't made it. Hopes the police could rescue those that where abandoned to burn into ashes or those that I wasn't sure if were still breathing as the criminals found a reason to reduce the group.