[BTS Jungkook's Bingeul] How to Break Up the Bad Way Episode 1

✎ Author: In My Head, Jijinjeong

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I came home after a long time.

 

Even though I came home after a week,
It's like I went out yesterday and came back today
The house was tidy.

 

It's like time travel,
My absence was not felt in the house.

 

I sat on the sofa for a moment and took a breath.
I hung up my coat and came into the kitchen.

 

For you and the kids who will be coming home soon
After buying dinner, I put the ingredients in the refrigerator.

 

 

Fortunately, the inside of the refrigerator speaks of my empty space.
It was clean except for the containers for side dishes like kimchi.
 

Yeah, I'm glad that my absence is felt here at least.

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You told me not to keep too much in my hands.

 

Even if it gets damaged and is thrown away
Me, who keeps the materials from running out
You've always been resentful.

 

That was to be expected..
Because vegetables tend to wither and get thrown away...

“Can’t you just buy a little bit at a time whenever you need it..?”

You asked me...

But what makes me feel so empty?
I couldn't stand it without them always there.

 

All kinds of cooking ingredients, clothes I wore as a child...
The diaries I've written so far, my records,
My books and my little things..

I was hugging everyone like an idiot.

 

If these were to disappear, it seemed like a part of my already fragmented life would disappear.

 

You probably have been living a consistent life by focusing on one thing.
It must have been difficult to understand this feeling...

 

But now that I think about it

This damned possessiveness and hoarding desire of mine
What I couldn't control was,
Not because of my fragmented life,
Actually, I think it's just because I didn't try hard enough.

 

If I had taken care of myself,
If you tried to love me,

The things I was holding
If you've ever looked at it properly,

Separate what is important from what is not
I could have sorted it out.

 

I have them, but I haven't looked at them again.

 

Except for meeting you in the life I've spent
It was painful to reunite with my past and life.

Maybe you were trying to take care of me like that,
I pushed all those things away because of my pride...

 

So now you are the only one who has meaning in my life,
Am I going to lose..?

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As I was cooking, I had various thoughts in my mind.
The stew for dinner is ready.

 

I think it would be okay to just add a few more vegetables and finish it off right before dinner.

Let's cut up the green onions that we'll use then...

 

 

Chubby chubby

 
 
A pleasant sound is heard on the cutting board.

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Should I make your favorite stone pot rice after a long time?

I put the stone pot here... Will it still be there?

 

When I opened the cupboard, it was also neatly organized.

 

Like my heart... things that were piled up like a fire
Just like how you were always neat and tidy
It was organized nicely for viewing at a glance.

 

Here is Lee Tae-joo... My scent is gone.

 

Fortunately, I didn't throw away the stone pot...

 

Take out the heavy pot from the bottom shelf.

 

While I was cleaning the stone pot
I also wash all the dishes that I used to boil the stew a little while ago.

 

Suddenly, I remember the nagging he used to do.

 

"Taeju, watch what I'm doing.

Just wipe it like this~ It's not difficult, right..?

If it's too hard, I can do the dishes.. "

 

How could...

Someone who has been extremely busy since childhood...
Do you even know all this?

You didn't force me though...

 

Whenever I feel like I am lacking something
I hated myself so much for being so inadequate.

 

 

Actually, when I married you
I can make everything fit for you.
I was what I thought I was...

 

At some point your advice or recommendations
I couldn't accept it because my pride was hurt.

 

So, on the contrary, it seems like I only acted worse.

With the excuse of children, with the excuse of my work,

You who wanted to retire and live in peace
They drove me out and harassed me.

I think I can start to organize things little by little now...
Is it too late..?

I sat down to eat... and cleaned up the messy kitchen...
Now I'm sitting at the table to catch my breath,

 

Beep beep beep beep

I hear the front door opening, and you come in.

 

Even though it's only been a week since I saw you
It was as if we were together until morning and then went out as usual.
Your face was indifferent, without a shred of joy.

"You're here?"

 

"uh.."

 

He came to the kitchen and peeked at me.
You turn around and go into your room.

 

"Excuse me... Jungkook, would you like a cup of tea?

I was thinking of having a cup of coffee now.."

To the door that was as firmly shut as his heart

I asked.

 

"Okay. It's okay."

 

Your cold voice confronts me.

 

"It's time for the kids to come home, so I'll be back down soon.."

 

While I was drinking coffee alone
You are here to pick up your children from their kindergarten car.
I went out the front door again.

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