Seungcheol's point of view
Now, I guess this is really the end.
Still... thank you for being with me until the end.
"Jisoo,"
"Huh? Why are you suddenly so affectionate? It's giving me goosebumps;;"
"...I just had fun."
"Are you going on a trip somewhere? If not, don't say anything like that."
"Okay... I get it lol"
This must be our last goodbye.
Little by little, my vision becomes blurry.
I'm sorry... and I love you, Jisoo.
I slowly closed my eyes, keeping my feelings to myself that I had not been able to express.
eye
A tear fell down.
jisoo
Index point
"Why are you suddenly so affectionate? It's giving me goosebumps;;"
"I just... had fun."
..? What, where are you going far away?
He's not the type of person to say something like that.
I felt uneasy for no reason.
"...Are you going on a trip somewhere? If not, don't say anything like that."
"Okay... I get it lol"
I was a little surprised by the sharper words than I expected.
Next to me, Seungcheol blinked his eyes slowly and fell asleep.
"...looks peaceful..."
divination
I miss you for no reason
After some time had passed, I started to feel strange seeing him with no sleep habits of his own.
He seemed to be sleeping uncomfortably, so I went closer to him to help him adjust his posture.
"... Seungcheol? Wait a minute.."
The hand that had been lying still on the blanket that was covering me fell with a thud.
"Seungcheol, Choi Seungcheol..."
Something felt off, so I shook him, but he didn't open his eyes.
So, what you said earlier was really your last greeting?
"Seungcheol.... why are you like that... huh..? No, that's not right."
I quickly put my ear over his heart.
My heart was beating, but I couldn't feel myself breathing.
"Wake up, please... Seungcheol... Choi Seungcheol..."
Tears flowed uncontrollably
I haven't even been able to say that I like you yet.
My hands were shaking as I hurriedly searched for my phone.
After missing several attempts, I finally managed to call 119 and explain the situation.
.
.
.
It is a death that was already predicted.
The reason he was at home when he should have been in the hospital was because he wanted to spend his last days with his loved ones.
The doctor showed me the letter that Seungcheol had sent to the doctor in advance.
It was only after I finished reading the letter that reality dawned on me.
He is already dead.
You must have been in a lot of pain.
You... liked me...
I hugged the letter and cried for a long time.
I have to say something to him now that I couldn't reach him.
"I'm so sorry I didn't understand. And... I love you."
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Why does Seungcheol die so often in my works...?
I don't know either (?)