Writes however I want.
There’s a chance more characters will be added along the way.
This piece has neither a male lead nor a female lead,
just a bunch of kids stirring each other up.
Typo warning
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[Kupjeong/Gyemshu/Junit/Minyuan/Howoo/Solbuchan]
[Killer]
- Choi Seungcheol
- Yoon Jeonghan
- Moon Junhui
- Kim Mingyu
- Lee Chan
[Commander]
- Lee Jihoon
[Healer]
- Hong Jisoo
- Seo Myeongho
[Support]
- Kwon Soonyoung
- Jeon Wonwoo
[Shooting]
- Lee Seokmin
- Boo Seungkwan
- Choi Hansol
I had come all the way to the park behind the organization building without thinking.
I sat Myeongho down on a bench and stood in front of him, meeting his eyes.
Whenever I watched a confession scene, I never understood why something so easy
they took so much time to build up to.
But just now, I did understand.
The tingling, nervous pounding feeling, and
this faint trembling feeling as if wanting to end the situation quickly
had mixed together and become something that wasn’t anything at all.
Well, would you even call it an atmosphere?
Atmosphere didn't suit me. I wasn’t the type to be serious or to make a big fuss all by myself. I’d only ever done what I wanted.
I had lived only by my own center. I had never shown him anything other than a neat, handsome appearance, so I had never shown him a sloppy, dull side.
"...Myeongho"
Carefully, so he wouldn’t run away.
I called his name. My love, my moon.
"...I’m sorry for saying that."
"I guess I just.. thought I was too right.."
"Well.. I don’t know if words like this can make it up to you, but"
"I’m so sorry."
The rambling, unorganized words
I tried to spit out to him one by one. To Moon Junhui, they were words full of sincerity, but that was all. Only sincerity was there, and an endless stream of words with no order came pouring out. Just talking all over the place.
To someone else, this would have looked like
a pathetic child’s way of apologizing.
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"I know it doesn’t fit the mood, but,"
"I love you. And I was grateful, our moon."
As soon as I spoke the words that hinted at, and all but decided, a breakup, a pain as if someone was stabbing my heart spread through my whole body. It felt like even having my arm torn apart wouldn’t hurt less than this. So this was what it meant to be unable to lie in front of love.
A resolute, heartfelt apology and the mood-inappropriate
absurd, disgusting confession,
the words in my heart directed at him, all forced out
one by one. Even now, I was being far too
selfish to the point it was ridiculous.
[Myeongho’s POV]
I have no idea what I just heard.
No, maybe I just wanted to pretend I hadn’t heard it.
An apology, then a confession. What kind of ridiculous scenario is this?
No matter how messy a drama or a webtoon with a thrilling, frustrating plot gets, they wouldn’t write a scenario like this. I was that shocked. An apology wasn’t needed in the first place. But a sudden confession..
No one would have been able to accept it, or even think it through.
The moment hyung turned around and was about to leave, ironically, my body
No, my hand moved first before I could even think. I grabbed Junhui-hyung’s wrist. First, let’s do something about this relationship. That thought filled my head so completely that I couldn’t think of anything else. I didn’t regret my actions, at least not yet.
"Hyung, where do you think you’re going without hearing my answer."
"You’re totally selfish."
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"If you’d like even this kind of me,"
"then I like it too."
"Our selfish sun."
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Commentary
1.
I adjusted the length back and forth to match Episode 8..
2.
I wondered whether to connect it, but since it’s my favorite couple, I made it happen..
3.
And so it ended with the worst possible mood and timing for a confession.
I think this is probably the most fitting
outcome for Junit in this piece.
4.
Myeongho really didn’t need an apology.
So I lightly brushed past the apology and only answered the confession.
5.
Junit’s confession was so awful that the next couple will
probably feel pretty good by comparison, haha...
