※Please ignore this, it's just the delusion of a crazy person who is overly immersed.
※Excessive delusions are not good for your health.
Kim Seok-jin, I totally regret this...
Seokjin is so famous that it could be said that he is the most famous at Konkuk University.
If you just say the name, the answer is 'Oh, that handsome guy?'
It's famous enough to come out
There are more people who know than people who don't know, and in reality
Even if you haven't seen it, you've definitely heard the name.
He is handsome, studies well, and has perfect physique.
He is perfect without any flaws, including his affectionate personality.
The famous Seokjin was friendly with everyone.
My friends all liked Seokjin like that and didn't have to distance themselves from him.
The friend I had didn't even exist, so it was useless to be on bad terms
He must have known he would be at a greater disadvantage
Anyway, Seokjin, who is so perfect, had a girlfriend until his third year.
Why don't you all date with that face?
Every time I ask, the answer is,
"Hey, it's time to focus on studying now. It's time to do my thesis.
As you prepare, you will become busier and busier, so if you don't pay attention to your girlfriend,
I feel sorry for no reason"
As I do this, my friends naturally get out of it.
If I had that face, I would date once a month.
Clicked his tongue
Seokjin has a good image on the outside, thinking of others.
In reality, he is more cunning than anyone else and only cares about himself.
Only a very small number of friends know about my personality.
College friends are something I never dreamed of, and have been friends with since middle school.
Among his friends, only a few know Seokjin's true identity.
Friends who know Seokjin's real personality say that he acts like that.
Looking at Seokjin's actions, I nodded and said, "He's amazing."
Shake it around
Then one day, Seokjin was the only freshman who followed him around.
If there was a female protagonist...
I can't say out loud that I like you, but I only like you nearby.
I followed him around and he suddenly came running to say hello and then
Run to the opposite side
Then, Seokjin, who became interested first, told Yeoju that he
He said he would buy it for me and asked me to eat with him, and the female lead's cheeks turned red.
I'll nod until my head falls off.
Seokjin also thought the female lead was amazing. Other girls were always
I was annoyed because he confessed first, but he didn't do anything and was just like that.
It's my first time seeing a character like that, who just greets me and runs away.
I guess he was the one who said it first because it was funny
"Hey, is it delicious?"
"Yes! It's so delicious."
"That's good. Eat a lot and let me know if you need more."
"No, I already have enough..."
"Am I not enough?"
"..Ugh..ugh!! N,huh?"
"No, you came to me every day and just said hello and left.
"Don't you plan on watching it any longer?"
"Ah.. no, yes?"
"You're really cute haha. How about eating with me tomorrow too?"
"Okay! I'll buy it tomorrow."
"You promised me this, right? You said you'd buy me food."
The next day, the two of them ate together, and the female lead
Before calculating, Seokjin held out his card first.
I'll calculate it, but the woman will just be confused
"I bought it today, so please buy it for me tomorrow."
"Uh...yes!"
Seokjin's swearing continued like that, and he did it every day for about two weeks.
The two started dating after Yeo-ju confessed her love while eating together.
The famous Kim Seok-jin is dating at Konkuk University
The whole thing was turned upside down, some people were crying, some were the heroines
I'll hate you and look at you with disgust
But since my boyfriend is Seokjin, I can't touch him.
I'm just walking far behind
Seokjin did his best in that relationship for six months.
No, I may have tried my best on the outside, but on the inside I didn't really
I didn't think he was serious, we just dated for fun
Because I thought he was someone who would pass by quickly
"Hey, Yeoju, I came to drink with my oppa's friends.
Yeah, don't worry, there are only guys. The female lead is with her friends too.
Have fun and don't drink too much, okay?"
-Okay... I won't be able to see you today...
"If you miss me, call me haha. I'll be right back if not today
"Should I take you home? Call me when you get home and I'll pick you up."
-Really?
"Yeah, oppa, I wanted to see Yeoju too, so of course I have to go.
Yeah, see you later~"
"Oh my... I feel like vomiting when I see what that bastard Kim Seokjin is doing.
Is it just me?"
"Me too... I suddenly feel sick. I'm still hungry."
"If you don't feel well, drink some damn alcohol. I'll pay for it today."
"Wow but Kim Seok-jin is dating... I'll love that kid for the rest of my life
I thought you knew how to live alone, you know how to be the best
"The most annoying kid"
"ㅋㅋㅋDo you think my face is pretty? We're on the same level
"You need to meet a girl, right?"
"..I told you, you unlucky bastard, to run away quickly.
I have to tell you this kid is really smart. I'll tell him"
"The heroine won't leave me, will she?"
"How would you know that? If you knew your true nature, you might leave."
"Hey, the female protagonist followed me around first because she liked me. Let's break up.
If we do that, we'll have to break up."
"So why did you suddenly start dating? Are you really in love?
"So you dated?"
"How could that be? Haha. I'm just doing it for fun."
"...hey"
"We're a relationship that's okay to break up at any time. That's it."
"No... look behind you..."
