About death,

"Why can't I die..." The first attempt at death, the second... the third... around the tenth attempt, I realized. Even if I stabbed myself in the heart with a knife, drank a ton of sleeping pills, deliberately set myself on fire and filled the air with smoke, drowned myself underwater, jumped from a high place... and so many other attempts to drive myself to death, I couldn't die. "Why do you look at the world as if you have no interest in it..." "To you, this world isn't a world you see as i