"Huh? What's next? Yeoju?"
"You bad boy..."
"No, heroine!!"
Seokjin followed the female lead out of the bar and grabbed her wrist.
I held her and talked to her
"Let go of this. Let's just break up. Oppa, I'm the only one in this relationship.
I know you're serious, so I don't want to be ugly anymore."
"..Okay, do whatever you want."
The sight of Seokjin's back as he said those words and turned away without any regrets
As I was watching, the female protagonist just sat down and cried.
The next day, the two of them acted like complete strangers.
Friends who didn't know about it would be confused
"Hey, isn't it time for Seokjin's girlfriend to come around this time? Every day
"He came first and waited for me, but I can't see him today."
"Oh.. I see. You seem to be busy today."
"Something came every day and greeted me cheerfully, but it's gone now
I feel a little empty... I feel so disappointed"
"I see... haha let's go now"
But when I see the female lead who ignores me first even when we meet outside,
Friends, you must be feeling something strange.
"Wasn't that your girlfriend just now?"
"That's right, but I guess you didn't see me."
"Ugh... This face is unsightly? It's a bit strange..."
The next day, and the day after that, we still didn't meet
The two people grew further and further apart, and the people around them also
You'll probably vaguely think, 'They broke up.'
The world, as always, went on just fine without a single person.
Yeoju also recalls memories of Seokjin faster than expected.
I erased them one by one
But Seokjin couldn't do that. It was clearly his fault.
We broke up, so why are you ignoring me and passing me by?
I feel sad because there is no female protagonist who greets me with a smile like before.
It must feel like one corner is empty
"Oh my... I feel so bad... Why am I like this?"
To get rid of that bad feeling, I drink alcohol and meet friends.
I smoked cigarettes for a short time in the military and then quit, but I tried smoking again.
Nothing changed
Several times a day, one side of my chest hurt for no reason.
My eyes got hot and I had nightmares often.
A month after breaking up with Yeoju, Seokjin started to feel a little
It was worn out and was affectionate and gentle
It was the complete opposite of the old atmosphere.
He always had sharp eyes and a sharp tone in his speech.
I couldn't say anything nice because I was standing there. That's how Seokjin was.
My friends left one by one.
After three months, Seokjin started to change as a person. He started skipping classes frequently, drinking like crazy, and skipping meals.
I couldn't see the same sight as before
"Yeoju..I miss you.."
The name of the female protagonist, muttered for the first time in three months, stung like a needle
It made my aching heart feel a little better
It was only then that I realized that I truly loved the female lead.
I like and love you
To Seokjin, who only thought of himself, love was quite a feeling.
I was always awkward in a relationship where I was always the superior.
That you have to be yourself and that 'you' are not the center
Relationships centered on "us" were difficult to approach.
In my relationship with the female protagonist, I was always the superior.
The female protagonist did not know that he had claimed to be Eul and took it for granted.
Seokjin just found out about it now
"Yeoju.. I have to go to Yeoju.."
As soon as I realized that, I just packed my outer clothes and left the house.
Seokjin's footsteps turned towards Yeoju's house.
On a cold winter day with snow falling, I went straight to Yeoju's house.
Seokjin, who came in the future, only sent a message asking him to come out.
I just sent it off and waited
After waiting for about 3 hours, I heard a voice from far away.
I raised my head at the sound of the female lead's voice, but it was a man I was seeing for the first time.
When I saw the female lead coming with her arms crossed and smiling,
His expression hardened.
"...Brother? Why are you here.."
"I missed you...so I came."
"Who is this person? Is he your friend?"
"No...it's just like that"
"Wow, you don't even tell your brother that?
"I used to tell you everything, but are you upset?"
"Stop talking nonsense and come in now."
"If you send it like this, there's no way my brother will just leave. This person
I need to know who it is. I'm curious, oppa."
"Oh really! Go quickly, Jung Ho-seok..^^"
"Ahh! It hurts... Okay, I'll call you when I get in!"
"Okay, go quickly."
"Who is that person? Is he your boyfriend?"
"What would you do if you knew about that?"
"Please... tell me, I beg you, heroine..."
"What are you doing knowing that? Are you crying right now?"
"No.. It's been a while since I've seen your face, so it's nice.. Really, it's so
I'm crying because I'm happy.."
"..He's my cousin. He's the one who played with me a lot since I was little.
Now I graduated from college and am working."
"I see..Thank you for answering. Now that I've seen your face, I'll go back
I'll go. I know you probably don't want to see me, but I'm sorry for coming without warning.."
"Really... If you say that with that face, I'll just laugh and say goodbye
"Hage? I've been waiting here for a few minutes."
"Uh... I didn't wait that long... I waited since around 8 o'clock..."
"It's 8 o'clock?? It's almost 11 o'clock now? Are you crazy, oppa?"
"no.."
"Look how red your hands and ears are now! Go to a nearby convenience store
"You should buy a hot pack and keep it with you!"
"I went to buy that for a bit, so I won't be able to see you when you come out..
I was scared so I stayed here"
"..Come in first and just warm up your body and then you'll freeze
I'm really going to die"
"No, it's okay since I saw your face. You probably don't want to see my face, but I'm glad you're doing well."
"..Do you think my face looks good now?"
"Yeah, you look better than when you were dating me..."
"Just come in, I have something to tell you."
"No, just here..."
"I'm cold. Am I going to stay here? I want to go in."
"Okay... let's go in."
Seokjin, who followed Yeoju into the house, is like a stone statue of a man
sitting
"This is cocoa. Melt it in your hands and drink it."
"Yeah, thanks."
"Really... how long have you been waiting... look at your ears turning red.."
"Hey, you're crying? Did I do something wrong again?"
"Really... If you were to worry people and then break up with me
Are you doing well? There are only strange rumors going around and school is a mess.
It doesn't even come out...what is it doing?"
"..."
"Are you telling me that I'm not doing well? Are you doing it on purpose?
"You want me to come in and stab you?"
"No! That's absolutely not true.."
"Then tell me why you are doing that?"
"I just... I feel like I'm going crazy without you...
I missed you so much...that's why I did it"
"Even though I really wanted to see you, you came here without any reason
Don't wait, especially on a cold day like this."
"Yeah, I understand.."
"Oh my... Are you feeling a little warmer now?"
"Yeah, I'm fine now!"
"Lies. Your ears are still this red? And your hands are cold too."
"Uh... that's..."
"But my forehead is hot... I feel like I'm going to catch a cold..."
"No... I don't think so?"
"First, follow me. You shouldn't catch a cold, so stay in the room.
I'm going to sleep with the electric blanket on. My brother's house is here for a while.
"I have to go"
"No, I'll just go home!"
"I see you didn't bring your car, and it took another 40 minutes to walk.
Should I walk? It's hard to catch a taxi right now."
"..."
"Don't be stubborn, just go to sleep."
"Then you..?"
"I'll just sleep in the living room."
"..sleep together"
"What? Did I hear that wrong?"
"I didn't mishear..."
"..I waited outside for 3 hours today to do it for you.
"There won't be anything like this next time."
"Yeah, where are you going?"
"Honey, you need to change your clothes. Are you going to sleep like that?"
"Ah... yeah"
"Hoseok, oppa, you must have some clothes... I should give you those."
"..."
"Change into this and come. The shoulders might be a little small.
But you can still wear it"
"Yeah...thank you"
Seokjin, who had even changed his clothes, was sitting on the bed.
The female protagonist, who had just finished washing up, lies down on the bed and wakes up in surprise.
"Why are you so surprised? I told you to sleep with me."
"Oh yeah.."
"I'll turn off the lights. Good night."
The air in the dark room was as heavy as the atmosphere.
After a long silence, Seokjin speaks first.
"Hey lady, how did you forget me? Please tell me too.
Now I can't receive this kind of favor from you and I can't do this with you
"This is the last time we can talk...so please help me forget"
"Don't forget me for the rest of your life. Always keep it in your heart.
"I apologize for what I did"
"..."
"Just as a knife was stuck in my heart, my brother's heart too
"Just stick a knife in it. It would be unfair if I were the only one hurt."
"okay.."
"I'm saying this because I don't know how to forget either.
It's not like I've forgotten everything."
"..."
"I really hated him for a week after we broke up, but after that, all I could see was the affectionate way he treated me when we were dating.
I couldn't remember. I should forget, but my brother is already too much.
It went deep into my heart and wouldn't come out."
"I'm sorry... I bet it hurt..."
"I wanted to tell you that I would look after everything and that we should date again.
Since when have you been saying that you haven't been able to see your brother and that he hasn't come to school?
I heard that. As soon as I heard that, I asked if he was eating well and sleeping well.
I was worried if you were sleeping well or if you were just drinking."
"..."
"But you came to me first like this... Really
Like a gift.."
"Happy birthday. I really wanted to say this too."
"Thank you. I feel like I received the best birthday present ever."
"I didn't prepare a birthday present, but if there's anything you want, let me know.
I'll buy it for you"
"Then can I tell you right away?"
"Yeah, tell me anything."
"Grant me two wishes."
"Yeah, tell me."
"Do you want to date me again? I don't care if I'm the one
It's okay if you like me more and think about yourself more.
"Please fall in love with me again"
"Me too..what's your next wish?"
"Kiss me"
"...as much as you want"
Just before their lips touched, Seokjin hesitated and Yeoju
I had a question
"why?"
"I think I have a cold... What if I catch it?"
"Then tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, my brother will come out to my house.
"You can just take care of it. What's the problem?"
"Oh.. I see"
"Your birthday is two days after mine, oppa.
"Is there anything you want?"
"You. I want you."
"Wow, Chansung, take me quickly."
"Okay lol"
"Oh, is that really what you want? What do you want to do?"
"I want to sleep with you like this tomorrow and the day after."
"That's easy. Let's do that then."
"...I love you. I will love you only when I see you. Give me back
"Thank you for coming, my lady."